Baring My Soul to You...

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Copyright © 2008 by Thia Licona
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The Scriptures quoted in this work are from The Scriptures 1998+ and The Amplified Bible modified to reflect the sacred names of our Creator, Yahuweh, Yahushua and Elohim.

This work is not for sale. Father Yahuweh has freely given His Word to me and He has commanded me to freely share it with His people. It is a gift from our Heavenly Father to whomever. It contains information that matters for your eternal life. It is one of the many self-published titles which the Father has inspired me to write, publish and distribute free of charge to His people for their edification.
Thia Licona Author/Publisher

This is the continuation of the story of my life from the time when I wrote my autobiography and self-published it in 1992.
The reason why there are butterflies on the hard cover of this testimony is because once the Author, like a worm, crawled wingless in these earthly grounds. Now, like a butterfly, her beautiful wings among men she can display. To Yahuweh be the glory!
In 2005, against Father Yahuweh’s instructions not to sell any of the words that He would inspired to me, I published and put in the market that autobiography.
I suffered the consequences of my disobedience but, Father Yahuweh has convicted, forgiven and restored me to His appointed place in His Kingdom. That’s what this testimony is all about.
I am a self-publisher and maker of books for free distribution to the glory of my Creator, the Almighty Yahuweh whose power, mercy and faithfulness are displayed throughout these pages.
It is my purpose to obey His command to go all over the world and teach all whatsoever He has taught me.
My purpose is to deliver His message to whomever. He who has ears to hear let him hear what the Spirit is saying and he who refuses to hear let him refuse. For it is written,
Rev 22:11-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(11) “He who does wrong, let him do more wrong; he who is filthy, let him be more filthy; he who is righteous, let him be more righteous; he who is set-apart, let him be more set-apart.
(12) “And see, I am coming speedily, and My reward is with Me, to give to each according to his work.1 Footnote: 1See Mt. 16:27, John 5:29.
(13) “I am the ‘Aleph’ and the ‘Taw’, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last.
(14) “Blessed are those1 doing His commands,2 so that the authority shall be theirs unto the tree of life, and to enter through the gates into the city. Footnotes: 1See Mt. 19:17. 2Long before the books were compiled to form “The New Testament,” Rev. 22:14 was quoted, as it is here given, by Tertullian (CE 208), and by Cyprian (CE 251) – see the well-known Antenicene Fathers.
(15) “But outside are the dogs and those who enchant with drugs, and those who whore, and the murderers, and the idolaters, and all who love and do falsehood.1 Footnote: 1See 21:27, 2 Thess. 2:11.
(16) “I, Yahushua, have sent My messenger to witness to you these matters in the assemblies. I am the Root and the Offspring of Dawid,1 the Bright and Morning Star.” Footnote: 1Isa. 11:1 & 10, Rev. 5:5.
(17) And the Spirit and the bride say, “Come!” And he who hears, let him say, “Come!” And he who thirsts, come! And he who desires it, take the water of life without paying!
(18) For I witness to everyone hearing the words of the prophecy of this book: If anyone adds to them, Elohim shall add to him the plagues that are written in this book,
(19) and if anyone takes away from the words of the book of this prophecy, Elohim shall take away his part from the Book of Life, and out of the set-apart city, which are written in this Book.
(20) He that bears witness of these matters says, “Yes, I am coming speedily.” Amen. Yes, come, Master Yahushua!
(21) The favour of our Master Yahushua Messiah be with the set-apart ones. Amen.

To Yahuweh-the Father, Almighty Creator of heaven and earth and to Yahushua-the Son, my Savior, my Master: You are my Elohim and in You I take refuge, You are the essence and purpose of my life, without You I am nothing.
From Thia, Your child.

And to the Remnant who are inspired to read these words coming from the bottom of the heart of a believer and follower of the WAY of Yahushua, my Savior, my Master.
From Thia, Author/Publisher
DBA Yahuweh, our Father.

Wednesday March 19, 2008 (3:40am)13/11/6007.
Abba, my Father, I worship You! I come to You this morning with thanksgiving in my heart for You are merciful my Father!
What will it be today my Father? I lift up my voice in prayer and supplication for the people You have given unto me and for Yerushalayim, keep not silent my Father, arise, arise in our defense. Hear our cry for mercy and rescue us from the enemy!
Father Yah, on this day You know that I got up fully intending to call my friend Mae first thing this morning. You have put her in my mind and I got her number now.
I continue cleaning house and preparing for the feast of Unleaven Bread. I’m also looking for my lost Birth Certificate while I go through this multitude of papers. Thank You for giving me the energy to do this task.
Father Yah, I will call Mae now. After the call I want to thank You for You opened her heart to receive my intentions to make retribution for taking her money and not sending her my book and she kindly forgave me. Thank You Father.
Father Yah, I continue cleaning house and I just found a printed record of an email from my daughter with the interpretation of a dream I had in 1999.
Father, this is a glorious day! Through that printed email with the interpretation of that dream, You revealed to me the grand finale of the past 10 years of my life. HalleluYah!
Thursday March 20, 2008 (1:59am)13/12/6007.
Abba, my Father, I worship and I love You with all my heart, soul and mind. I will not put any other gods in Your face!
No matter what it takes my Father, You are my focus, You are my goal. To please You is my only aim.
Mat 22:37 The Scriptures 1998+
(37) And Yahushua said to him, “ ‘You shall love Yahuweh your Elohim with all your heart, and with all your being, and with all your mind.’
For I know my Father that when I obey Your first and most important command, the second becomes a fruit of the first. And I obey the second as part of Your nature.
Mat 22:39 The Scriptures 1998+
(39) “And the second is like it, ‘You shall love your neighbour as yourself.’
Thursday March 20, 2008 (8:19am)
Father Yah, I will now write a record of the events that have come to pass since yesterday to include in my testimony.
The following dream and interpretation has come to pass in my life not only for my benefit but also for the benefit of my family and the Remnant as you can read through the pages of this testimony.
I have been compiling this testimony for quite a few weeks now but, it wasn’t until yesterday that I began to understand even deeper what has been going on with me since Father Yah inspired the following dream and interpretation to me and my daughter in 1999.
I can see now that I have gone the full cycle in suffering and taking all kinds of detours trying to force my way in through the window not finding THE DOOR, just like it was shown to me in that dream.
But, Father Yahuweh’s faithfulness! He has brought me to THE DOOR once for all and bid me to enter in to fully restore my life for His pleasure and His glory and the benefit of us all. HalleluYah!
We do not have much time to linger straddling the fence in the regular Christian System. We have to take stand and come out of it and take our places in the Kingdom of Yahuweh.
This dream depicts a prophetic insight of my walk of faith from 1999 until today. This year I have climbed to the mountain peak with the hind’s feet Yahushua provided for me.
And what do you do when you get to the mountain peak? You are sent back to the “Valley of Humiliation” to rescue those trapped in there.
At this point I will recommend that you listen to the book Hind’s Feet in the High Places especially the last chapters:
http://pilgrimspath.org/audiobooks.html this is a blessed link I found today as I am preparing to include this writing in my BARING MY SOUL TO YOU so, I had the opportunity to review the end of that book.
And without more adu, let me give you the record of the Dream and interpretation, I hope that by sharing this dream and interpretation you may appreciate better my testimony in the pages of this book.

October 4, 1999 (4:13AM)
I was in college in an English course. Mae Night was the teacher. We were learning the difference between show and make. Make a show and show a difference. I had a folder to keep my notes. In my folder I remember very clear how I had taken my English notes, they were up to date and neat for the first day of class. Then we went out for the day and other things happened that I don’t remember but I remember coming back to class and there was only me and another girl in class, Mae was reviewing the lesson from the day before, pretty soon she stopped and she said that the course was canceled and she said we had to go the office to cancel out, so I said I am going to follow you to the office because I don’t know where is it at. I was running to catch up with Mae she was running too ahead of me. We came to a set of stairs and it had some bars across. Well, I was trying to pass by going under the bars instead of lifting my leg and going over. So Mae told me how to do it and finally I came down.
At the bottom of the stairs they had a patient, it seems like I was in a hospital, and the orderly an a girl was pushing this patient and they were telling the orderly that his boss had found out that he was arrested and they had pictures to prove it. It seems like this was a medical student and he said that he had already mentioned it to his boss.
Meanwhile Mae is waiting for me by the door we are to go in next, it took me a long time to come downstairs and catch up with Mae but she was patiently waiting for me and said it was okey.
Before we had going down I asked Mae if they gave refunds for the cancelled course and she said not for this one because it was a free course and she told me she would appreciate it if I called the office sometimes and asked that she engendered me in the course, and I told her I would be more than glad to that and since I had the book I could study from home. She made sure that I would said “engendered”.
I remember before all of this took place when we were first getting out of the class room the other girl said she was going to get some guitar lessons and I asked the girl to let me go with her evidently when I finished canceling it out my course. The girl was a classmate from HS one that I was always following after.
Back with Mae in our journey to the office she left me a little behind and I was trying to get in through a window and was having a hard time of it so I asked the workers inside if there was a door to the place I could go in and they were really ugly to me and finally said the door was clearly to be seen by anyone and I said anyone but me then I saw the door and Mae was coming out of it with some papers in her hand looking for me. Then I woke up.

(For more impact, I didn’t edit the following email, I did quote the Scriptures at the end of the email. All email addresses are no longer valid.)
From:Roxana White <whiteday@bellsouth.net>
To:Thia Licona <thialicona~netzero.net>
Date:Tuesday, October 26, 1999-8:54 PM
Subjhhhhect: dream
it’s fate I’m tired. here’s the jest of what I felt. remember, I am not an expert and I have not heard from God that all is exact. i’m just telling you what came to my mind and what I would have interperted if it was my dream.
may night... may is a variation of mary meaning bitter, fragrent when crushed.
night-time of darkness, unable to see. if she was your teacher, it would seem that the Lord was teaching you through trial and uncertainty. Roman 8 :16-25
make and show... not being a hearer but a doer. You had been trained in that, you were prepared to walk in what you have been taught. class over, time to move on.. .walk in what you have been taught. had notes.... could also mean song notes, song in your heart and book the
Word. James 2:22-25 also SEEK THE LORD WHILE HE MAY BE FOUND... came to my mind.
office... headquarters, heaven? place where orders where recieved can’t go alone, teacher leading the way... like hind’s feet story
3 bars at stairs... 3 means perfect testimony and the tn spirit Godhead. I saw it as overcoming obstacles thru god with a perfect testimony.
hospital.. .time of healing
2 people also present. 2 means union and discernment. “Orderly” all together could mean a time of healing arranged by God in His timing and plan. Being in God’s custody and with companions who are full of peace and discernment and unity.
engendered
to cause to exist, to bring forth by effort, to show/to maker bring(spread) to others
saw it as encouraging others and self to lean into the pathway thru suffering thus being changed from glory to glory.
weeping may endure thru the night but joy comes in the morning... vs?
new class.., new song to learn, perhaps a deeper level of praise and worship Ps 40:3
window/door ? Only thought of john 14...jesus is the way the truth and the life...
door not clearly seen... not meant for you to go in , way blocked?
Keep in mind that this is basically the story of a christian~s walk of faith, It could be specifically for your encouragement that if you begin to feel like you are in darkness in your journey, you can know
what to do... DO WHAT YOU KNOW THE WORD SAYS. It could mean that He is moving you to a now place of service that is very different, and thai
the process he will bring a healing. But it could also be that it is for the body and us all moving into a new place thai suffering and you know to pray not to get out of it but to praiseGod and keep going. Make sense?
let me know if you are not following me love roxana
no caps.. lazy
Rom 8:16-25 The Scriptures 1998+
(16) The Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of Elohim,
(17) and if children, also heirs – truly heirs of Elohim, and co-heirs with Messiah, if indeed we suffer with Him, in order that we also be exalted together.
(18) For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the esteem that is to be revealed in us.
(19) For the intense longing1 of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of Elohim. Footnote: 1Lit. anxiously looking with outstretched head.
(20) For the creation was subjected to futility, not from choice, but because of Him who subjected it, in anticipation,
(21) that the creation itself also shall be delivered from the bondage to corruption into the esteemed freedom of the children of Elohim.
(22) For we know that all the creation groans together, and suffers the pains of childbirth together until now.
(23) And not only so, but even we ourselves who have the first-fruits of the Spirit, we ourselves also groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body.
(24) For in this expectation we were saved, but expectation that is seen is not expectation, for when anyone sees, does he expect it?
(25) And if we expect what we do not see, we eagerly wait for it with endurance.
Jas 2:22-25 The Scriptures 1998+
(22) Do you see that the belief was working with his works, and by the works the belief was perfected?
(23) And the Scripture was filled which says, “Abraham believed Elohim, and it was reckoned to him for righteousness.” And he was called, “Elohim’s friend.”
(24) You see, then, that a man is declared right by works, and not by belief alone.
(25) In the same way, was not Rahab the whore also declared right by works when she received the messengers and sent them out another way?
Psa 40:3 The Scriptures 1998+ (3) Then He put a new song in my mouth; Praise to our Elohim; Many do see it and fear, And trust in Yahuweh.

Another email from my same daughter during that time of my life. I record this email because it goes right along with what my dream was all about and what is going on right now in my present walk with my Savior.
From: Roxana White <whiteday~beJlsouth net>
To:Thia Licona <tlicona@netdoor.com>
Date:Wednesday, March 31, 1999 8:01 AM
Subject:Hello stranger!
Hi!
Miss you—been thinking of you. Here’s a couple of things for you to read for your encouragement.
THE EVERLASTING ARMS
The eternal God is your refuge and dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms. (Duet. 33:27)
No matter where you are and no matter what is going on around you,
you are safe in Me. I am your refuge and dwelling place. My arms never tire of holding you.
During the day, remember the everlasting arms of God are holding you. Resting in your awareness of Me will bring you closer to trust. Do not strive. I am a God of peace.
1~rust. Me and eflag the~wat1s-oryour undé anng. your soul will expand in quietness. Your entire being will radiate.
This is my will for you.
Your dwelling place and your home is in my arms. You can trust that the concerns of your heart are held securely in the promises I have given you. My will for you is that you trust,lean on and confidently hope in Me. I have said My children are like Mount Zionwhich cannot be moved, abiding, and standing fast forever.
As the mountains are around Jerusalem, so am I round My people forever. Don’t reject My embrace.
Ps 125:1,2
WHEN PATIENCE SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE
Do not, therefore, fling away your fearless confidence, for it carries a
great and glorious compensation of reward.
(Heb.10:35, Amp Bible) Steadfast patience and endurance may seem impossible to attain in the flurry of life and the pressures around you. But endurance accomplishes the Father’s will and leads toward receiving and enjoying His promises to the full. (End of email.)

May you be blessed and profit some insight valuable for your eternal life as you read this testimony.
In the presence of Yahushua I stand baring my soul to you,
Thia Licona

As I read all that has transpired in the past 34 especially the last 23 years of my life, I have realized how tremendously the Greco-Roman mentality in which I was born and raised has affected all my decisions and the interpretation of Yahuweh’s Word.
Because of that mentality I interpreted Yahuweh’s words to me to mean that I was free to use my mind and imagination to fend for myself in these earthly grounds.
And I ignored the holiness and sacredness of Yahuweh’s majesty. And I took all His revealed will to me with my own ideas of Him.
And I mixed His words of mercy with my own wishful thinking attributing to Him false words in answer to my outlandish requests for money.
The sad part about it is that I was applying pagan principles of faith to get whatever you want out of a gnostic god.
Oh yes! There has always been sincerity in my worship and to the best of my knowledge I have walked in His presence all of these years. And He has honored the sincerity in my heart and overlooked my ignorance all of those years.
But, because of my own warped ideas of Him I hindered the work of His Ruach ha Kodesh in my life for many years and I suffered Him turning His face from me until, because of His faithfulness, I stopped dead in the tracks of my ignorance and disobedience.
Now, on March 4, 2008 (3:23am) almost 6 months since He struck my being and convicted me of my gross misunderstanding of Him and His ways, I am writing this note to state that I have fallen on my face and with Job once more I have uttered these words:
Job 42:1-6 (AMP)(Modified by Thia to change to the sacred names.)
“1 THEN JOB said to Yahuweh, 2 I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted. 3 [You said to me] Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel [by words] without knowledge? Therefore [I now see] I have [rashly] uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. 4 [I had virtually said to You what You have said to me:] Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me. 5 I had heard of You [only] by the hearing of the ear, but now my [spiritual] eye sees You. 6 Therefore I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.”
And Yahuweh, in His enduring faithfulness is restoring to me all that the locust has eaten because of my ignorance of Him and His ways. HalleluYah!

“Enough bickering and complaining and accusations and tears and regrets of all kinds! It is time to get up and take your appointed place in My Kingdom! You have been under My discipline long enough! So, now it is time to strengthen the hands which hang down and the weak knees and get in tune with the work I have called you to do! Study My words in the light of My Ruach and abandon your interpretations and imaginations of them. My words are simple and clear, do not twist and complicate them and claim your understanding against My perfect instructions to you.”

And as He commands me He has also given me the power and ability to obey Him once and for all. Hence the compiling of this testimony that He had already inspired me to write for the benefit of His Remnant.

Let me begin with the record on March 1, 2008 (12:05p)
O my Father, my Savior Yahushua, Your tears flow from my innards on this Shabbat because of the rejection of Your children.
What can I do to help Your children to come into Your fold. At this point of time when the light is about to expire, they are still doing as they please.
They are so far from You and totally oblivious to it. They think they are in Your good grace and blatantly ignore Your commands of love, just like I did for so long.
They think they know You and obey Your Word and they cling to Your mercy and grace but they have no conception of the real You. They have no conception of what love means.
They are totally absorbed in the Greco-Roman mind set and they have made for themselves a romantic god in their own image.
But, just like I was, they, too, are convinced that they know You through the Savior by the power of the Holy Spirit.
I remained in my stand for many years. No one could shake my faith! I held on to the Holy Spirit and the knowledge of my salvation.
Little did I realized that Your blessed Holy Spirit was the One calling me to come up higher.
I knew the Scripture in Hebrew 6:1,2 and I even applied to others, but me, well I had already advanced! It didn’t applied to me.
O the wiles of the flesh! I couldn’t see my pride and arrogance. I couldn’t hear the voice of my Beloved! How sad! I grieved Him for many years.
Is it possible that you, dear reader, are in the same frame of mind like I used to be? Is possible that He is calling you saying: Today, if you hear His voice do not harden your heart? Weighty questions.
Come Yahushua come Let Your Ruach Yahuweh do His work of conviction that Your people may be empowered to repent
Here I am my Savior, send me in this testimony going forth. Use my life for Your witness and don’t let Your Word return void.
It is not Your will that any should perish. Let Your mercy shine forth and forget all our crookedness until now. Turn us around my Savior Nothing is impossible for You.

Then comes the record of February 12 when the Father inspired me to write this testimony.
February 12, 2008 (4:20am)12/4/6007.
Blessed be Your name forever HalleluYah Thank You Father for all Your kindnesses, for Your infinite mercy towards Your children.
Father, You have instructed me to bare my soul to Your people in order that they might see Your kindness to Me and desire the same for themselves.
I have grieved You for a long time, yet You have been kind, patient and longsuffering with me as You are with all of Your children.
But, now we are approaching the end of this era and already the birth pangs of the tribulation have begun, we can’t afford to grieve You any longer.
We must come into Your fold and for that purpose You have given to me a good portion of food to feed Your sheep on these troubled times.
I pray, my Father for Your strength and wisdom to bare my soul to Your people and that they may open their eyes to see what You intent them to see in these writings.
The following Psalm expresses my heart at this point,
Psa 31:1-24 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) In You, O Yahuweh, I have taken refuge; Let me never be ashamed; Deliver me in Your righteousness.
(2) Incline Your ear to me, Deliver me speedily; Be a rock of refuge to me, A house of defense to save me.
(3) For You are my rock and my stronghold; For Your Name’s sake lead me and guide me.
(4) Bring me out of the net which they have hidden for me, For You are my stronghold.
(5) Into Your hand I commit my spirit; You have redeemed me, O Yahuweh El of truth.
(6) I have hated those who observe lying vanities; But I trust in Yahuweh.
(7) I exult and rejoice in Your kindness, For You have seen my affliction; You have known the distresses of my life,
(8) And You have not shut me up into the hand of the enemy. You have set my feet in a large place.
(9) Show me favour, O Yahuweh, for I am in distress; My eye, my being and my body have become old with grief
(10) For my life is consumed in sorrow, And my years in sighing; My strength fails because of my crookedness, And my bones have become old.
(11) I am a reproach among all my adversaries, But most of all among my neighbours, And a dread to my friends; Those who see me outside flee from me.
(12) I have been forgotten like someone dead from the heart; I have been like a missing vessel.
(13) For I hear the evil report of many; Fear is from all around; When they take counsel together against me, They plot to take away my life.
(14) But I, I have put my trust in You, O Yahuweh; I have said, “You are my Elohim.”
(15) My times are in Your hand; Deliver me from the hand of my enemies, And from those who pursue me.
(16) Make Your face shine upon Your servant; Save me in Your kindness.
(17) Do not let me be ashamed, O Yahuweh, For I have called upon You; Let the wrong be ashamed; Let them be silenced in the grave.
(18) Let lips of falsehood be stilled, Which speak recklessly against the righteous, With pride and scorn.
(19) How great is Your goodness, Which You have laid up for those fearing You, Which You have prepared for those taking refuge in You In the sight of the sons of men
(20) In the secrecy of Your presence You shall hide them from the plots of man; You shelter them in a booth from the strife of tongues.
(21) Blessed be Yahuweh, For He has made marvelous His kindness to me in a strong city
(22) And I, I have said in my haste, “I am cut off from before Your eyes,” Yet You heard the voice of my prayers When I cried out to You.
(23) Love Yahuweh, all you His kind ones For Yahuweh guards the trustworthy ones, And exceedingly repays the doer of pride.
(24) Be strong, and let Him strengthen your heart, All you who are waiting for Yahuweh.
I have prayed this Psalm many times before for as most of the Psalms they are written in my heart by Yahuweh’s finger.

Now as the Father leads me I will quote the first Words He spoke shortly after the Holy Spirit convicted me on June 20, 1985. At that time I didn’t know the correct names of Father Yahuweh or our Savior Yahushua. I also had a lot of misconceptions about Yahuweh and Yahushua and Yahuweh’s Word.
Now I know and use His names because it is a matter of extreme importance to our Creator, important enough to make it one of His commandments. Again, at that time I didn’t know those names but, I had just returned to the Father’s house and He in His mercy put up with my ignorance for many years, until 2006 when I came into that knowledge. Since then, I am obeying His commandments and I have rid myself of all misconceptions of former times. Therefore, I will edit those names in this testimony and all my former writings.
August 8, 1985 Yahuweh spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. Yahuweh sayest to me at this moment:
“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you. You can not give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers. Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”
“And what kind of flowers are those Lord?” I asked. Yahuweh sayest to me:
“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Me and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”
Furthermore I inquired that same morning: how His call came to mehow His call came to me “Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be OK, Father?” Father sayest:
“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off ME. Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self conscious. Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”
“Father, help me?” I pleaded.
“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well. When ever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for my own reasons, even if you don’t understand my reasons.
“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind. Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.
“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use you. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to be used by it. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains. I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything. Take everything in this day an know that My name will be glorified because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished.”
4/18/87
“My child, when you are weak I am strong to hold you up to Me. Do not fear, for I will never leave nor forsake you. Remember that in the world you shall have tribulation, but never fear for I, have overcome the world.
“I am the One who directs your path, I scheduled each day of your life before you were even born, and this day of your life, even this day, is recorded in My book also. I have started a good work in you, and I am the One that shall finish that work within you, do not look into your feelings or emotions but look up to Me.
“In fact, lift up your eyes to My crucified flesh and receive My finished work in you in the blood of My stake for when I finished the work in the stake, I finished My work forever, and as you lift up your eyes to My crucified flesh in obedience to My Word, in that work I finished you.”

Way at the beginning of my walk with my Master, He revealed Himself to me one morning and told me to speak to His people. This is a record of how His call came to me.
I had listened to a tape. The Minister in the tape said something to explain how we miss You speaking to us. He said something to the effect that sometimes You speak to us and we think is thundering or angels are speaking and so we miss You.
My daughter brought that tape to share with me because she knew that You had given me Your Word to share and I did not want to share it, because . . . well, because I didn’t think it was the Father amongst many other reasons.
My daughter went to sleep on the couch that night because her bed was uncomfortable. She had a bad cold with congestion in her chest, and she felt more comfortable sleeping on the couch because she could sleep with her chest in a higher position and the congestion on her chest did not bother her as much in that position. But I did not know that she was sleeping on the couch. The following morning I recorded in my computer what happened.
Feb. 18/86
Father, You woke me up and You said to sit up. I said, What shall I do? And you said,
“You shall write this morning.”
Oh Father, it has been thirty minutes now since I sat up. I did not think it was You talking to me because You always wake me up to pray and intercede.
As I was thinking such thoughts it thundered and it rained. I thought it must be You talking and I could not hear You.
I got up wondering as to what to do, and it thundered again, this time loud and sharp. I went to the kitchen and turned on the light unaware that my daughter was sleeping on the couch in the living room.
She shook me up when she said from the couch to bring her something to drink because I was not expecting to hear a voice coming from the couch.
I was already shook up with all that thundering, but she shook me up some more. I put some water in a glass and I went by her side and I whispered, Did you hear the thunder? It must be Yahuweh talking to us She smiled and said, I was thinking the same thing.
So, Father, I came to the computer and in faith I started to write, trusting that You have a purpose to accomplish in me today.
Father, I haven’t got the slightest on what to write about? But I know that You honor obedience in Your child, so Father in obedience here I am, speak Father, Your child hears.
Father it is now 4:45 am. Two hours and fifteen minutes since you first woke me up. I searched the scriptures You brought to my remembrance.
It took me one and a half hours to locate the first one. I do not understand why it was so hard for me to find it, for I knew the scripture. I just wanted to read exactly what You were talking about.
Why, Father, these things happen to me? What is the lesson I am to learn from this? It seems to me that I waste all my time spinning my wheels. Why, Father I do these things? Why, am I not ever sure of what I am doing? And my Father answered me and said,
“Because you are always bickering and complaining and you are forever asking why and analyzing. I have told you to quit doing that and to trust Me. When you quit questioning MY work in you and MY word to you then you will be able to be what I have already made you to be, meek and lowly and an obedient child of Mine.”
“Father... I see what you mean, and I repent in dust and ashes. I see how I am and what I am doing. Forgive me Father I won’t bicker anymore nor question You. These are the scriptures that you brought to my remembrance and told me to write down,” And I wrote down from Matthew 21:23-32 and from John 12:20-43.
“Father, both of these scriptures have to do with the same thing, your people and their hardness, what do I do next?”
“This is what you shall talk to My people about.” He spoke to my heart in a quieted still voice.
“Father, I have been a sinful woman, I have not applied myself and brought forth any fruit, do You think they are going to listen to me?” I said, just about jumping out of my flesh.
“I do not want them to listen to you, I want them to listen to ME. And Thia have you not repented of bickering and questioning ME? You are right, you have not applied yourself for you do not know anything, not even what FRUIT BEARING is.”
The Father speaks to me while I am taking my shower. This is not the first time that the Father has spoken to me at such a time. There has been other times.
This time I was thinking how neat He had been handling me all morning. And I was thinking how good it is that the Father cuts me to size, remembering all kind of incidents and thinking that it is not hard at all, and I was thinking how it would be to tell this in Church and laugh about it, because it is such relief to be handled by the Father. “Just a piece of cake!” I said to myself. And the Father said,
“Then, why don’t you do it?”
And I said, “do what?”
“Repent in public,” He said quietly.
“WHAT!?” I said, just about to jump out of my flesh again, for I thought that, that must be . . . well, I thought that, that must be you know who, speaking to me?
And the Father said,
“You heard me. Remember how when you had those book shelves on the floor and you could not find the stud, and you bicker and complained because your son-in-law or any other of your brothers had not come to help you?” And I said, “yeah Father, I remember. I accused them to You of not walking in Your Spirit, and You rebuked me and told me to judge my own self for if You had wanted my son-in-law or anybody else to come to my aid You would have put it in their hearts to do so, but if You had not done that it was because You wanted me to depend on You implicitly, without questioning or reserve, absolutely, and not to rely on anybody, or any circumstances for survival...”
“But Father, I repented of that right there and then, how is it that I have to repent in public?”
And so the story goes. That night I spoke my testimony in the congregation and the Father initiated me, Thia, as His spokesman and I didn’t even realized it.
In the subsequent weeks I delivered some dandy Words . But they were from the Father and He blessed us all ‘Til . . . I delivered His Word at the wrong time. He then suspended me for a while, but He didn’t blot me out. He re-instated me after a few months. I am still His spokesman. Glory to His Name HalleluYah
And so my Father, that’s the end of my entry for Feb. 86. You have brought me a long ways since that morning.

Now You have quickened to me to recap the events of my journey to bare my soul to Your people. I will start recapping fro 2007. On that year You brought me back into Your Kingdom and You spoke to me several times and I wrote several articles.
So, I will continue this writing by quoting most of the words You have spoken to me since that time
March 28, 2007 (4:51am).
Father, Abba, my Father, here I am to present myself to You first thing this morning even when I don’t feel like getting close to You.
But, what are feelings! I know that my place is in Your bosom and in the shadow of Your everlasting arms I take refuge, I shall not be moved!
Father, strengthen my drooping arms, and steady my tottering knees; make a level path for my feet; so that what has been injured will not get wrenched out of joint but rather will be healed.
I’ll keep pursuing shalom with everyone and the holiness without which no one will see Yahuweh.
Father, am I pursuing peace when I am not comfortable listening to the same teaching over again and again?
“My child, I have given you the spirit of discernment in every piece of information that is coming to you in these days, do not fear, you know what is good and what is not. To strengthen your drooping arms means to strengthen your belief in Me, to steady your tottering knees means to take courage in what you witness about Me, so you will make level the path for your feet towards your complete healing. Take courage! You are on your way!”
September 3, 2007 (8:57am).
Father Yah, teach me what to say to Your deceived people to reach them for Your glory and Your Kingdom.
“My child, as they have rejected Me, so will they reject you. Stand firm in what I have taught You and let Me work miracles in Your life that they may see My love for you and realize that in the same way I want to love them.”

October 7, 2007 (4:48am).
I come to You with a heart of thanksgiving. I am standing in Your presence waiting on You. Lead me in the way You shall have me to go.
An account of how my Father Yahweh Elohim has dealt with me since May of 2007. I had been under Doctor’s care since before 1995. But in 1995 an eager psychiatrist talked me into taking shock treatments.
These treatments nearly destroyed me, but, my oldest daughter fired the psychiatrist rescuing me from total destruction. Nevertheless, since then I have been under heavy prescription drugs since they diagnosed me as a bipolar an schizophrenic patient. This diagnose is an invention of the elite ministers of Lucifer to subdue the mind of Yahweh’s people through drugs.
Eagerly and I willingly accepted this diagnose seeking for my fleshy comfort and I turned my back to my Father’s ability to heal me as He had done many times before. I also neglected my call to minister Yahuweh’s Word to His people.
Of course, during all this time I have been ministering, but, the message He gave me is a tough message and I didn’t have the courage to deliver it. I compromised and went along with everybody. I took the easy road, the road of compromise, of pleasing people because I liked being celebrated and accepted by everybody.
But Yahweh did not call me to compromise but to separate myself unto Him in intimate communion, attuned to His Ruach’s voice to receive the words and messages to deliver to His people and to study His Word in His light.
In His mercy and faithfulness to me, 6 years ago, Yahuweh gave me the opportunity to do just that, to separate myself unto Him in a new apartment. But I, deceived by my lust for approval from man, I did not take that opportunity and instead I compromised loading myself with worldly responsibilities.

CONVICTION, CONFESSION, REPENTANCE, RESTORATION...

October 8, 2007 (12:57am).
It was on September 15, reading one of the articles from a Sister in Yahuweh, when my spirit leaped as I realized that the work that she is doing is the same work that Father Yahuweh commanded me to do.
That’s the day when the Ruach Yahuweh convicted and showed me all those things about which I wrote yesterday.
My condition was deplorable. I had become dull of mind and spirit. A sick person. Running to the Doctor’s office for the least discomfort.
I was living in a carnal state, craving for the approval of man, willing to compromise all my values for the sake of my worldly comfort.
But day the Ruach Yahuweh convicted me of my carnal living and showed me that one of the reason why I was in that state was because all the drugs that I was taking. My actions since 1995 included:
1. Compromise with the world, my family and the worldly church.
2. Involvement with worldly responsibilities looking for the approval of man.
3. Throwing myself at the hands of the doctors looking for carnal comfort.
4. Becoming totally dependant on prescription drugs.
5. Worst of all, I broke Yahuweh’s command and I published and sold my book.
6. Also, I got into debt breaking another command.
For Father Yahuweh had commanded me not to sell any words He was to inspire to me and it is written in the Scriptures to owe no one anything except the debt of love. (Romans 13:8.)
I also decided to sell my car to pay off all my bills. But Father Yahweh made a way for me to pay off and keep the car.
Six years ago Father Yahuweh moved me to this apartment to set me apart and continue the work He had initiated in me back in 1985, but, instead of sitting still and waiting on Him, I went ahead and got involved in all that seemed right to me and everybody else.
I started with the Seniors Companion Program. Then I discovered the local radio station and I started calling them and telling all kinds of yokes for the enjoyment of all their audience to the point that I became a household name through the county and everybody applauded me.
I started borrowing money until my debt became a nightmare (that’s another testimony from last year when I repented of living on credit and Father Yahuweh made a way for me to pay off most of my debt.)
Well, that morning as Yahuweh showed me my state, I repented and took immediate action to make amends.
1. I got up and flushed in the commode ALL my medications, the drugs that had dulled my mind and spirit.
2. I cancelled all my doctor’s appointments and determined to let Father Yahuweh be my Healer.
3. Then I wrote a letter of resignation to the Senior Companion Program in which I have been involved for the last 6 years and determined to dedicate myself to Father Yahuweh’s service alone.

1. First opportunity for witness. While I was going through the withdrawals from all those drugs, my grandson Cory called me out of clear blue sky. I told him how the Holy Spirit had convicted me of getting addicted to prescription drugs, how He had given me the power to get rid of all the drugs and to repent from my sin of disobedience to Yahuweh’s commandments and how I had found the truth about Yahuweh and His ways.
2. Afterwards I wrote a warning letter to my children and another to the Sunday Worshipers and I emailed them to most in my mailing list.
3. Cory was the only one who answered. In search of truth, Cory caught the Greyhound bus from Texas all the way to North Carolina and is now living with me! What a blessing!
4. Already my health is the best it has been since 1995 and before.
5. My edema is gone.
6. I sleep well.
7. No more migraines.
8. I am not going like crazy anymore.
9. My weight is coming under control. I done lost 30 lbs. and keep losing by the day.
10. I am alive and my spirit has been renewed!

Yahuweh is faithful. We are at the last days, there is no more time to waste, we have to take stand.

November 18, 2007 (2:05am).
Father Yah, I worship You. You know what is going on with me. You know me better than I know myself and I submit myself to You for correction.
I beseech You my Father to deliver me from these terrible fears that assault me continuously. I refuse to live in fear and suspicion of the worst.
Cleanse my thought life and bring to my remembrance the Scriptures that You have imprinted in my heart for my good.
You have not given the spirit of fear but of power, power to overcome these fears and react to all circumstances with the mind of Yahushua.
Forgive me for reacting to circumstances with my evil mind out of fearful thoughts of doubt and unbelief.
Forgive me my impatience and inability to wait on You and lack of trust in Your providential circumstances.
Help me to learn of Yahushua. Help me to abide in Him, to live a life of prayer and communion with You, focusing my mind on Your affairs not mine.
“My child, I have given You the mind of Yahushua, does it occur to you that your affairs have become My affairs when you submitted yourself, your being to Me? I know of your impatience and temporary inability to trust Me when things are not going well for you, but, I also know of your faithfulness and desire to please Me and for that I honor you, because you know My name and have personal knowledge of My mercy. You know by experience that I will never leave nor forsake you. I give you with these words the power to resist your fears and regain the peace that surpasses all knowledge of good or evil. My peace I give unto you, not as the world gives with the deceitful comforts of this age, but, with the assurance of the comforts coming to you in My kingdom. All things will turn out for your good accordingly with My plan for you. Be of good courage, I have overcome the world for you.”
November 20, 2007 (4:39am).
Blessed be Your name, Father Yahuweh! Blessed be Yahushua, my Savior and my Master! I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart, to worship You! HalleluYah! Father Yah, may Your will be done in my life and the life of Your people. May Your kingdom come. Give us this day our supplies both spiritual and physical.
And Father, deliver us from the evil of our wicked beings. Give us the discernment necessary to survive in these days and endure until the end.
There is so much confusion going on that unless You intervene, we don’t know which way to turn. Show us Your salvation even Yahushua our Savior. Teach us Father how to lift up our eyes to You and follow Your instructions. Deliver us from false doctrines.
Teach us what it means to die to ourselves and live unto You. Give us Your strength to live Yahushua’s life.
Are we willing to sacrifice our comforts to follow Yahushua? Or, do we insist to live our life in comfort just like everybody else?
Am I willing? Yes, I am my Father, deliver me from the fear of mankind. Deliver me from the reasoning of man and lift me up to Your reasoning.
This is a temporary life, let me live in my eternal life. Let me act and do accordingly to Your commandments of love.
You said to be anxious for nothing, I refuse anxiety regardless of the attacks from it. I will not harbor anxiety. I lift up my eyes to You to receive Your peace.
I trust myself to You for You care for me. I will not harbor doubt and unbelief in You. And I thank You for the measure of faith You have given unto me.
You know how the lack of money affects me and each one of Your children. You know how money causes us to falter in so many ways, how it affects our reasoning. You say, we cannot serve money and You, and yet, we are slaves to money at every turn of the way. Everywhere we turn we need money.
We cannot free ourselves, set us free my Father, I plead. Deliver us from the slavery to money and teach us to live without money.
“My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it. You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you. You don’t need to go after money to supply for your own self. All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies. Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such. Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money. Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it. Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance. Do not change the course I have marked for you on account of money. Again, sit still and wait on Me.”
Thank You Father, as You speak to me You also empower me to obey Your instructions. HalleluYah!
Father, what about this house I am about to buy? Give me Your wisdom to go about this business, I don’t know what I am doing but I am depending on You.
“My child, I am well aware of this situation in your life. I am the cause of this circumstance and all of these business are under My authority. Fear not, I am acting on your behalf. All things will turn out for your good.”
HalleluYah! Be it done unto me as it is pleasing unto You, whether I get the house or not I am willing to go and do as You plan for me. I wait on You.

November 24, 2007 (1:16am).
I start this reflection with an excerpt from an especial article on Daniel 8,
“The three-part plan of 1871 is right on course, and speedily moving towards its conclusion. Gulf War II was the “ground zero for launching many things up but I believe it was also used to open the pit, and allow the ancient spirits to come upon the face of the earth for the final wrap-up. I’ve never heard so much craziness out of people in my life—mindlessness. And what is worse is the tolerance that even decent people have toward what the Bible calls “evil”. For example: Christians watch TV, go to movies, or read books, absorbing and even enjoying adultery, fornication, rape, violence, homosexuality, murders, thefts, rebellion against good authority as in children disobeying parents and teachers, men who are wimps with controlling wives, divorce, drug addiction, alcoholism, demeaning jokes, and all sorts of filth, and call it “entertainment”. Their desire for the Word is almost zilch. We must disassociate with the “god of this world”, and come out of it quickly, for it is like a drug, programming the minds of people, where they have no desire for seeking Truth or seeking the Source of Truth. Oh the joy of life without TV! Because I spend much time with the Word and with the Ruach, and in study and research, He reveals His secrets to me and leads me in the most miraculous ways. You can have that kind of life -a miraculous life-being supernaturally led daily by the Ruach.”
November 24, 2007 (6:37am).
It is Shabbat! HalleluYah! I will rejoice in the face of opposition and lift up my being to worship You!
November 25, 2007 (5:01am).
Blessed be Your name Father Yah! Blessed be the name of Yahushua the Messiah! I come to You this morning with a heart of thanksgiving to worship You!
I beseech You my Father to manifest Yourself and teach us not to hurt each other with the lack of knowledge of Your ways.
We have all sinned and sold ourselves to the god of this world and we are not willing to come out of the world.
We reject any mention of us changing our lifestyles to live a life separated unto You. We insist in living whichever way we see fit to live without being accountable to each other or to You.
And anyone who dares to mention or exhort Your people to come out of the worldly system is accused of being judgmental and unfit to speak Your words.
A great number has heard Your call and partially obeyed, for even though they came out of the system, they keep the ways of the world in the matters of dress and entertainment.
For years we have been informed about the evil of TV being the Satanic medium to program our minds to worship him, have we even made an attempt to at least quit watching TV much less to get rid of it?
Oh no, we don’t have to be radical it’s okay to compromise for the sake of peace! The Bible says to live at peace with your neighbor.
And that’s that! We continue to live just like the world lives with just a hint of our intrinsical values.
Same dress code, same jewelry, same theaters, same music. We claim that those things don’t matter because they are externals.
But Father, shouldn’t our externals reflect our inner lives? It is wrong to keep up the externals if our inner life does not match up.
You call us to be perfect. Is it perfect to accommodate our lives accordingly to our surrounding worldly ways in order to fit in the world?
And the commerce! If Yahushua would come to our congregations I am sure He’ll make a whip and bust all the Messianic Market places.
Father, we are no different than the worldly system, except that we sell Hebraic material and each other’s teachings.
When Yahushua comes, will He find faith among us? We don’t know how to live on faith in Your provision.
You have provided the tithe and the offerings for our teachers to live on. If we all pay our tithes and offerings, shouldn’t the teachers teach us out of their free will?
Why do the leaders sell their information? Is it their own information or has Your Ruach inspired that information to them for the edification of Your saints?
And the buyers of this information, why are they so hungry for extra knowledge? Isn’t the Bible and inspired free messages enough to lead us into the knowledge of Your ways?
Your are revealing Yourself plainly on these days and You have provided us with many ministers who are willingly and freely supplying us with Your revelation.
The Messianic congregations are slowly becoming an extension of the pagan system of which we have come out. It’s like they said, out of the pot and into the frying pan.
Father, I have brought to You all these concerns this morning because all attempts I have made to reach out to my children and Your people has caused much hurt and misunderstanding. You know all the accusations against me.
I thank You for the Scriptures You have brought to my remembrance, to reassure me of Your mercy for me and for all concern.
Isaiah 49:20-26 The Scriptures 1998+
(20) “The sons of your bereavement shall yet say in your ears, ‘The place is too narrow for me, make room for me to live.’
(21) “And you shall say in your heart, ‘Who has brought forth these for me, since I am bereaved and barren, an exile, and wandering to and fro? And who reared them? See, I was left alone _ from where did these come?’ “
(22) Thus said the Master Yahuweh, “See, I lift My hand up to the gentiles, and set up My banner for the peoples; and they shall bring your sons in their arms, and your daughters carried on their shoulders;
(23) “And sovereigns shall be your foster fathers, and their sovereignesses your nursing mothers. They bow down to you with their faces to the earth, and lick up the dust of your feet. And you shall know that I am Yahuweh _ those who wait for Me shall not be ashamed.”
(24) Is prey taken from the mighty, and the captives of the righteous delivered? (25) Yet thus said Yahuweh, “Even the captives of the mighty is taken away, and the prey of the ruthless is delivered; and I strive with him who strives with you, and I save your children.
(26) “And I shall feed those who oppress you with their own flesh, and let them drink their own blood as sweet wine. All flesh shall know that I, Yahuweh, am your Saviour, and your Redeemer, the Elohim of Yaaqob.”
Isaiah 59:14-21 The Scriptures 1998+ (14) And right-ruling1 is driven back, and righteousness1 stands far off. For truth has fallen in the street, and right is unable to enter. Footnote: 1Amos 5:7. (15) And the truth is lacking, and whoever turns away from evil makes himself a prey. And Yahuweh saw, and it displeased Him that there was no right-ruling. (16) And He saw that there was no man, and was astonished that there was no intercessor. So His own arm saved for Him, and His righteousness upheld him.
(17) And He put on righteousness as a breastplate, and a helmet of deliverance on His head. And He put on garments of vengeance for clothing, and wrapped Himself with ardour as a mantle.
(18) According to their deeds, so He repays, wrath to His adversaries, recompense to His enemies. He repays recompense to the coastlands.
(19) And they shall fear the Name of Yahuweh from the west, and His esteem from the rising of the sun, when He comes like a distressing stream which the Spirit of Yahuweh drives on.
(20) “And the Redeemer shall come to Tsiyon, and to those turning from transgression in Ya’aqob,” declares Yahuweh.
(21) “As for Me, this is My covenant with them,” said Yahuweh: “My Spirit that is upon you, and My Words that I have put in your mouth, shall not be withdrawn from your mouth, nor from the mouth of your descendants, nor from the mouth of your descendants’ descendants,” said Yahuweh, “from this time and forever.”
Father! Your Word is an anchor to my soul! As soon as I utter a cry towards You, You are swift to manifest Yourself and bring Your Word to my remembrance!
Thank You Father for inscribing Your Word in my heart and bringing it to my remembrance when I am about to sink in the mire of pain and distress.
Yes, we are the captives of the righteous, caught in the net of our sins. Caught and cursed because of our rebellion to Your rightful commandments.
You know Father that my sinful past hunts me at every turn of the way. My children flaunt it to me because they were hurt by it. I have not earned their respect. But Your faithfulness and mercy! You have saved us, even from our own wicked beings. You sent to us Your Son, Yahushua our Savior! HalleluYah!
Yes, like Israel and in Israel, I am bereaved and barren, an exile, and wandering to and fro suffering the consequences of my past sins. For it is written,
Jeremiah 30:11-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(11) ‘For I am with you,’ declares Yahuweh, ‘to save you. Though I make a complete end of all gentiles1 where I have scattered you, yet I do not make a complete end of you. But I shall reprove you in judgment, and by no means leave you unpunished.’ Footnote: 1See 46:28, Isa. 34:2, Isa. 45:17, Dan. 2:44, Amos 9:8, Hag. 2:22.
(12) “For thus said Yahuweh, ‘Your breach is incurable, your wound is grievous. (13) ‘No one pleads your cause, to bind up. There are no healing medicines for you. (14) ‘All those loving you have forgotten you, they do not seek you. For I smote you as an enemy smites, with cruel chastisement, because your crookedness is great, your sins have increased. (15) ‘Why do you cry about your breach? Your pain is incurable. Because of your many crooked nesses, because your sins have increased, I have done this to you. (16) ‘However, all those who devour you shall be devoured. And all your adversaries, every one of them, shall go into captivity. And those who exploit you shall be exploited, and all who prey upon you I shall make a prey.
(17) ‘For I restore health to you and heal you of your wounds,’ declares Yahuweh, ‘for they have called you an outcast saying, “This is Tsiyon, no one is seeking her.” ‘
Jeremiah 46:28 The Scriptures 1998+
(28) “Do not fear, O Yaaqob My servant,” declare Yahuweh, “for I am with you. Though I make a complete end of all the gentiles to which I have driven you, yet I do not make a complete end of you1. But I shall reprove you in right-ruling, and by no means leave you unpunished.” Footnote: 1See 46:28, Isa. 34:2, Isa. 45:17, Dan. 2:44, Amos 9:8, Hag. 2:22.
Exodus 34:6-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(6) And Yahuweh passed before him and proclaimed, “Yahuweh, Yahuweh, an El compassionate and showing favour, patient, and great in kindness and truth,
(7) watching over kindness for thousands, forgiving crookedness and transgression and sin, but by no means leaving unpunished1, visiting the crookedness of the fathers upon the children and the children’s children to the third and the fourth generation.” Footnote: 1This is confirmed in Num. 14:18, and in Jer. 30:11.
Thus the trials and tribulations I am going through, because You have so decreed it. Nevertheless, it is also written,
James 1:2-5 The Scriptures 1998+
(2) My brothers, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, (3) knowing that the proving of your belief works endurance. (4) And let endurance have a perfect work, so that you be perfect and complete, lacking in naught. (5) If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of Elohim, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it shall be given to him.
Father, I set my mind like a flint towards the sacrifice of Yahushua my Savior. As it is written,
Rom 3:10-31 The Scriptures 1998+
(10) As it has been written, “There is none righteous, no, not one!
(11) “There is no one who is understanding, there is none who is seeking Elohim.
(12) “They all have turned aside, they have together become worthless. There is none who does good, no, not one.”
(13) “Their throat is an open tomb, with their tongues they have deceived,” “The poison of adders is under their lips,”
(14) “Whose mouth is filled with cursing and bitterness.”
(15) “Their feet are swift to shed blood,
(16) ruin and wretchedness are in their ways,
(17) and the way of peace they have not known.”
(18) “There is no fear of Elohim before their eyes.”
(19) And we know that whatever the Torah says, it says to those who are in the Torah, so that every mouth might be stopped, and all the world come under judgment before Elohim.
(20) Therefore by works of Torah no flesh shall be declared right before Him, for by the Torah is the knowledge of sin.1 Footnote: 1Ex. 20:20, Rom. 4:15, Rom. 7:7.
(21) But now, apart from the Torah, a righteousness of Elohim has been revealed, being witnessed by the Torah and the Prophets,
(22) and the righteousness of Elohim is through belief in Yahushua Messiah to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference,
(23) for all have sinned and fall short of the esteem of Elohim,
(24) being declared right, without paying, by His favour through the redemption which is in Messiah éäåùò,
(25) whom Elohim set forth as an atonement, through belief in His blood, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His tolerance Elohim had passed over the sins that had taken place before,
(26) to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He is righteous and declares righteous the one who has belief in Yahushua.
(27) Where, then, is the boasting? It is shut out. By what Torah? Of works? No, but by the Torah of belief.
(28) For we reckon that a man is declared right by belief without works of Torah.
(29) Or is He the Elohim of the Yehudim only, and not also of the gentiles? Yea, of the gentiles also,
(30) since it is one Elohim who shall declare right the circumcised by belief and the uncircumcised through belief.
(31) Do we then nullify the Torah through the belief? Let it not be! On the contrary, we establish the Torah.1 Footnote: 1See 7:12.
Rom 5:6-11 The Scriptures 1998+
(6) For when we were still weak, Messiah in due time died for the wicked.
(7) For one shall hardly die for a righteous one, though possibly for a good one someone would even have the courage to die.
(8) But Elohim proves His own love for us, in that while we were still sinners, Messiah died for us.
(9) Much more then, having now been declared right by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him.
(10) For if, being enemies, we were restored to favour with Elohim through the death of His Son, much more, having been restored to favour, we shall be saved by His life.
(11) And not only this, but we also exult in Elohim through our Master Yahushua Messiah, through whom we have now received the restoration to favour.
Rom 6:21-23 The Scriptures 1998+
(21) What fruit, therefore, were you having then, over which you are now ashamed? For the end thereof is death.
(22) But now, having been set free from sin, and having become servants of Elohim, you have your fruit resulting in set-apartness, and the end, everlasting life.
(23) For the wages of sin is death, but the favourable gift of Elohim is everlasting life in Messiah Yahushua our Master.
And so, to conclude these reflections, I suggest that we must adjust our lives to reflect the glorious change that Yahushua’s salvation has effected in us.

November 30, 2007 (8:42am).
Thank You Father for Your peace and mercy to me. You know me and I thank You for Your faithfulness to lead and comfort me in the way that I should go.
You know of the turmoil that comes against me continuously. You know of the pain and hurt I suffer with the rejection from my children.
And yet, You give me Your peace and are teaching me how to follow and abide in Yahushua. Every day, new mercies I see, as You conform me to Yahushua.
I must come to Yahushua to unload my labor and burden and learn of Him to be meek and humble in heart, not to retaliate. As it is written,
Matthew 11:28-30 The Scriptures 1998+
(28) “Come to Me, all you who labour and are burdened, and I shall give you rest. (29) “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am meek and humble in heart, and you shall find rest for your beings.1 Footnote: 1Jer. 6:16.
(30) “For My yoke is gentle and My burden is light.”
December 1, 2007 (2:50am).
Shabbat shalom Father Yah and Yahushua, my Master! As I cried unto You this morning, unable to see any fruit from the seed that I have planted, You spoke to my heart and I heard Your voice saying,
James 5:7-20 The Scriptures 1998+
(7) So, brothers, be patient until the coming of the Master. See, the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, waiting patiently for it until it receives the early and latter rain.
(8) You too, be patient. Establish your hearts, for the coming of the Master has drawn near.
(9) Do not grumble against each other, brothers, lest you be judged. See, the Judge is standing at the door!
(10) My brothers, as an example of suffering and patience, take the prophets, who spoke in the Name of Yahuweh.
(11) See, we call those blessed who endure. You have heard of the endurance of Iyob and saw the purpose of Yahuweh, that He is very sympathetic and compassionate.
(12) But above all, my brothers, do not swear, either by the heaven or by the earth or with any other oath. But let your Yes be Yes, and your No, No, lest you fall into judgment.
(13) Is any of you suffering evil? Let him pray. Is anyone in good spirits? Let him sing psalms.
(14) Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, having anointed him with oil in the Name of the Master.
(15) And the prayer of the belief shall save the sick, and the Master shall raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he shall be forgiven.
(16) Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, so that you are healed. The earnest prayer of a righteous one accomplishes much.
(17) Eliyahu was a man with feelings like us, and he prayed earnestly that it would not rain. And it did not rain on the land for three years and six months.
(18) And he prayed again, and the heaven gave rain, and the land brought forth its fruit.
(19) Brothers, if anyone among you goes astray from the truth, and someone turns him back,
(20) let him know that he who turns a sinner from the straying of his way shall save a life from death and cover a great number of sins.
HalleluYah! Somehow Your Word is a reality in my life and when You bring it to my remembrance it becomes alive!
The peace that surpasses all understanding invades my soul and in an intimate communion with You I spent the rest of the night. HalleluYah!
Now it is December 1, 2007 (7:43am) and, standing in Your presence I continue worshiping You and remembering all that You instilled in my heart during our intimate moment.
I wanted to know the actual words that Yahushua used to pray to You at the times when He went into the mountains to pray.
Matthew 14:22-23 The Scriptures 1998+
(22) And immediately Yahushua made His taught ones enter into the boat and go before Him to the other side, while He dismissed the crowds.
(23) And having dismissed the crowds, He went up to the mountain by Himself to pray. And when evening had come, He was alone there.
And You brought to my remembrance the time frame before Yahushua went to the mountains.
And I saw that it always happened after He had spent a good length of time ministering to the crowds.
And You brought to my remembrance the incident with His disciples when they had come back from ministering to Your people.
Mark 6:30-32 The Scriptures 1998+
(30) And the emissaries gathered to Yahushua and reported to Him all, both what they had done and what they had taught.
(31) And He said to them, “Come aside by yourselves to a lonely place and rest a little” – for there were many coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.
(32) And they went away to a lonely place in the boat by themselves.
And so, remembering those things You showed me exactly what took place in those times when Yahushua as well as His disciples retired to a lonely place.
It is at those times that Yahushua as well as His disciples came to commune and worship You to regain strength and power to continue with their sacred missions.
Likewise You pull me aside to be alone with You at the times when the sacred mission that You have entrusted unto me becomes a burden too heavy for me.
And as I worship You, You minister to me Your love and strength through Your words written in the Scriptures as I need those to continue in the path You have marked for me. HalleluYah!
What a blessed time I am having on this Shabbat alone with You. Thank You Father for giving it to me.
Now it is December 1, 2007 (10:35am) and I am enjoying Cory’s company. Thank You Father for Cory, lead us this Shabbat in Your worship.
December 2, 2007 (5:36am).
I am sorry Father for hurting my children. I do not know how to reconcile with them. I pray to You my Father, heal and save us at this time of confusion and bewilderment and pain.
You promised me Your answer in Your Word, in Psalm 91, when You brought me into Your Secret Place even into Yahushua, my Savior and You wrote that Psalm in my heart.
Psalms 91:1-16 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High, Who abides under the shadow of the Almighty,
(2) He is saying of Yahuweh, “My refuge and my stronghold, My Elohim, in whom I trust!”
(3) For He delivers you from the snare of a trapper, From the destructive pestilence.
(4) He covers you with His feathers, And under His wings you take refuge; His truth is a shield and armour.
(5) You are not afraid of the dread by night, Of the arrow that flies by day,
(6) Of the pestilence that walks in darkness, Of destruction that ravages at midday.
(7) A thousand fall at your side, And ten thousand at your right hand; But it does not come near you.
(8) Only with your eyes you look on, And see the reward of the wrong ones.
(9) Because you have made Yahuweh – My refuge, the Most High – your dwelling place,
(10) No evil befalls you, And a plague does not come near your tent;
(11) For He commands His messengers concerning you, To guard you in all your ways.
(12) They bear you up in their hands, Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
(13) You tread upon lion and cobra, Young lion and serpent you trample under foot.
(14) “Because he cleaves to Me in love, Therefore I deliver him; I set him on high, Because he has known My Name.
(15) “When he calls on Me, I answer him; I am with him in distress; I deliver him and esteem him.
(16) “With long life I satisfy him, And show him My deliverance.”
December 3, 2007 (3:13am).
HalleluYah! Father Yah, I come into Your immediate presence to worship and inquire of You. Here I am my Father to bid Your pleasure.
What is Your pleasure for me today, my Father? Once You told me it was Your pleasure for me to show love to all.
How do You wish me to show love? It seems to me that I have failed to show love to all. I keep reaching out in what I think is love but all I do is to hurt my children.
Am I acting out of my carnal motives? Am I condemned for lack of love? I have offended my children with the words I am convinced came from You.
Did those words came from You or are they of my own making? Deliver me from self-condemnation, my Father and set me straight with You and my children.
And here is Your answer, the same answer You gave me back in 1987 when I was under the same predicament as of today.
“My Thia, My child, go in peace and sin no more, for I Am faithful and just to forgive You quickly, to lift You up to My presence to worship Me and strengthen you to walk in My light.
“For I do not condemn you, you need not to fall into the trap of the valley of the torture of condemnation for I am with You, even in the center of your being, to lift you and keep you from that trap and all traps set to disturb Our fellowship and to lure you back to walk in the flesh in the valley of the deception of the ways of the world.
“But I am with you, I’ll never leave you nor forsake you, and what is more, I Am faithful and just to forgive You quickly, to lift You up to My presence to worship Me and strengthen you to walk in My light.
“Go My child, go in peace and sin no more. Go forth this day, forgetting those things that are behind, looking forward toward the light of the world, even Yahushua haMessiah, your Master and Savior to keep you in that light.
“Go My child, go forth this day, forgetting those things that are behind, looking forward toward the light of the world, even Yahushua ha Messiah, your Master and Savior to keep you in that light, for I do not condemn you. You need not to fall into the trap of the valley of the torture of condemnation for I am with You, even in the center of your being, to lift you and keep you from that trap and all traps set to disturb Our fellowship.
“Go forth My child, go forth. Step out in faith, for I have launched you out into the deep sea of My Kingdom, to fish for the very souls that I have created with the magnetic appeal of My love. Go forth My child, go forth.
“Step out in faith and magnetize the world with My love. I am with you, I’ll never leave you nor forsake you, and what is more, I Am faithful and just to forgive You quickly, to lift You up to My presence to worship Me, and to strengthen you to walk in My light. Step out in faith and magnetize the world with My love.”
Father! Your words are so clear to me at this instant! They are written in the very depth of my spirit, You truly are faithful!
I don't need to wobble and doubt myself, for in doubting myself I am doubting You. You have changed and brought me into Your secret place there to stay.
You have given me the faith to believe You. You have done the work in me, I refuse to doubt Your work in me. I give You Your rightful glory.
You tell me in Your Word to be wise as serpents and mild as a dove. Give me to be as You bid me to be. Teach me what is written,
Mat 10:1-42 The Scriptures 1998+ (1) And having called His twelve taught ones near, He gave them authority over unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal every disease and every bodily weakness. (2) And these are the names of the twelve emissaries: first, Shimwho is called Kand Andri his brother; Yathe son of Zaband Yohhis brother; (3) Philip and Bartholomi; T’oma and Mattithyahu the tax collector; Yathe son of Alphai, and Labwhose last name was Taddai; (4) Shimthe Kenaand Yehudfrom Qerioth, who did also deliver Him up. (5) sent these twelve out, having commanded them, saying, “Do not go into the way of the gentiles, and do not enter a city of the Shomeronites, (6) but rather go to the lost sheep of the house of Yisra’ (7) “And as you go, proclaim, saying, ‘The reign of the heavens has drawn near.’ (8) “Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons. You have received without paying, give without being paid. (9) “Do not acquire gold or silver or copper for your moneybelts, (10) or a bag for the journey, or two undergarments, or sandals, or staffs, for the worker is worthy of his food. (11) “And into whatever city or village you enter, ask who is worthy in it, and stay there until you leave. (12) “And as you enter into a house, greet it. (13) “And if the house is worthy, let your peace come upon it. But if it is not worthy, let your peace return to you. (14) “And whoever does not receive you nor hear your words, when you leave that house or city, shake off the dust from your feet. (15) “Truly, I say to you, it shall be more bearable for the land of Sedand Amorah in the day of judgment than for that city! (16) “See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves. (17) “But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins and flog you in their congregations. (18) “And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles. (19) “But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak, (20) for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you. (21) “And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child. And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death. (22) “And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake. But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.1 Footnote: 1See 24:13. (23) “And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another. For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisra’before the Son of Adcomes. (24) “A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master. (25) “It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master. If they have called the master of the house Behow much more those of his household! (26) “Therefore do not fear them. For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known. (27) “What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light. And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops. (28) “And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna. (29) “Are not two sparrows sold for a copper coin? And not one of them falls to the ground without your Father. (30) “And even the hairs of your head are all numbered. (31) “So do not fear, you are worth more than many sparrows. (32) “Everyone, therefore, who shall confess Me before men, him I shall also confess before My Father who is in the heavens. (33) “But whoever shall deny Me before men, him I shall also deny before My Father who is in the heavens. (34) “Do not think that I have come to bring peace on earth. I did not come to bring peace but a sword,1 Footnote: 1In Lk. 12:51 the word “division” is used, while “sword” has the same meaning here. (35) for I have come to bring division, a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law – (36) and a man’s enemies are those of his own household.1 Footnote: 1Lk. 12:53, Mic. 7:6. (37) “He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me, and he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.1 Footnote: 1See 19:29, Lk. 14:26. (38) “And he who does not take up his stake and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. (39) “He who has found his life shall lose it, and he that has lost his life for My sake shall find it. (40) “He who receives you receives Me, and he who receives Me receives Him who sent Me. (41) “He who receives a prophet in the name of a prophet shall receive a prophet’s reward. And he who receives a righteous one in the name of a righteous one shall receive a righteous one’s reward. (42) “And whoever gives one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a taught one, truly, I say to you, he shall by no means lose his reward.”
Matthew 10:1-42 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) And having called His twelve taught ones near, He gave them authority over unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal every disease and every bodily weakness.
(2) And these are the names of the twelve emissaries: first, Shimon, who is called Kepha, and Andri his brother; Yaaqob the son of Zabdai, and Yohanan his brother;
(3) Philip and Bartholomi; Toma and Mattithyahu the tax collector; Yaaqob the son of Alphai, and Labai whose last name was Taddai;
(4) Shimon the Kenaanite, and Yehudah from Qerioth, who did also deliver Him up.
(5) Yahushua sent these twelve out, having commanded them, saying, “Do not go into the way of the gentiles, and do not enter a city of the Shomeronites,
(6) but rather go to the lost sheep of the house of Yisrael.
(7) “And as you go, proclaim, saying, ‘The reign of the heavens has drawn near.’
(8) “Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons. You have received without paying, give without being paid.
(9) “Do not acquire gold or silver or copper for your moneybelts,
(10) or a bag for the journey, or two undergarments, or sandals, or staffs, for the worker is worthy of his food.
(11) “And into whatever city or village you enter, ask who is worthy in it, and stay there until you leave.
(12) “And as you enter into a house, greet it.
(13) “And if the house is worthy, let your peace come upon it. But if it is not worthy, let your peace return to you.
(14) “And whoever does not receive you nor hear your words, when you leave that house or city, shake off the dust from your feet.
(15) “Truly, I say to you, it shall be more bearable for the land of Sedom and Amorah in the day of judgment than for that city!
(16) “See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.
(17) “But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins and flog you in their congregations.
(18) “And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles.
(19) “But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak,
(20) for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you.
(21) “And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child. And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death.
(22) “And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake. But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.1 Footnote: 1See 24:13.
(23) “And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another. For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisrael before the Son of Adam comes.
(24) “A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.
(25) “It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more those of his household!
(26) “Therefore do not fear them. For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known.
(27) “What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light. And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops.
(28) “And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna.
(29) “Are not two sparrows sold for a copper coin? And not one of them falls to the ground without your Father.
(30) “And even the hairs of your head are all numbered.
(31) “So do not fear, you are worth more than many sparrows.
(32) “Everyone, therefore, who shall confess Me before men, him I shall also confess before My Father who is in the heavens.
(33) “But whoever shall deny Me before men, him I shall also deny before My Father who is in the heavens.
(34) “Do not think that I have come to bring peace on earth. I did not come to bring peace but a sword,1 Footnote: 1In Lk. 12:51 the word “division” is used, while “sword” has the same meaning here.
(35) for I have come to bring division, a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law –
(36) and a man’s enemies are those of his own household.1 Footnote: 1Lk. 12:53, Mic. 7:6.
(37) “He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me, and he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.1 Footnote: 1See 19:29, Lk. 14:26.
(38) “And he who does not take up his stake and follow after Me is not worthy of Me.
(39) “He who has found his life shall lose it, and he that has lost his life for My sake shall find it.
(40) “He who receives you receives Me, and he who receives Me receives Him who sent Me.
(41) “He who receives a prophet in the name of a prophet shall receive a prophet’s reward. And he who receives a righteous one in the name of a righteous one shall receive a righteous one’s reward.
(42) “And whoever gives one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a taught one, truly, I say to you, he shall by no means lose his reward.”
December 4, 2007 (1:56am).
Father Yah, Abba, my Father, the following Scriptures are the prayer from my heart at this very moment,
Psalms 119:169-176 The Scriptures 1998+
(169) My cry comes before You, O Yahuweh; Make me understand according to Your word.
(170) Let my prayer come before You; Deliver me according to Your word.
(171) My lips pour forth praise, For You teach me Your laws.
(172) My tongue sings of Your word, For all Your commands are righteousness.
(173) Your hand is a help to me, For I have chosen Your orders.
(174) I have longed for Your deliverance, O Yahuweh, And Your Torah is my delight.
(175) My being lives, and it praises You; And Your right-rulings help me.
(176) I have strayed like a lost sheep; Seek Your servant, For I have not forgotten Your commands.
Father, O Yahushua, You had a purpose when You explicitly called Your disciples by name in Matthew 10:2,3. Why did You do it, what was Your purpose?
Teach me my Father, open my eyes and my ears to see and hear You at every turn of my way.
Were these instructions for them only? Or, are they meant for all of those disciples taught by Your original ones?
John 17:19-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(19) “And for them I set Myself apart, so that they too might be set apart in truth.
(20) “And I do not pray for these alone, but also for those believing in Me through their word,
(21) so that they all might be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You, so that they too might be one in Us, so that the world might believe that You have sent Me.
Your Word is clear. Not only Your original ones but also those believing in You through their word. So, that includes me. Thank You Father!
And what are my instructions at the moment? How am I to apply Your instructions right now?
John 15:12-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(12) “This is My command, that you love one another, as I have loved you.1 Footnote: 1See 13:34, 15:17.
(13) “No one has greater love than this: that one should lay down his life for his friends.
(14) “You are My friends if you do whatever I command you.
(15) “No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not know what his master is doing. But I have called you friends, for all teachings which I heard from My Father I have made known to you.
(16) “You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, so that whatever you ask the Father in My Name He might give you.
(17) “These words I command you, so that you love one another.1 Footnote: 1See 13:34, 15:12.
So, I am to lay down my life of comforts in this world and obey Your command to love one another as You have loved us.
The following quote tells me, specifically, what I am to do,
...“Taking true responsibility for ourselves and our families—spirit, soul and body--getting rid of the input of the world as much as possible, and putting as much of the input of the Father and Son into our lives as possible, means setting priorities and living by them—the Word, His Presence, and obedience to His will.”
Thank You Father for Your instructions and the means to carry them out. Today I will buy a tent plus the absolutely necessary equipment to camp out with Cory for ten days.
I will hold a 10 day fast to present myself to You in all earnest and wait for further instructions.
December 5, 2007 (5:17am).
Father Yah, Abba, my Father, here I am, send me. I come to worship and wait for Your instructions.
Father, You know of all the obstacles that Cory and I are facing. You know our hearts. You are the One leading both of us.
Deliver me from the fear of men. Give me Your wisdom and the ability to use that wisdom in my daily activity. What can man do to me?
Psalms 34:19 The Scriptures 1998+
(19) Many are the evils of the righteous1, But Yahuweh delivers him out of them all. Footnote: 1Ps. 71:20, 2 Tim. 3:11-12.
Psalms 37:7 The Scriptures 1998+
(7) Rest in Yahuweh, and wait patiently for Him; Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, Because of the man doing wicked devices.
Psalms 37:23-24 The Scriptures 1998+
(23) The steps of a man are ordered by Yahuweh, And He delights in his way.
(24) Though he falls, he is not cast down, For Yahuweh is supporting his hand.
Psalms 40:1-5 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) I waited, waited for Yahuweh; And He inclined to me, and heard my cry.
(2) And He drew me Out of the pit of destruction, Out of the muddy clay, And He set my feet upon a rock, He is establishing my steps.
(3) Then He put a new song in my mouth; Praise to our Elohim; Many do see it and fear, And trust in Yahuweh.
(4) Blessed is that man who has made Yahuweh his trust, And has not turned to the proud, And those turning aside to falsehood.
(5) O Yahuweh my Elohim, many are the wonders Which You have done, and Your purposes toward us; There is no one to compare with You; I declare and speak: They are too many to be numbered.
Psalms 42:8-11 The Scriptures 1998+
(8) By day Yahuweh commands His kindness, And by night His song is with me; A prayer to the l of my life.
(9) I say to l my Rock, “Why have You forgotten me? Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?”
(10) My enemies have reproached me, Like a crushing of my bones, While they say to me all day long, “Where is your Elohim?”
(11) Why are you depressed, O my being? And why are you restless within me? Wait for Elohim: for I shall yet thank Him, the deliverance of my face, And my Elohim.
Psalms 48:1-14 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Great is Yahuweh, and greatly to be praised In the city of our Elohim, His set-apart mountain.
(2) Pretty on high, The joy of all the earth, Is Mount Tsiyon on the sides of the north, The city of the great Sovereign.
(3) Elohim is in her citadels; He is known as her refuge.
(4) For look, the sovereigns met, They passed by together.
(5) They saw, so they marveled; They were alarmed, they hastened away.
(6) Trembling took hold of them there, Pain, as of a woman in labour,
(7) With an east wind You break the ships of Tarshish.
(8) As we have heard, so we have seen In the city of Yahuweh of hosts, In the city of our Elohim, Elohim establishes her forever. Selah.
(9) We have thought, O Elohim, of Your kindness, In the midst of Your H kal.
(10) According to Your Name, O Elohim, So is Your praise to the ends of the earth; Your right hand is filled with righteousness.
(11) Let Mount Tsiyon rejoice, Let the daughters of Yehudah exult, Because of Your right-rulings.
(12) Walk about Tsiyon, And go all around her. Count her towers;
(13) Set your heart upon her rampart; Go through her citadels; So that you report it to the coming generation.
(14) For this Elohim is our Elohim, Forever and ever; He Himself leads us, Even to death.
Psalms 49:1-20 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Hear this, all you peoples; Give ear, all you inhabitants of the world,
(2) Both sons of mankind and sons of man, Rich and poor together.
(3) My mouth speaks wisdom, And the meditation of my heart brings understanding.
(4) I incline my ear to a parable; I expound my riddle on the lyre.
(5) Why should I fear in the days of evil, When the crookedness of my supplanters surrounds me?
(6) Those who are trusting in their riches And who are boasting in their great wealth?
(7) A brother does not redeem anyone at all, Neither give to Elohim a ransom for him;
(8) For the redemption of their lives is costly, And it shall cease forever;
(9) That he should still live forever, And not see the Pit.
(10) For he sees wise men die, The foolish and the ignorant both perish, And shall leave their wealth to others.
(11) Their graves are their houses, forever; Their dwelling places, to all generations; They call their lands after their own names.
(12) But man does not remain in esteem, He is like the beasts that perish.
(13) This way of theirs is folly to them, Yet their followers are pleased with their words. Selah.
(14) Like sheep they shall be laid in the grave; Death shall shepherd them; And the upright rule over them in the morning; And their form is consumed in the grave, Far from their dwelling.
(15) But Elohim does redeem my being From the power of the grave, For He does receive me. Selah.
(16) Do not be afraid when a man becomes rich, When the wealth of his house increases;
(17) For when he dies he takes none of it; His wealth does not go down after him.
(18) Though while he lived he blessed himself, And though they praise you when you do well for yourself,
(19) He has to go to the generation of his fathers; They never see the light.
(20) Man, who is rich, Yet does not understand, Shall be like the beasts, They shall perish.
Psalms 56:1-13 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Show me favour, O Elohim, For man would swallow me up; Fighting all day long, he oppresses me.
(2) My enemies would swallow me up all day long, For many are fighting against me, O Most High.
(3) In the day I am afraid, I trust in You.
(4) In Elohim, whose Word I praise, In Elohim I have trusted; I do not fear; What could flesh do to me?
(5) All day long they twist my words; All their thoughts are against me for evil.
(6) They stir up strife, they hide, They watch my steps, As they lie in wait for my life.
(7) Because of wickedness, cast them out. Put down the peoples in displeasure, O Elohim!
(8) You have counted my wanderings; You put my tears into Your bottle; Are they not in Your book?
(9) My enemies turn back in the day I call; This I know, because Elohim is for me.
(10) In Elohim, whose Word I praise, In Yahuweh, whose Word I praise,
(11) In Elohim I have trusted; I do not fear; What could man do to me?
(12) On me, O Elohim, are Your vows; I render praises to You,
(13) For You have delivered my life from death, My feet from stumbling, That I might walk before Elohim, In the light of the living!
HalleluYah! You have delivered me from my worst enemy: my own fears! Through Your Word You have exposed my enemy to me and delivered me from it!
Why should I fear and discourage Cory from following the path You have marked for him? Why should I give heed to my unfounded fears? My trust is in You, thank You for making me see the reality of my trust.
You have sent Cory to me to cut the trail I am to follow in the time of the trouble coming to us. Thank You, Father.
I am truly getting rid of the baggage I have carried for so many years. The fear of man had been instilled in my being since birth. But Your mercy!
You have delivered me and that deliverance is becoming a reality in my daily walk with You.
Daily You open my eyes to see and to hear You at every turn of the way You have marked for me. Thank You, Father!
December 6, 2007 (4:07am).
Blessed be Your name Father Yahuweh Elohim! Blessed be Your name Yahushua HaMessiah! I worship You, Almighty Yahuweh, my Master, my Savior!
Psalms 103:1-22 The Scriptures 1998+ (1) Bless Yahuweh, O my being, And all that is within me, Bless His set-apart Name!
(2) Bless Yahuweh, O my being, And do not forget all His dealings,
(3) Who forgives all your crooked nesses, Who heals all your diseases,
(4) Who redeems your life from destruction, Who crowns you with kindness and compassion,
(5) Who satisfies your desire with the good, Your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
(6) Yahuweh is doing righteousness And right-ruling for all the oppressed.
(7) He made known His ways to Mosheh, His acts to the children of Yisrael.
(8) Yahuweh is compassionate and showing favour, Patient, and great in kindness.
(9) He does not always strive, nor maintain it forever.
(10) He has not done to us according to our sins, Nor rewarded us according to our crooked nesses.
(11) For as the heavens are high above the earth, So great is His kindness toward those who fear Him;
(12) As far as east is from west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us.
(13) As a father has compassion for his children, So Yahuweh has compassion for those who fear Him.
(14) For He knows how we are made; He remembers that we are dust.
(15) As a flower of the field, so he flourishes.
(16) For the wind blows over it, and it is no more, And its place no longer remembers it.
(17) But the kindness of Yahuweh Is from everlasting to everlasting Upon those who fear Him, And His righteousness to children’s children,
(18) To those who guard His covenant, And to those who remember His orders to do them.
(19) Yahuweh has established His throne in the heavens, And His reign shall rule over all.
(20) Bless Yahuweh, you His messengers, Mighty in power, who do His Word, Listening to the voice of His Word.
(21) Bless Yahuweh, all you His hosts, You His servants, who do His pleasure.
(22) Bless Yahuweh, all His works, In all places of His rule. Bless Yahuweh, O my being!
December 6, 2007 (1:16pm).
Abba, my Father, I know as I know that You delivered me from the bondage of prescription drugs. I know that You instructed me to resign from the Senior Companions. I know that You sent Cory to me.
You asked me if I was willing to get out of my comfort zone and move for the sake of Cory.
You know of my willingness to obey You in all matters of my life. I have gone to and fro looking for a place to move to no avail.
Am I moving and doing things on my power of reasoning not waiting on You to act on my behalf? Forgive me Father!
From this day forth I shall sit still until You, by Your providential circumstances instruct me on what is my next step.
I thank You for the time that You are giving me to get re-acquainted with Your Ruach.
I don’t understand my Father how the ministries that You have chosen to bring the gospel around the world are still celebrating pagan holidays.
December 7, 2007 (1:31am).
Abba, my Father, I am seeking Your face this morning concerning Your will and direction for me at this very instant.
It has come the time to fear and tremble in Your presence, I fear to disobey You and go on in my merry go around with own deductions of Your will in my life.
I have never operated with the gifts from Your Ruach as others operate. Does that mean that I have not been endued with Your gifts?
Or, have I neglected Your gifts? Mercy my Father! Open my eyes and ears anew. Strengthen me with Your strength for Your glory and for Your honor not mine.
You have given unto me to trust You as a child trusts his mother. You have given unto me the faith to depend on You even for the very breath I take.
Yet, I forget those facts on the daily basis and I wind up depending on my own fearful reasonings and doings. Help me Father! I cry.
I can’t and I won’t act on my own from here on. Set a guard on my lips that I may not utter follies and block up each step I take on my own.
I need Your Wisdom, least I perish with all those You have entrusted unto me. Give me the power to pray with Your weapons of warfare.
I will not take Your commands lightly refusing to keep them accordingly to Your purposes. I need the power of Your Ruach to keep them.
I know that in due time You will grant me the power to operate with the gifts You have endue to me. I will act and not sit still at the appointed time.
Thank You Father for the time You are giving to me to seek Your face with prayer and fasting in this very place and not in the camping grounds.
Inspire me Father as to when to sit or stand, when to lay down and rest. Give me the strength to afflict my body and discipline it for the rough days ahead.
You are my strength, I take refuge in You. This I say, You are Yahuweh, my Elohim through Yahushua my Savior.
December 8, 2007 (1:13am).
I spent this Shabbat seeking Your face my Father and You have bountifully blessed me. HalleluYah!
December 9, 2007 (5:42am).
Blessed be Your name Almighty Yahuweh! Blessed be the name of Yahushua haMessiah! Here I am my Father, send me.
1 Peter 1:13-25 The Scriptures 1998+
(13) Therefore, having girded up the loins of your mind, being sober, set your expectation perfectly upon the favour that is to be brought to you at the revelation of Yahushua Messiah,
(14) as obedient children, not conforming yourselves to the former lusts in your ignorance,
(15) instead, as the One who called you is set-apart, so you also should become set-apart in all behaviour,
(16) because it has been written, “Be set-apart, for I am set-apart.”
(17) And if you call on the Father, who without partiality judges according to each one’s work, pass the time of your sojourning in fear,
(18) knowing that you were redeemed from your futile way of life inherited from your fathers, not with what is corruptible, silver or gold,
(19) but with the precious blood of Messiah, as of a lamb unblemished and spotless,
(20) foreknown, indeed, before the foundation of the world, but manifested in these last times for your sakes, (21) who through Him believe in Elohim who raised Him from the dead and gave Him esteem, so that your belief and expectation are in Elohim.
(22) Now that you have cleansed your lives in obeying the truth through the Spirit to unfeigned brotherly love, love one another fervently with a clean heart,
(23) having been born again – not of corruptible seed, but incorruptible – through the living Word of Elohim, which remains forever,
(24) because “All flesh is as grass, and all the esteem of man as the flower of the grass. The grass withers, and its flower falls away,
(25) but the Word of Elohim remains forever.”1 And this is the Word, announced as Good News to you. Footnote: 1Isa. 40:6-8.
Thank You Father for giving me the power to obey Your commandments, cleansing and setting me apart by the power of Your Ruach.
Thus You are enabling me to truly love my children and my brothers and sisters. You are imprinting in my heart the following Scriptures:
1 Corinthians 13:4-13 The Scriptures 1998+
(4) Love is patient, is kind, love does not envy, love does not boast, is not puffed up,
(5) does not behave indecently, does not seek its own, is not provoked, reckons not the evil,
(6) does not rejoice over the unrighteousness, but rejoices in the truth,
(7) it covers all, believes all, expects all, endures all.
(8) Love never fails. And whether there be prophecies, they shall be inactive; or tongues, they shall cease; or knowledge, it shall be inactive.
(9) For we know in part and we prophesy in part.
(10) But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part shall be inactive.
(11) When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I thought as a child, I reasoned as a child. But when I became a man, I did away with childish matters.
(12) For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know, as I also have been known.
(13) And now belief, expectation, and love remain – these three. But the greatest of these is love.
December 10, 2007 (4:26am).
HalleluYah! Abba, my Father, I come with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You. Thank You for Yahushua haMessiah, my Master, my Savior.
Father, teach me how to treat my body in reverence of You. How to discipline my body. What does it mean to buffet the body like Saul did?
1 Corinthians 9:24-27 The Scriptures 1998+
(24) Do you not know that those who run in a race indeed all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way as to obtain it.
(25) And everyone who competes controls himself in every way. Now they do it to receive a corruptible crown, but we for an incorruptible crown.
(26) Therefore I run accordingly, not with uncertainty. Thus I fight, not as one who beats the air.
(27) But I treat my body severely and make it my slave, so that when I have proclaimed to others, I myself might be rejected.
December 11, 2007 (5:40am)10/1.
Father Yah, I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You! HalleluYah! Thank You Father for the precious blood of Yahushua!
With my whole being I come to You, seeking Your intimate companionship. You are the whole purpose for my existence my Husband, my Master, my Savior! As it is written,
Isaiah 54:1-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) “Sing, O barren one, you who did not bear! Break forth into singing, and cry aloud, you who have not been in labour! For the children of the deserted one are more than the children of the married woman,” said Yahuweh.
(2) “Enlarge the place of your tent, and let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings, spare not. Lengthen your cords, and strengthen your stakes.
(3) “For you shall break forth to the right and to the left, and your seed inherit the nations, and make the deserted cities inhabited.
(4) “Do not fear, for you shall not be put to shame, nor hurt, you shall not be humiliated. For the shame of your youth you shall forget, and not remember the reproach of your widowhood any more.
(5) “For your Maker is your husband, Yahuweh of hosts is His Name, and the Set-apart One of Yisra’el is your Redeemer. He is called the Elohim of all the earth.
(6) “For Yahuweh has called you like a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit, like a wife of youth when you were refused,” declares your Elohim.
(7) “For a little while I have forsaken you, but with great compassion I shall gather you.
(8) “In an overflow of wrath I hid My face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness I shall have compassion on you,” said Yahuweh, your Redeemer.
(9) “For this is the waters of Noah.? to Me, in that I have sworn that the waters of Noah.? would never again cover the earth, so have I sworn not to be wroth with you, nor to rebuke you.
(10) “For though the mountains be removed and the hills be shaken, My kindness is not removed from you, nor is My covenant of peace shaken,” said Yahuweh who has compassion on you.
(11) “O you afflicted one, tossed with storm, and not comforted, see, I am setting your stones in antimony, and shall lay your foundations with sapphires,
(12) and shall make your battlements of rubies, your gates of crystal, and all your walls of precious stones,
(13) and all your children taught by Yahuweh, and the peace of your children great.
(14) “In righteousness you shall be established – far from oppression, for you shall not fear, and far from ruin, for it does not come near you.
(15) “See, they shall indeed assemble, but not because of Me. Whoever shall assemble against you falls for your sake!
(16) “See, I Myself have created the blacksmith who blows the coals in the fire, who brings forth an instrument for his work. And I have created the waster to destroy.
(17) “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment you shall prove wrong. This is the inheritance of the servants of Yahuweh, and their righteousness from Me,” declares Yahuweh.
December 12, 2007 (1:21am) 10/2.
HalleluYah! I worship You O Yahuweh! I worship You! Thank You Yahushua for Your life to save my life. I worship You!
Deliver me my Father from any obsession, especially the obsession with myself. I have surrendered my whole being to You, You are my Judge not me or any man.
1 Corinthians 4:3-4 The Scriptures 1998+ (3) But with me it is a small matter that I should be judged by you or by a man’s court. But not even myself I judge.
(4) For I am not conscious of any matter against myself, yet I am not declared right by this, but He who judges me is Yahuweh.
Psalms 17:1-15 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Hear righteousness, Yahuweh, Listen to my cry; Give ear to my prayer, From lips without deceit.
(2) Let my right-ruling go out from Your presence; Let Your eyes see what is straight.
(3) You have examined my heart; You have visited me in the night; You have tried me – You find I have not schemed; My mouth would not transgress.
(4) As for the deeds of men – By the word of Your lips, I have kept myself from the paths of the destroyer.
(5) My steps have held fast to Your paths, My feet have not slipped.
(6) I have called upon You, for You answer me, O El; Incline Your ear to me, hear my speech.
(7) Let Your kindness be distinguished, You who save by Your right hand those who take refuge From those who rise up.
(8) Guard me as the apple of Your eye. Hide me under the shadow of Your wings,
(9) From the face of the wrong who ravage me, From my deadly enemies who surround me.
(10) They are enclosed in their own fat, They speak proudly with their mouths,
(11) They have now surrounded us in our steps, They set their eyes to cast us to the ground,
(12) Like a lion who is eager to tear his prey, And as a young lion crouching in cover.
(13) Arise, O Yahuweh, Confront him, cause him to bend; Deliver my being from the wrong by Your sword,
(14) From men by Your hand, O Yahuweh, From men of the world whose portion is in this life, And You fill their bellies with Your treasure, They are satisfied with children, And shall leave their riches to their babes.
(15) As for me, let Me see Your face in righteousness; I am satisfied to see Your appearance when I awake.
Psalms 26:1-12 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Rule me rightly, O Yahuweh, For I have walked in my integrity. And I have trusted in Yahuweh, without wavering.
(2) Examine me, O Yahuweh, and prove me; Try my kidneys and my heart.
(3) For Your kindness is before my eyes, And I have walked in Your truth.
(4) I have not sat with men of falsehood, Nor do I enter with pretenders.
(5) I have hated the assembly of evil-doers, And I do not sit with the wrong.
(6) I wash my hands in innocence; And I walk around Your altar, O Yahuweh,
(7) To raise a voice of thanksgiving, And to declare all Your wonders.
(8) Yahuweh, I have loved the abode of Your house, And the place where Your esteem dwells.
(9) Do not gather my being together with sinners, Nor my life with bloodthirsty men,
(10) In whose hands is a plot, And their right hand is filled with bribes.
(11) But as for me, I walk in my integrity; Redeem me and show me favour.
(12) My foot shall stand on a level place; In the assemblies I bless Yahuweh.
Let us hate our wicked old nature. Let us posses Yahushua’s nature. Let us abhor our sin, our lusts, our worldly ways. Let us cling to You. (Lamentations 3).
Psalms 26:1-12 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Rule me rightly, O Yahuweh, For I have walked in my integrity. And I have trusted in Yahuweh, without wavering.
(2) Examine me, O Yahuweh, and prove me; Try my kidneys and my heart.
(3) For Your kindness is before my eyes, And I have walked in Your truth.
(4) I have not sat with men of falsehood, Nor do I enter with pretenders.
(5) I have hated the assembly of evil-doers, And I do not sit with the wrong.
(6) I wash my hands in innocence; And I walk around Your altar, O Yahuweh,
(7) To raise a voice of thanksgiving, And to declare all Your wonders.
(8) Yahuweh, I have loved the abode of Your house, And the place where Your esteem dwells.
(9) Do not gather my being together with sinners, Nor my life with bloodthirsty men,
(10) In whose hands is a plot, And their right hand is filled with bribes.
(11) But as for me, I walk in my integrity; Redeem me and show me favour.
(12) My foot shall stand on a level place; In the assemblies I bless Yahuweh.
1 Corinthians 11:23-34 The Scriptures 1998+
(23) For I received from the Master that which I also delivered to you: that the Master Yahushua in the night in which He was delivered up took bread,
(24) and having given thanks, He broke it and said, “Take, eat, this is My body which is broken for you; do this in remembrance of Me.”
(25) In the same way also the cup, after supper, saying, “This cup is the renewed covenant in My blood. As often as you drink it, do this in remembrance of Me.”
(26) For as often as you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the death of the Master until He comes.
(27) So that whoever should eat this bread or drink this cup of the Master unworthily shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Master.
(28) But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread and drink of that cup.
(29) For the one who is eating and drinking unworthily, eats and drinks judgment to himself, not discerning the body of the Master.
(30) Because of this many are weak and sick among you, and many sleep.
(31) For if we were to examine ourselves, we would not be judged.
(32) But when we are judged, we are disciplined by the Master, that we should not be condemned with the world.
(33) So then, my brothers, when you come together to eat, wait for one another.
(34) And if anyone is hungry, let him eat at home, lest you come together for judgment. And the rest I shall set in order when I come.
Philippians 1:1-30 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Sha’ul and Timothy, servants of Yahushua Messiah, to all the set-apart ones in Messiah Yahushua who are in Philippi, with the overseers and attendants:
(2) Favour to you and peace from Elohim our Father and the Master Yahushua Messiah.
(3) I thank my Elohim in all my remembrance of you.
(4) In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy,
(5) for your fellowship in the Good News from the first day until now,
(6) being persuaded of this, that He who has begun a good work in you shall perfect1 it until the day of Yahushua Messiah. Footnote: 1Mt. 5:48.
(7) It is right for me to think this of you all, because I have you in my heart, all of you being sharers of the favour with me, both in my chains and in the defense and confirmation of the Good News.
(8) For Elohim is my witness, how I long for you all with the affection of Yahushua Messiah.
(9) And this I pray, that your love might extend more and more in knowledge and all discernment,
(10) for you to examine the matters that differ, in order to be sincere, and not stumbling, until the day of Messiah,
(11) being filled with the fruit of righteousness,1 through Yahushua Messiah, to the esteem and praise of Elohim. Footnote: 1Mt. 3:8-10, Rom. 6:22, Rom. 14:17, 2 Cor. 9:10, Eph. 5:9, Gal. 5:22, Col. 1:10, Heb. 12:11, Jam. 3:18.
(12) And I wish you to know, brothers, that what has befallen me has turned out for the advancement of the Good News,
(13) so that it has become known to all the palace guard, and to all the rest, that my chains are in Messiah;
(14) and most of the brothers, trusting in the Master because of my chains, are much more bold to fearlessly speak the word.
(15) Some indeed proclaim Messiah even from envy and strife, but some also out of pleasure –
(16) the former announce Messiah from selfish ambition, not sincerely, thinking to add distress to my chains,
(17) but the latter out of love, knowing that I am appointed for the defense of the Good News.
(18) What then? Only that in every way, whether in pretense or in truth, Messiah is announced. And in this I rejoice, in fact, I shall rejoice.
(19) For I know that this shall turn out for my deliverance through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Yahushua Messiah,
(20) according to my intense longing and anticipation that I shall not be ashamed at all, but that with all boldness, as always, so now also Messiah shall be made great in my body, whether by life or by death.
(21) For to me, to live is Messiah, and to die is gain.
(22) And if to live in the flesh is to me a fruit of work, then what shall I choose? I do not know.
(23) For I am pressed down by the two, having a desire to depart and be with Messiah, which is much better,
(24) but to remain in the flesh is more necessary for your sake.
(25) And being persuaded of this, I know that I shall stay and continue with you all, for your progress and joy of belief,
(26) so that your boasting might overflow in Yahushua Messiah on account of me, through my coming to you again.
(27) Only, behave yourselves worthily of the Good News of Messiah, in order that whether I come and see you or am absent, I hear about you, that you stand fast in one spirit, with one being, striving together for the belief of the Good News,
(28) without being frightened in any way by those who oppose, which to them truly is a proof of destruction, but to you of deliverance, and that from Elohim.
(29) Because to you it has been given as a favour, on behalf of Messiah, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake,
(30) having the same struggle which you saw in me, and now hear to be in me.
1 Corinthians 11:1 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Become imitators of me, as I also am of Messiah.
Ephesians 5:1-11 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Become, then, imitators of Elohim as beloved children.
(2) And walk in love, as Messiah also has loved us, and gave Himself for us, a gift and an offering to Elohim for a sweet-smelling fragrance.
(3) But whoring and all uncleanness, or greed of gain, let it not even be named among you, as is proper among set-apart ones –
(4) neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor coarse jesting, which are not fitting, but rather thanksgiving.
(5) For this you know, that no one who whores, nor unclean one, nor one greedy of gain, who is an idolater, has any inheritance in the reign of Messiah and Elohim.
(6) Let no one deceive you with empty words,1 for because of these the wrath of Elohim comes upon the sons of disobedience. Footnote: 1See 4:14.
(7) Therefore do not become partakers with them.
(8) For you were once darkness,1 but now you are light in the Master. Walk as children of light – Footnote: 1See 2:2, 4:18, Col. 3:7.
(9) for the fruit of the Spirit1 is in all goodness, and righteousness, and truth – Footnote: 1See Philip 1:11.
(10) proving what is well-pleasing to the Master.
(11) And have no fellowship with the fruitless works of darkness, but rather reprove1 them. Footnote: 1Or confute, or expose.
December 13, 2007 (5:54am) 10/3.
HalleluYah! Abba, my Father! I worship You! HalleluYah! I present myself to You as a living sacrifice by the blood of Yahushua to worship You!
Father Yah, I rejoice in my loneliness from people. For in this loneliness You are with me. HalleluYah!
Lonely
Isai 41:10 (NKJV) Fear not, for I [am] with you; Be not dismayed, for I [am] your Elohim. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’
Matt 28:20 (NKJV) “teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, [even] to the end of the age.” Amen.
John 14:18 (NKJV) “I will not leave you orphans; I will come to you. 19 “ A little while longer and the world will see Me no more, but you will see Me. Because I live, you will live also.
Psal 68:6 (NKJV) Elohim sets the solitary in families; He brings out those who are bound into prosperity; But the rebellious dwell in a dry [land].
Hebr 13:5 (NKJV) [Let] [your] conduct [be] without covetousness; [be] content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”
December 14, 2007 (4:34am)10/4.
HalleluYah! Thank You Father Yah! I worship You! I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart for the blood of Yahushua which made it possible for me to access Your presence. HalleluYah!
Father Yah, on the morning of June 20, 1985, You exposed my wicked self to me, but it took me a whole year to repent because of pride.
Now, my Father, You are bringing me back to that time to refresh and enable me to deliver the message You gave me at that time for Your people in a more efficient way.
When I got up this morning, You brought to my remembrance the original title that You gave me for my testimony.
BEWARE! DON’T DECEIVE YOUR OWN SELF. ARE YOU THE WOLF? YOUR OWN FALSE PROPHET DECEIVING YOUR OWN SELF?And as I thought on that title I remember all about the wicked self imbedded within each one of our beings.
This morning I joined YahSpace. I have spent the last two hours or so writing my profile. I wrote,
I am a writer called of Yahuweh as a watchman since 1985. I write and publish warning messages to Yahuweh’s people calling them to repentance, exposing the deception of the age.Father Yah has called me to strip myself naked to show all, my wicked self and to proclaim upon the roof tops all the things He tells me in secret, to exhort His people to look at their own wickedness and the impossibility to free ourselves from such without our Savior’s intervention.Our Father Yahuweh alone is the One to convict and give us the power to repent. Without Him and His plan of salvation we shall perish.Our Father’s name is Yahuweh or Yahweh from YHWH and our Savior’s name is Yahushua or Yahshua.
The message I proclaim is: BEWARE! DON’T DECEIVE YOUR OWN SELF. ARE YOU THE WOLF? YOUR OWN FALSE PROPHET DECEIVING YOUR OWN SELF?You know, in my zeal to deliver this message I have failed many times to express the absolute necessity of our dependance upon our Father.
We must depend on our Father Yahuweh to convict and to give us the power to repent from our wicked ways.
I have a site for all to participate and I hope this site contributes to the growth and re-gathering of Yahuweh’s people, www.nowistime.com.
December 15, 2007 (2:45am)10/5.
HalleluYah! I come to worship You, Father Yah! I come to wait for Your instructions for this day.
Thank You for the connections You gave me yesterday, it was a very profitable day. I wait for further instructions on how to precede from now on.
December 16, 2007 (6:06am)10/6.
I worship You, my Father! Abba, I worship You! It is my desire to remain in Your presence every second of my existence. I don’t ever want to live apart from You!
As You inspire me at this instant so I will do, I will write yet another letter to my children to exhort them to obey Your command to come out from the World System.
Dear children,
I plead with you, for your own sakes, read again the letters that I have sent to you. I do not mean to imply that you are ignorant or stupid or sinful or whatever you might think I am implying.
What I mean is to warn you that we don’t have much time to straddle the fence between the world system and the Kingdom of our Creator.
We will be going through 3 ½ years of tribulation. There will not be any pre-tribulation rapture. And we must prepare ourselves with truth to be able to endure until the end.
I know how grandiose I sound and that you have been insulted and hurt by me because of how I sound and what you wrongly perceive about me and the warning that I am, however imperfectly, trying to communicate to you.
And yet, grandiosity is just a rhetoric I have picked up from reading the Scriptures, it does not reflect my flesh, it only reflects where the message comes from.
You have to know how intensely I love you, there is no way you can deny that I love you.
Yes, I love you. My faults and my sins are many. But lack of love for you is not one of them.
Yahushua is my Master and I love Him as I am sure you do too. He commands us all to show our love by keeping or obeying His commandments.
We have to get rid of our Greek idea of love and kindness and beauty and all of that romantic ways that we have ingrained in our emotions.
Please check my site www.nowistime.com and study the information I am publishing in the light of the Scriptures, don’t pay any mind to me, listen to the Spirit in the Scriptures for they confirm what I have been trying to tell you.
Our Father is revealing Himself plainly nowadays. The Christian Belief is false. Please research the true history of our roots and how the Christian Church was organized and eventually developed into the multitude of denomintions of today.
Neither our Savior nor His disciples started the Christian Religion or the religion of Judaism or any other religion whether is new or old.
Human beings are the founders of religion even of Messianic Religions of today. Yahuweh, our Creator did not give us religion to live by, He gave us His life in the life of Yahushua our Savior and His Holy Spirit to empower us to live a holy life.
I AM NOT INTO ANY KIND OF RELIGION WHATSOEVER. And I am exhorting you to get out of the religious world in which I raised you. I was wrong. I cannot be any more plain than that.
I do not mean to insult or judge you, but I am serious about the things I have communicated to you.
The teaching of grace against law is a false doctrine, it is not scriptural, it is a misinterpretation of Paul’s writings. Study it for yourselves.
We have learnt that we are gentiles saved by grace different from what has been called “Jews”. That is totally false. Once we receive our Savior we are no longer gentiles.
We must struggle to get rid of the baggage we carry from lifetime habits and costumes of the Greek world and renew our minds with the mind of our Savior.
Even when we get out of the system we keep so much baggage from the multitude of false teachings that we have a hard time of our own making.
But Yahushua did not left us orphans, He sent to us the Holy Spirit to teach us all, all the things we lack to know about Him and to let us know of things to come.
But we must recognize our pride and humble ourselves before the Holy Spirit can bestow upon us the power to overcome our wicked nature.
Through many sources the Holy Spirit is teaching us what is clean and what is unclean.
If we humble ourselves and submit to His teachings He gives the power and the wisdom to live in the world and still be set apart from it not touching the unclean.
The Holy Spirit commands us to get out of the world system and to be set apart. We don’t have any business watching TV and getting involved in all sorts of worldly entertainment, however wholesome it may appear, for, without a doubt, it’s only a trick of the enemy to distract us from the ways of our Creator.
Yes, the Holy Spirit commands us to get out of the world even when we have to live in it. This is His urgent cry,
2 Corinthians 6:17-18 The Scriptures 1998+
(17) Therefore, “Come out from among them and be separate, says Yahuweh, and do not touch what is unclean, and I shall receive you.
(18) “And I shall be a Father to you, and you shall be sons and daughters to Me, says Yahuweh the Almighty.”
Revelation 18:4 The Scriptures 1998+
(4) And I heard another voice from the heaven saying, “Come out of her, my people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues.1 Footnote: 1Jer. 51:6 & 45.
We must yield to the Holy Spirit and abandon the teachings, rituals, habits, mind set, our own interpretation of the Scriptures, all that we have learnt from a false religion and come into a fresh knowledge of His commandments as written in the Torah, His teachings and instructions for us to live a righteous lifestyle.
We cannot do this on our own power, we must yield to the Holy Spirit to give us the power to accomplish these things.
All of these teachings are for us today as they were for Yisrael at that time. We must not think of ourselves apart from our Father’s chosen people.
We must learn the true names of our Creator, Yahuweh and our Savior, Yahushua and use them accordingly to verse 11.
We must keep our Creator’s Shabbat accordingly to verse 12 and not the Christian Sunday.
We must learn to think like our Jewish Savior and not like the Greek Savior we have learnt from the Greek-Roman doctrine.
Deuteronomy 5:1-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) And Mosheh called all Yisra’el, and said to them, “Hear, O Yisra’el, the laws and right-rulings which I speak in your hearing today. And you shall learn them, and guard to do them.
(2) “Yahuweh our Elohim made a covenant with us in Hor b.
(3) “Yahuweh did not make this covenant with our fathers, but with us, those who are here today, all of us who are alive.
(4) “Yahuweh spoke with you face to face on the mountain from the midst of the fire.
(5) “I stood between Yahuweh and you at that time, to declare to you the Word of Yahuweh – for you were afraid because of the fire, and you did not go up the mountain – saying:
(6) ‘I am Yahuweh your Elohim who brought you out of the land of Mitsrayim, out of the house of bondage.
(7) ‘You have no other mighty ones against My face.
(8) ‘You do not make for yourself a carved image, any likeness of which is in the heavens above, or which is in the earth beneath, or which is in the waters under the earth, (9) you do not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, Yahuweh your Elohim, am a jealous El, visiting the crookedness of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me,
(10) but showing kindness to thousands, to those who love Me and guard My commands.
(11) ‘You do not bring1 the Name of Yahuweh your Elohim to naught, for Yahuweh does not leave him unpunished who brings His Name to naught. Footnote: 1Or lift up, or take.
(12) ‘Guard the Sabbath day, to set it apart, as Yahuweh your Elohim commanded you.
(13) ‘Six days you labour, and shall do all your work,
(14) but the seventh day is a Sabbath1 of Yahuweh your Elohim. You do not do any work – you, nor your son, nor your daughter, nor your male servant, nor your female servant, nor your ox, nor your donkey, nor any of your cattle, nor your stranger who is within your gates, so that your male servant and your female servant rest as you do. Footnote: 1See footnote at Ex. 20:10.
(15) ‘And you shall remember that you were a slave in the land of Mitsrayim, and that Yahuweh your Elohim brought you out from there by a strong hand and by an outstretched arm. Therefore Yahuweh your Elohim commanded you to observe the Sabbath day.
(16) ‘Respect your father and your mother, as Yahuweh your Elohim has commanded you, so that your days are prolonged, and so that it is well with you on the soil which Yahuweh your Elohim is giving you.
(17) ‘You do not murder.
(18) ‘You do not commit adultery.
(19) ‘You do not steal.
(20) ‘You do not bear false witness against your neighbour.
(21) ‘You do not covet your neighbour’s wife, nor do you desire your neighbour’s house, his field, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, his ox, nor his donkey, or whatever belongs to your neighbour.’
We must also learn to keep His appointed feasts accordantly to Leviticus 23 and abandon the joyful abominations of the Christian Church.
All my love, Mom
December 17, 2007 (7:44am)10/7.
HalleluYah! Here I am my Father, to worship You! You alone are my Elohim, my Master, my Savior, my All!
You know of the things that are coming to me. You know all about my concerns. Deliver me from doubting Your providence and worrying about imaginary or real dangers.
You are my strength and without You I am nothing. You have given me Your mind to think wisely. Let me use it so out it I act wisely.
Psalms 31:1-24 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) In You, O Yahuweh, I have taken refuge; Let me never be ashamed; Deliver me in Your righteousness.
(2) Incline Your ear to me, Deliver me speedily; Be a rock of refuge to me, A house of defense to save me.
(3) For You are my rock and my stronghold; For Your Name’s sake lead me and guide me.
(4) Bring me out of the net which they have hidden for me, For You are my stronghold.
(5) Into Your hand I commit my spirit; You have redeemed me, O Yahuweh El of truth.
(6) I have hated those who observe lying vanities; But I trust in Yahuweh. (7) I exult and rejoice in Your kindness, For You have seen my affliction; You have known the distresses of my life,
(8) And You have not shut me up into the hand of the enemy. You have set my feet in a large place.
(9) Show me favour, O Yahuweh, for I am in distress; My eye, my being and my body have become old with grief!
(10) For my life is consumed in sorrow, And my years in sighing; My strength fails because of my crookedness, And my bones have become old.
(11) I am a reproach among all my adversaries, But most of all among my neighbours, And a dread to my friends; Those who see me outside flee from me.
(12) I have been forgotten like someone dead from the heart; I have been like a missing vessel.
(13) For I hear the evil report of many; Fear is from all around; When they take counsel together against me, They plot to take away my life.
(14) But I, I have put my trust in You, O Yahuweh; I have said, “You are my Elohim.”
(15) My times are in Your hand; Deliver me from the hand of my enemies, And from those who pursue me.
(16) Make Your face shine upon Your servant; Save me in Your kindness.
(17) Do not let me be ashamed, O Yahuweh, For I have called upon You; Let the wrong be ashamed; Let them be silenced in the grave.
(18) Let lips of falsehood be stilled, Which speak recklessly against the righteous, With pride and scorn.
(19) How great is Your goodness, Which You have laid up for those fearing You, Which You have prepared for those taking refuge in You In the sight of the sons of men!
(20) In the secrecy of Your presence You shall hide them from the plots of man; You shelter them in a booth from the strife of tongues.
(21) Blessed be Yahuweh, For He has made marvelous His kindness to me in a strong city!
(22) And I, I have said in my haste, “I am cut off from before Your eyes,” Yet You heard the voice of my prayers When I cried out to You.
(23) Love Yahuweh, all you His kind ones! For Yahuweh guards the trustworthy ones, And exceedingly repays the doer of pride.
(24) Be strong, and let Him strengthen your heart, All you who are waiting for Yahuweh.
December 18, 2007 (3:26am)10/8.
Father Yah, Abba, my Father, I worship You! I come with a heart of thanksgiving to worship You!
Where do we go from here, my Father? You promised that we will hear Your voice saying, to the left or to the right.
I take as Your answer the following Scripture that You have brought to my remembrance. It seems to me that we are to wait until Winter is past.
Song of Solomon 2:10-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(10) My beloved responded and said to me, “Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
(11) “For look, the winter is past, the rain is over, gone.
(12) “The flowers have appeared in the earth; The time of singing has come, And the voice of the turtledove has been heard in our land.
(13) “The fig tree has ripened her figs, And the vines with the tender grapes have given a good fragrance. Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away! (14) “O my dove, in the clefts of the rock, In the covering of the cliff, Let me see your appearance, Let me hear your voice; For your voice is sweet, And your appearance is lovely.”
(15) Catch the foxes for us, The little foxes that spoil the vines, And our vines are all blossom.
(16) My beloved is mine, and I am his. He feeds his flock among the lilies.
(17) Until the day breaks and the shadows have fled, Turn, my beloved, And be like a gazelle or a young stag On the mountains of Bether.
Abba, my Father! I wait on You. Let me not go ahead of You nor lag behind You. Let me hear my Teacher saying: to the left or to the right, this is the Way.
Isaiah 30:1-33 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) “Woe to the stubborn children,” declares Yahuweh, “to make counsel, but not from Me, and to devise plans, but not of My Spirit, in order to add sin to sin;
(2) who are setting out to go down to Mitsrayim, and have not asked My mouth, to be strengthened in the strength of Pharaoh, and to seek refuge in the shadow of Mitsrayim!
(3) “And the strength of Pharaoh shall become your shame, and the refuge in the shadow of Mitsrayim your confusion.
(4) “For his princes were at Tsoan, and his messengers came to Hanes.
(5) “They were all ashamed of a people who do not profit them, not for help or profit, but a shame and also a reproach.”
(6) The message concerning the beasts of the South. Through a land of trouble and distress, from which came the lioness and lion, the adder and fiery flying serpent, they convey their riches on the backs of young donkeys, and their treasures on the humps of camels, to an unprofitable people,
(7) even Mitsrayim, whose help is vain and empty. Therefore I have called her Rahab-Hem-Shebeth.
(8) And go, write it before them on a tablet, and inscribe it on a scroll, that it is for a latter day, a witness forever:
(9) that this is a rebellious people, lying children, children who refuse to hear the Torah of Yahuweh,
(10) who say to the seers, “Do not see,” and to the prophets, “Do not prophesy to us what is right. Speak to us what is smooth, prophesy deceits.
(11) “Turn aside from the way, swerve from the path, cause the Set-apart One of Yisrael to cease from before us.”
(12) Therefore thus said the Set-apart One of Yisrael, “Because you despise this word, and trust in oppression and perverseness, and rely on them,
(13) therefore this crookedness is to you like a breach ready to fall, a bulge in a high wall, whose breaking comes suddenly, swiftly.”
(14) And He shall break it like the breaking of the potter’s vessel, which is broken in pieces, without sparing, so that there is not found among its fragments a sherd to take fire from the hearth, or to take water from the cistern.
(15) For thus said the Master Yahuweh, the Set-apart One of Yisrael, “In returning and rest you are saved, in stillness and trust is your strength.” But you would not,
(16) and you said, “No, for we flee upon horses,” therefore you flee! And, “We ride on swift horses,” therefore those who pursue you are swift!
(17) One thousand flee at the rebuke of one; at the rebuke of five you shall flee until you are left as a pole on top of a mountain and as a sign on a hill.
(18) And therefore Yahuweh shall wait, to show you favour. And therefore He shall be exalted, to have compassion on you. For Yahuweh is an Elohim of right-ruling. Blessed are all those who wait for Him.
(19) For the people shall dwell in Tsiyon at Yerushalayim, you shall weep no more. He shall show much favour to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears, He shall answer you.
(20) Though Yahuweh gave you bread of adversity and water of affliction, your Teacher1 shall no longer be hidden. But your eyes shall see your Teacher1, Footnote: 1Or teachers. See also Joel 2:23.
(21) and your ears hear a word behind you, saying, “This is the Way, walk in it,” whenever you turn to the right, or whenever you turn to the left.
(22) And you shall defile the covering of your graven images of silver, and the plating of your moulded images of gold. You shall throw them away as a menstrual cloth and say to them, “Be gone!”
(23) And He shall give the rain for your seed with which you sow the ground, and bread of the increase of the earth. And it shall be fat and rich, your cattle grazing in an enlarged pasture in that day,
(24) and the oxen and the young donkeys that work the ground eat seasoned fodder winnowed with shovel and fan.
(25) And on every high mountain and on every high hill there shall be rivers and streams of waters, in the day of great slaughter, when the towers fall.
(26) And the light of the moon shall be as the light of the sun, and the light of the sun be sevenfold, as the light of seven days, in the day that Yahuweh binds up the breach of His people, and heals the wound of His blows.
(27) See, the Name of Yahuweh is coming from afar, burning with His wrath, and heavy smoke. His lips shall be filled with rage, and His tongue be as a devouring fire;
(28) and His breath shall be as an overflowing stream, which reaches up to the neck, to sift1 the nations with a sieve of falsehood, and a misleading bridle on the jaws of the peoples. Footnote: 1Amos 9:9.
(29) Let the song be to you as in a night set apart for a festival, and gladness of heart as he who is going with a flute, to come into the mountain of Yahuweh, to the Rock of Yisra’el.
(30) And Yahuweh shall cause His excellent voice to be heard, and show the coming down of His arm, with raging wrath and the flame of a consuming fire, with scattering, downpour and hailstones.
(31) For through the voice of Yahuweh Ashshur is broken down, with a rod He smites.
(32) And every passage of the ordained staff which Yahuweh lays on him, shall be with tambourines and lyres, when He shall fight with it, battling with a brandishing arm.
(33) For Topheth was ordained of old, even for the sovereign it has been prepared. He has made it deep and large, its fire pit with much wood; the breath of Yahuweh, as a stream of burning sulphur, is burning in it!
I wrote the following Scriptures on June 9, 1992 and now You bring them to my remembrance. HalleluYah!
Joel 2:1-32 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Blow a ram’s horn in Tsiyon, and sound an alarm in My set-apart mountain! Let all the inhabitants of the earth tremble, for the day of Yahuweh is coming, for it is near:
(2) a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and thick darkness, like the morning clouds spread over the mountains – a people many and strong, the like of whom has never been, nor shall there ever be again after them, to the years of many generations.
(3) Ahead of them a fire has consumed, and behind them a flame burns. Before them the land is like the Garden of Eden, and behind them a desert waste. And from them there is no escape.
(4) Their appearance is like the appearance of horses, and they run like steeds. (5) As the noise of chariots they leap over mountaintops, as the noise of a flaming fire consuming stubble, as a mighty people set in battle array.
(6) Before them peoples are in anguish, all faces become flushed.
(7) They run like mighty men, they climb the wall like men of battle, every one goes on his way, and they do not break ranks.
(8) And they do not press one another, every one goes in his path. They fall among the weapons, but they do not stop.
(9) They rush on the city, they run on the wall. They climb into the houses, they enter at the windows like a thief.
(10) The earth shall tremble before them, the heavens shall shake. Sun and moon shall be darkened, and the stars withdraw their brightness.
(11) And Yahuweh shall give forth His voice before His army, for His camp is very great, for mighty is the doer of His word. For the day of Yahuweh is great and very awesome, and who does bear it?
(12) “Yet even now,” declares Yahuweh, “turn to Me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning.”
(13) And tear your heart and not your garments, and turn back to Yahuweh your Elohim, for He shows favour and is compassionate, patient, and of great kindness, and He shall relent concerning the evil.
(14) Who knows – He might turn and relent, and leave a blessing behind Him, a grain offering and a drink offering for Yahuweh your Elohim?
(15) Blow a ram’s horn in Tsiyon, set apart a fast, call an assembly.
(16) Gather the people, set the assembly apart, assemble the elders, gather the children and nursing babes. Let a bridegroom come out from his room, and a bride from her dressing room.
(17) Let the priests, servants of Yahuweh, weep between the porch and the altar. And let them say, “Spare Your people, O Yahuweh, and do not give Your inheritance to reproach, for the gentiles to rule over them. Why should they say among the peoples, ‘Where is their Elohim?’ ”
(18) And let Yahuweh be jealous for His land, and spare His people.
(19) And let Yahuweh answer and say to His people, “See, I am sending you the grain and the new wine and the oil, and you shall be satisfied by them. And no longer do I make you a reproach among the gentiles.
(20) “And the Northerner I shall remove far from you, and drive him away into a dry and deserted land, with his face toward the eastern sea and his rear toward the western sea. And his stench shall come up and his smell rise, for he has done greatly.”
(21) Do not fear, O soil, be glad and rejoice, for Yahuweh has done greatly!
(22) Do not fear, you beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness shall spring forth, and the tree shall bear its fruit, the fig tree and the vine shall yield their strength.
(23) And you children of Tsiyon, be glad and rejoice in Yahuweh your Elohim, for He shall give you the Teacher of Righteousness, and cause the rain to come down for you, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.
(24) And the threshing-floors shall be filled with grain, and the vats shall overflow with new wine and oil.
(25) “Then I shall repay you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the crawling locust, and the consuming locust, and the gnawing locust, My great army which I sent among you.
(26) “Then you shall eat – eat and be satisfied – and shall praise the Name of Yahuweh your Elohim, who has done with you so wondrously. And My people shall never be put to shame.
(27) “And you shall know that I am in the midst of Yisrael1, and that I am Yahuweh your Elohim and there is no one else. And My people shall never be put to shame. Footnote: 1See Isa. 24:23.
(28) “And after this it shall be that I pour out My Spirit on all flesh. And your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men dream dreams, your young men see visions.
(29) “And also on the male servants and on the female servants I shall pour out My Spirit in those days.
(30) “And I shall give signs in the heavens and upon the earth: blood and fire and columns of smoke,
(31) the sun is turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the coming of the great and awesome day of Yahuweh.
(32) “And it shall be that everyone who calls on the Name of Yahuweh shall be delivered1. For on Mount Tsiyon and in Yerushalayim there shall be an escape2 as Yahuweh has said, and among the survivors whom Yahuweh calls. Footnotes: 1Acts 2:21, Rom. 10:13. 2Isa. 4:2-3, Obad. v. 17, Rev. 14:1.
Joel 3:1-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) “For look, in those days and at that time, when I turn back the captivity of Yehud?ah and Yerushalayim,
(2) then I shall gather all gentiles, and bring them down to the Valley of Yehoshaphat. And I shall enter into judgment with them there for My people, My inheritance Yisrael, whom they have scattered among the gentiles, and they have divided up My land.
(3) “And they have cast lots for My people, and have given a young man for a whore, and sold a girl for wine, and drank it.
(4) “And also, what are you to Me, O Tsor and Tsidon, and all the coasts of Philistia? Are you repaying Me? And if you are repaying Me, I would swiftly and speedily return your reward on your own head.
(5) “For you have taken My silver and My gold, and brought My treasures into your temples,
(6) and the people of Yehudah and the people of Yerushalayim you have sold to the sons of Yawan, to remove them far from their borders.
(7) “See, I am stirring them up out of the place to which you have sold them, and I shall return on your own head what you have done,
(8) and shall sell your sons and your daughters into the hand of the people of Yehudah, and they shall sell them to the Shebaites, to a nation far off. For Yahuweh has spoken.”
(9) Proclaim this among the gentiles, “Prepare for battle! Wake up the mighty men, let all the men of battle draw near, let them come up.
(10) “Beat your ploughshares into swords and your pruning-hooks into spears, let the weak say, ‘I am strong.’ ”
(11) Hasten and come, all you gentiles, and gather together all around. O Yahuweh, let Your mighty men come down here.
(12) “Let the gentiles be aroused, and come up to the Valley of Yehoshaphat. For there I shall sit to judge all the gentiles on every side.
(13) “Put in the sickle, for the harvest has grown ripe. Come, go down, for the winepress is filled, the vats overflow, for their evil is great.”
(14) Crowds, crowds in the valley of decision! For the day of Yahuweh is near in the valley of decision.
(15) Sun and moon shall become dark, and stars shall withdraw their brightness.
(16) And Yahuweh shall roar from Tsiyon, and give forth His voice from Yerushalayim. And the heavens and earth shall shake, but Yahuweh shall be a refuge for His people, and a stronghold for the children of Yisrael.
(17) “Then you shall know that I am Yahuweh your Elohim, dwelling in Tsiyon, My set-apart mountain1. And Yerushalayim shall be set-apart, and foreigners shall not pass through her again. Footnote: 1See v. 21 and Isa. 24:23.
(18) “And it shall be in that day that the mountains drip with new wine, and the hills flow with milk. And all the streams of Yehudah shall be flooded with water, and a fountain flow from the House of Yahuweh and water the wadi Shittim.
(19) “Mitsrayim shall become a ruin, and Edom a ruin, a wilderness, because of violence done to the people of Yehudah, whose innocent blood they shed in their land.
(20) “But Yehudah shall dwell forever, and Yerushalayim to all generations.
(21) “And I shall avenge their blood, which I have not avenged. And Yahuweh shall be dwelling in Tsiyon!”
Abba, my Father, You are faithful to Your words written in the Scriptures and in my heart. This morning, You brought to my remembrance the words that You spoke to me way back on May 11, 1987. I quote,
“My child, before I formed you in the womb I knew and approved of you [as My chosen instrument], and before you were born I separated and set you apart, consecrating you, and I appointed you a prophet to the nations.”
December 19, 2007 (8:58am)10/9.
Father Yah, I worship You! I come into Your presence with thanksgiving in my heart. I come, after being up for quite a few hours reaching out to You. I will now go to Your Scriptures and wait to see what You have in store for me in there for this very moment.
December 20, 2007 (5:24am)10/10.
Thank You Father Yah for Your faithfulness to Your children. Thank You for Your faithfulness to me. HalleluYah!
You know how long I have been up for You have called me to search Your written words, Your Scriptures, to hear Your voice leading and directing me in the way I shall go.
Have Your way in my life, my Master. I come boldly to the throne of Your grace through the sacrifice of Yahushua, my Savior, my Master.
I come to ask for wisdom to call Your people to repentance from their own doings and exhort them to come into Your doings.
December 21, 2007 (4:46am) 10/11.
HalleluYah! I lift up my hands to worship You Almighty Yahuweh! Abba, my Father! Yahushua, my Savior, my Master, here I am, waiting on You!
December 22, 2007 (3:51am) 10/12.
Father Yah, when do You want me to keep the Shabbath? Should I keep it on the seventh lunar day or on the Gregorian calendar like everybody else?
When did Yahushua and the disciples kept it? Show me the way my Father, unless You lead and teach me, I would perish in the midst of these confusing times.
You promised me that You would never leave nor abandon me and You have proven that promise to me. I wait on You.
December 23, 2007 (1:24am)10/13.
Father Yah, I worship You! Thank You Father for Your bountiful blessings. This morning You gave me the ability to fix my computer.
It is my desire to seek Your face in the Scriptures. Teach me Father and open my ears and eyes to hear and see Your intimate presence in my day.
Thank You for the life of my Savior Yahushua, I worship You my Master. Thank You for Your Ruach haKodesh.

I have read a lot of your writings and been blessed by them. Your research and your studies have blessed me tremendously.
The Ruach haKodesh has been quickening these things to me for years and I was reluctant to listen, nonetheless He has convicted and restored me just in the nick of time.
As we all know we are even at the door of the end of this wicked generation. I can no longer remain silence about it.
I am, with urgency calling people to repentance and to come back to the Torah lifestyle that we are called to live.
Yahuweh is revealing Himself plainly to all, He has given us the power to live the kind of life that He calls us to live.
But, I have one question to you all Messianic Leaders, why, in heaven’s name are you still using other names to address our YHWH? Are you not breaking the sacred commandment not to bring His name to nought?
I do not understand it. I just recently learnt His name, Yahuweh and the name of my Savior, Yahushua, and truthfully, I tremble to hear you all breaking His commandment.
After all, you have received the revelation of His name much, much longer than what I have, why don’t you practice what you teach?
Then, there is another evil that is rampart in your circles, that is the sale of the Sacred Word with which you have been entrusted.
What is more, the congregations are becoming more and more like the pagan congregations from where we have been plucked out.
The only difference is that now we perform “Jewish rituals” and sell “Jewish things” and meet in different buildings.
We have to commit ourselves totally and completely to obey His commandments without reservation or else we are going to have to answer for it, unless we repent and make amends.
I said all this from the bottom of my heart and hope that somehow you heed what the Ruach is saying to us all. Read the article below and may you benefit from it.
And here I included the message titled A REFLECTION IN OUR LIFE’S STYLES back in page 29.

December 24, 2007 (6:28am)10/14.
HalleluYah! I lift up my hands to worship You, Almighty Yahuweh! Abba, my Father, here I am, I worship You!
While the world revels on the evening of their pagan holiday, I am getting ready to enter into Your Shabbath! HalleluYah!
December 25, 2007 (2:31am) 10/15.
HalleluYah! Thank You Father Yah! Shabbath shalom, my Father! Abba, my Father, I come this day to rest in You. HalleluYah!
Thank You Father Yah for Your Word for me today. As it is written in the sacred Scriptures so I plead my Father may Your Ruach imprint those words upon my spirit and let me set my focus toward Your Booth:
Revelation 21:3-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(3) And I heard a loud voice from the heaven saying, “See, the Booth of Elohim is with men, and He shall dwell with them, and they shall be His people, and Elohim Himself shall be with them and be their Elohim.
(4) “And Elohim shall wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, nor mourning, nor crying. And there shall be no more pain, for the former matters have passed away.”
(5) And He who was sitting on the throne said, “See, I make all matters new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and trustworthy.”
(6) And He said to me, “It is done! I am the ‘Aleph’ and the ‘Taw’, the Beginning and the End. To the one who thirsts I shall give of the fountain of the water of life without payment.
(7) “The one who overcomes shall inherit all this, and I shall be his Elohim and he shall be My son.
December 26, 2007 (1:52am)10/16.
HalleluYah! Blessed be Your name O Yahuweh! Blessed be Your name forever! HalleluYah!
What to do Father Yah with this hurt that I am suffering? What did Yahushua do when He saw the pitiful state of His Yerushalayim?
Luke 19:41-46 The Scriptures 1998+
(41) And as He came near, He saw the city and wept over it,
(42) saying, “If you only knew even today, the matters for your peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes.
(43) “Because days shall come upon you when your enemies shall build a rampart around you, and surround you and press you on all sides,
(44) and dash you to the ground, and your children within you. And they shall not leave in you one stone upon another, because you did not know the time of your visitation.”
(45) And having entered into the Set-apart Place, He began to drive out those selling and buying in it,
(46) saying to them, “It has been written, ‘My House is a house of prayer,’ but you have made it a ‘den of robbers.’ ”
Matthew 23:37-39 The Scriptures 1998+
(37) “Yerushalayim, Yerushalayim, killing the prophets and stoning those who are sent to her! How often I wished to gather your children together, the way a hen gathers her chickens under her wings, but you would not!
(38) “See! Your house is left to you laid waste,
(39) for I say to you, from now on you shall by no means see Me, until you say, ‘Blessed is He who is coming in the Name of Yahuweh!’ ”1 Footnote:1See Ps. 118:26.
December 27, 2007 (7:51am)10/17.
HalleluYah! I lift up my being to worship You Father Yah! Yahushua, You are my Master and I thank You for giving me true life! HalleluYah!
December 28, 2007 (1:26am)10/18.
HalleluYah! I come to worship You with my tears, my Father. Sleep evades me with the realization of the immense debt that Yahushua paid for me.
Only You can heal the wounds that I inflicted upon my children. As You are healing them You also are healing me and I thank You.
December 29, 2007 (4:52am)10/19.
Father Yah, I worship You! I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You! As the deer pants for the water brooks so my soul thirsts for You! HalleluYah!
What do you think of me Father Yah? Do You approve of me? How come I am not out there in the field where I see other ones doing Your work?
Am I standing out of Your will for me? Where do You want me to go? How come I can’t hear You? Why am I in this state of unrest at this very moment?
It is my desire to obey You and remain in Your presence all the days of my existence. That’s my deepest desire.
Abba, my Father, show me the way, I long to hear Your voice.
Psalms 37:1-40 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Do not fret because of evil-doers, Do not be envious of the workers of unrighteousness.
(2) For they soon wither like grass, And fade like green plants.
(3) Trust in Yahuweh, and do good; Dwell in the earth, and feed on steadfastness.
(4) And delight yourself in Yahuweh, And let Him give you the desires of your heart.
(5) Commit your way to Yahuweh, And trust in Him, and He does it.
(6) And He shall bring forth your righteousness as the light, And your right-ruling as midday.
(7) Rest in Yahuweh, and wait patiently for Him; Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, Because of the man doing wicked devices.
(8) Abstain from displeasure, and forsake wrath; Do not fret, also to do evil.
(9) For evil-doers are cut off; But those who wait on Yahuweh, They shall inherit the earth1. Footnote: 1See vv. 11, 22, 29 & 34, Mt. 5:5.
(10) Yet a little while and the wrong is no more; And you shall look on his place, But it is not.
(11) But the meek ones shall inherit the earth, And delight themselves in plenty of peace.
(12) The wrong plots against the righteous, And gnashes his teeth at him.
(13) Yahuweh laughs at him, For He sees that his day is coming.
(14) The wrong have drawn the sword And have bent their bow, To cause the poor and needy to fall, To slay those who walk straightly.
(15) Their sword does enter into their own heart, And their bows are broken.
(16) Better is the little of the righteous one, Than the riches of many wrongdoers.
(17) For the arms of the wrongdoers are broken, But Yahuweh sustains the righteous.
(18) Yahuweh knows the days of the perfect, And their inheritance is forever.
(19) They are not ashamed in a time of evil, And in the days of scarcity of food they are satisfied.
(20) But the wrongdoers shall perish; And the enemies of Yahuweh, Like the splendour of the meadows they vanish, Like smoke they vanish away.
(21) The wrongdoer is borrowing and does not repay, But the righteous one shows favour and gives.
(22) For His blessed ones inherit the earth, But those cursed by Him are cut off.
(23) The steps of a man are ordered by Yahuweh, And He delights in his way.
(24) Though he falls, he is not cast down, For Yahuweh is supporting his hand.
(25) I have been young, and now I am old; Yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken, Or his seed begging bread.
(26) All day long he is showing favour and lending; And his seed is for a blessing.
(27) Turn away from evil, and do good; And dwell forever.
(28) For Yahuweh loves right-ruling, And does not forsake His kind ones; They shall be guarded forever, But the seed of the wrongdoers is cut off.
(29) The righteous shall inherit the earth, And dwell in it forever.
(30) The mouth of the righteous speaks wisdom, And his tongue talks of right-ruling.
(31) The Torah of his Elohim is in his heart1; His steps do not slide. Footnote: 1Dt. 6:6, Ps. 40:8, Ps. 119:11, Isa. 51:7.
(32) The wrong one is watching for the righteous, And is seeking to slay him.
(33) Yahuweh does not leave him in his hand, Or let him be declared wrong when he is judged.
(34) Wait on Yahuweh and guard His way, And He shall exalt you to inherit the earth – When the wrongdoers are cut off, you shall see it.
(35) I have seen the wrongdoer in great power, And spreading himself like a native green tree.
(36) Yet he passed away, and see, he was not; And I sought him, but he was not found.
(37) Watch the perfect, and observe the straight; For the latter end of each is peace.
(38) But the transgressors shall be destroyed together; The latter end of the wrong shall be cut off.
(39) But the deliverance of the righteous is from Yahuweh, Their strength in time of distress.
(40) And Yahuweh does help them and deliver them; He delivers them from the wrongdoers and saves them, Because they took refuge in Him.
Thank You Father Yah, thank You for the comfort of Your Word. Thank You for the privilege to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in time of need.
December 30, 2007 (5:06am).10/20.
HalleluYah! Abba, my Father, I worship You! O Yahushua, Worthy is the Lamb having been slain to receive the power and riches and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and blessing. I bless Your name O Yahushua! HalleluYah!
Psalms 103:1-22 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Bless Yahuweh, O my being, And all that is within me, Bless His set-apart Name!
(2) Bless Yahuweh, O my being, And do not forget all His dealings,
(3) Who forgives all your crooked nesses, Who heals all your diseases,
(4) Who redeems your life from destruction, Who crowns you with kindness and compassion,
(5) Who satisfies your desire with the good, Your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
(6) Yahuweh is doing righteousness And right-ruling for all the oppressed.
(7) He made known His ways to Mosheh, His acts to the children of Yisrael.
(8) Yahuweh is compassionate and showing favour, Patient, and great in kindness.
(9) He does not always strive, nor maintain it forever.
(10) He has not done to us according to our sins, Nor rewarded us according to our crooked nesses.
(11) For as the heavens are high above the earth, So great is His kindness toward those who fear Him;
(12) As far as east is from west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us.
(13) As a father has compassion for his children, So Yahuweh has compassion for those who fear Him.
(14) For He knows how we are made; He remembers that we are dust.
(15) As a flower of the field, so he flourishes.
(16) For the wind blows over it, and it is no more, And its place no longer remembers it.
(17) But the kindness of Yahuweh Is from everlasting to everlasting Upon those who fear Him, And His righteousness to children’s children,
(18) To those who guard His covenant, And to those who remember His orders to do them.
(19) Yahuweh has established His throne in the heavens, And His reign shall rule over all.
(20) Bless Yahuweh, you His messengers, Mighty in power, who do His Word, Listening to the voice of His Word.
(21) Bless Yahuweh, all you His hosts, You His servants, who do His pleasure.
(22) Bless Yahuweh, all His works, In all places of His rule. Bless Yahuweh, O my being!
Yes! My Father, I bless You with my whole being! And I thank You for Your blessed Word speaking to my heart and strengthening me.
December 31, 2007 (2:05pm)10/21
HalleluYah! Abba, my Father I love You! You are so faithful and so merciful to me, I thank You. HalleluYah!
Today starts our Shabbat my Father, Shabbat Shalom!

January 1, 2008 (3:09am)10/22.
Thank You Yahushua for Your wonderful visit to me at this moment! HalleluYah! I bow my being in reverence to You! I worship and adore You my Savior! HalleluYah!
Thank You Father for the precious gift of Yahushua. Thank You for His unmistakable presence at this very moment. HalleluYah!
I offer unto You this ode of thanksgiving and I worship and adore You! I bless Your name now and forever and ever unto eternity!
Come, Yahushua, come! Come my Savior come, come and rescue us from this awful dry and miserable world in which we live.
Let Your presence remain with me every second of my life in You. I want You. Like a deer pants for the water brooks so my soul pants for You!
What an anointed music You have blessed me with this morning of Your visitation. HalleluYah!
I sing along with You, I sing praises unto You, I lift up my voice towards heaven to worship You along with the whole host of heaven! HalleluYah!
Thank You Father for my sister Jay, thank You for putting her in my path at this exact moment of my life.
Thank You for manifesting Your presence to me through her greeting and her music in her YahSpace page. HalleluYah!
Business cannot go as usual on this especial Shabbat. I want this blessed moment to remain through the whole Shabbat and pass. Don’t go away from me Oh blessed Savior!
The music has stopped...don’t let it stop within my heart. Please let Your musical voice remain in the depth of my being.
O my Father, You knew how distressed I woke up this morning weighed down with the wiles of haSatan and warring against him.
And You got me out of bed and to the computer only to find the precious greeting from Jay that transported me to worship. Then You brought to my remembrance the following Scriptures.
Psalm 94 (AMP)Modified by Thia to include the Sacred names.1 O Yahuweh El, You to Whom vengeance belongs, O El, You to Whom vengeance belongs, shine forth! 2 Rise up, O Judge of the earth; render to the proud a fit compensation! 3 Yahuweh, how long shall the wicked, how long shall the wicked triumph and exult? 4 They pour out arrogant words, speaking hard things; all the evildoers boast loftily. 5 They crush Your people, O Yahuweh, and afflict Your heritage. 6 They slay the widow and the transient stranger and murder the unprotected orphan. 7 Yet they say, Yah does not see, neither does the Elohim of Jacob notice it. 8 Consider and understand, you stupid ones among the people! And you [self-confident] fools, when will you become wise? 9 He Who planted the ear, shall He not hear? He Who formed the eye, shall He not see? 10 He Who disciplines and instructs the nations, shall He not punish, He Who teaches man knowledge? 11 Yahuweh knows the thoughts of man, that they are vain (empty and futile—only a breath). 12 Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) is the man whom You discipline and instruct, O Yah, and teach out of Your law, 13 That You may give him power to keep himself calm in the days of adversity, until the [inevitable] pit of corruption is dug for the wicked. 14 For Yahuweh will not cast off nor spurn His people, neither will He abandon His heritage. 15 For justice will return to the [uncompromisingly] righteous, and all the upright in heart will follow it. 16 Who will rise up for me against the evildoers? Who will stand up for me against the workers of iniquity? 17 Unless Yahuweh had been my help, I would soon have dwelt in [the land where there is] silence. 18 When I said, My foot is slipping, Your mercy and loving-kindness, O Yahuweh, held me up. 19 In the multitude of my [anxious] thoughts within me, Your comforts cheer and delight my soul! 20 Shall the throne of iniquity have fellowship with You—they who frame and hide their unrighteous doings under [the sacred name of] law? 21 They band themselves together against the life of the [consistently] righteous and condemn the innocent to death. 22 But Yahuweh has become my High Tower and Defense, and my Elohim the Rock of my refuge. 23 And He will turn back upon them their own iniquity and will wipe them out by means of their own wickedness; Yahuweh our Elohim will wipe them out.
HalleluYah! Your Word speaks to my innermost being and revives it, strengthens it and I am satisfied.
January 2, 2008 (4:34am)10/23.
HalleluYah! Thank You Father Yah for the work You gave me to do this morning. Blessed be Your names Yahuweh and Yahushua now and forever! HalleluYah.
This morning You got me up since 2:45 am and You gave me to write an email to Dawn. I will not quote this email because is private.
January 3, 2008 (7:23am) 10/24.
HalleluYah! Blessed be Your names Yahuweh and Yahushua! Blessed be Your name forever! Thank You for Your daily mercies to Your people.
I have been up since 3:45am doing the writing that You had me to do and I thank You for the gift of writing that You have given to me. Here I wrote another private email.
January 4, 2008 (2:32am)10/25.
HalleluYah! I worship You, Father Yah! I worship You my Yahushua! Kadosh, Kadosh, Kadosh!
Thank You for giving me such a blessing as I finished the article You inspired me to write.
January 5, 2008 (4:32am)10/26.
Abba, my Father! I come into Your presence with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You! I am humbled by all Your blessings.
As I prayed Psalms 25 unto You, You quickened the following verses to me. How blessed am I for You to talk to me so clearly. HalleluYah!
Psalms 25:7-14 The Scriptures 1998+
(7) Do not remember the sins of my youth, and my transgressions; According to Your kindness remember me, For Your goodness’ sake, O Yahuweh.
(8) Good and straight is Yahuweh; Therefore He teaches sinners in the way.
(9) He guides the meek ones in right-ruling, And He teaches the meek ones His way.
(10) All the paths of Yahuweh are kindness and truth, To those who guard His covenant and His witnesses.
(11) For Your Name’s sake, O Yahuweh, You shall pardon my crookedness, though it is great.
(12) Who, then, is the man that fears Yahuweh? He teaches him in the way he should choose.
(13) His life dwells in good, And his seed inherits the earth.
(14) The secret of Yahuweh is with those who fear Him, And He makes His covenant known to them.
What shall it be today, my Father? Here I am ready to start this exciting adventure with You. Here is Your answer,
Malachi 3:16-18 The Scriptures 1998+
(16) Then shall those who fear Yahuweh speak to one another, and Yahuweh listen and hear, and a book of remembrance be written before Him, of those who fear Yahuweh, and those who think upon His Name.
(17) “And they shall be Mine,” said Yahuweh of hosts, “on the day that I prepare a treasured possession. And I shall spare them as a man spares his own son who serves him.
(18) “Then you shall again see the difference between the righteous and the wrong, between one who serves Elohim and one who does not serve Him.
Malachi 4:1-6 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) “For look, the day shall come, burning like a furnace, and all the proud, and every wrongdoer shall be stubble. And the day that shall come shall burn them up,” said Yahuweh of hosts, “which leaves to them neither root nor branch.
(2) “But to you who fear My Name the Sun of Righteousness shall arise with healing in His wings. And you shall go out and leap for joy like calves from the stall.
(3) “And you shall trample the wrongdoers, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet on the day that I do this,” said Yahuweh of hosts.
(4) “Remember the Torah of Mosheh, My servant, which I commanded him in Horeb for all Yisrael – laws and right-rulings.
(5) “See, I am sending you Eliyah1 the prophet before the coming of the great and awesome day of Yahuweh. Footnote: 1Lk. 1:17.
(6) “And he shall turn the hearts of the fathers to the children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with utter destruction1.” Footnote: 1Zech. 14:11.
HalleluYah! How great You are! You are an awesome Elohim! Words are not enough to praise You! In silence I throw my whole being at Your feet and worship You! HalleluYah!
Father Yah, I join with Your elect and proclaim:
YAHUWEH REIGNS! HIS COUNCILS, PURPOSES, AND RIGHT-RULINGS ARE FOREVER!
O my Father, I come boldly to the throne of Your grace and ask for help on this time of trouble.
You know all about my weaknesses, You know how I crave for the approval of man. Deliver me from such a weaknesses, let my desire be for Your approval only.
January 6, 2008 (3:26am)10/27.
Abba, my Father, I come to worship You! Blessed be Your names, Yahuweh and Yahushua my Savior! HalleluYah!
I lift up my being to worship You, Almighty Yahuweh! You are my Father and unto You I submit my will, mind, emotions, my soul and body!
January 7, 2008 (4:54am)10/28/6007.
Father Yah, I come to You this morning in a sober state. I have done foolishly in my zeal to warn one of my children. What to do now, my Father?
I know my Father that You are, continuously, at work within me, purifying and molding me according to Your purpose.
And all along You comfort me with Your Word. I know that You are sitting in the throne of my heart and You prevail in my life. Your answer is clear to me.
Psalm 37:23-24 (AMP)
23 The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by Yahuweh when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step].
24 Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for Yahuweh grasps his hand in support and upholds him.
Again, You are bringing me to Psalm 37. So I am to wait. I will not continue to write to my children. For that matter, to anyone.
I have given out the words You bid me to give out. Now it’s time to sit still and worship You as You lead me in this perilous road the we are traveling.
I will do as You bid me to do, be still and rest in You. I will wait for You and patiently lean myself upon You.
And as I do that, most certainly, my foolishness will come to an end. You are giving me Your wisdom as I have asked You for it. Thank You, Father.
Today, at sundown shall began the last Shabbat of this 10th month. I so wait for Your especial visit on this day. Come, Yahushua, come!
How great You are, my Father, my Savior, my Husband, my All! HalleluYah! As I sit here reflecting on Your greatness, I am humbled.
Who am I to deserve Your presence? But it has befitted You to honor me and to give me the scepter to come into Your presence for no merit of my own.
It is not my faith but Your faithfulness. You have come to me while I was yet a sinner immersed in the mire of sin and dirt. I love You because You first loved me.
January 8, 2008 (4:01am)10/29/6007.
Abba, my Father Yahuweh! I come to you with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You! Thank You Yahushua for Your precious blood!
Father Yah, the troubles of this life in the world have multiplied and keep multiplying by the day.
Fearful things are coming our way, and You know it. Yahushua warned us about these times. The end time horror is here, even at the door.
But so is Yahushua’s return to rescue us. I lift up my voice to You my Father, with confidence and reassurance that You hear my prayer, my cry for help.
Yes, Father Yah, send me Your warring angels to stand at my door and to accompany all of us in all our ways.
It is only Your protection that shall avail us on these perilous times. We are helpless, hear our cry for help.
I bring to Your remembrance the prayer I have uttered to You since 1987. Yes, Father, teach me to sit still in Your presence in the midst of the storm.
When I wrote the following meditation, I didn’t know the sacred names, but I knew the bearers of the names. Now, I know those sacred names and I am commanded to use them, so, I will make the necessary corrections in all my meditations that I wrote at that time.
Teach me Yahuweh, to sit still in Your presence, . . .
to bow in Your presence and wait on You in worship, . . .
to wait on You in worship instead of giving way to doubt, unbelief, fear, and panic...
4/17/87. Sitting still in Your presence I wait on You, Oh, my Elohim! My Yahuweh and my Elohim, I bow in Your presence to worship You, Oh, my Elohim!
Yes, Yahuweh, teach me to sit still, teach me to bow in Your presence when the waves of the storm in the sea of my troubled emotions threatens to sink down the boat that carries Yahushua and I to the other side of the lake of my life’s journey, on to eternity.
For in that boat there, in the bow, Your presence lays still, sleeping in tranquility. Why should I fear to sink down, why should I give way to doubt and unbelief?
Why should I forget Your presence, why should I forget that it was You that initiated this journey of Yahushua and I, for it was Yahushua that said, “Let us go to the other side of the lake”?
Why should I forget that it was You that called me by Your name? For in that boat there, in the bow, Your presence lays still, sleeping in tranquility. Why should I fear to sink down, give way to my doubt and unbelief, why should I forget that it was You that initiated this journey, why should I forget the mighty miracles You have already performed in this side of the lake of my life’s journey?
Why should I forget the mighty miracle of my salvation? Why should I forget the mighty miracles even in my body? For it was You that quickened my spirit to life, and performed all kinds of healing in my lamed body. Why should I forget, like Your disciples forgot, the mighty miracles that You had already performed in the other side of the lake before Yahushua and the disciples took their journey to the other side of it, as it is recorded in Your Word in the Book of Mark 4:35-41?
For in that boat there, in the bow, Yahushua lays still, sleeping in tranquility. Why should I fear to sink down, give way to my doubt and unbelief, become fearful and panic, why should I forget that it was You that initiated this journey, why should I forget the mighty miracles You have already performed in this side of my life’s journey?
Why should I forget that You have the power to command the storm in the sea of my troubled emotions, with a simple, “Peace be still”? Why should I be so fearful, why should I yet have not any confidence in You and become fearful and panic?
Yes, Yahuweh, teach me to sit still, teach me to bow in Your presence and worship You when the waves of the storm in the sea of my troubled emotions threaten to sink down the boat that carries You and I to the other side of the lake of my life’s journey on to eternity...
Yes, Yahuweh, teach me to sit still and wait on You instead of giving way to doubt and unbelief, fear and panic, for in that boat there... in the bow, Your presence lays still, sleeping in tranquility!
Yes, Yahuweh, teach me to sit still, teach me to bow in Your presence and worship You when the waves of the storm in the sea of my troubled emotions threaten to sink down the boat that carries You and I to the other side of the lake of my life’s journey on to eternity... teach me to sit still, to bow in Your presence and worship You and wait on You.
Yes Yahuweh, teach me to have confidence in You, and not to give way to panic, fear, doubt and unbelief, for in that boat there, in the bow, Your presence lays still, sleeping in tranquility with the power to command the storm in the sea of my troubled emotions with a simple, “Peace be still”! Alleluia!
January 8, 2008 (4:51pm)10/chodesh/6007.
Father Yah, we are coming to the end of this day but it is not the end of this Shabbat, at sundown in a little while we continue on Shabbat waiting for the crescent of the 11th month to show up!
January 9, 2008 (1:45am)11/1/6007.
HalleluYah! Abba, my Father I worship You! I come to You with a heart of thanksgiving to worship You! I bless Your holy name Almighty Yahuweh!
Thank You Father Yah, for not letting me take off on my own chair to wander on highways unknown to me. Thank You for turning my chair in a somersault.
That’s what You showed me in my dream. I was sitting on my own familiar computer chair rolling at high speed on a highway.
Somehow it seems like I been on that highway before. I didn’t know where I was going and I stretched my foot to brake the chair and the chair went backwards in a somersault throwing me off of it.
I scrambled to get up and there was a house with people and one young man came to offer help and from there is a blur, it seems that I woke up.
That was a dream the night before and now I see it! You are commanding me to sit still and wait on You, but I want to take off even in the most peculiar way going without direction from You.
Thank You Father for Your unending patience and long suffering with me. My peculiar trip is ended. You are empowering me to sit still and wait on You.
I see that even sitting on my chair I can wander and roll away on my own doings and not sit still waiting on You.
Thank You Father for answering the prayers that You have put in my heart for some time now.
I have been slow to receive Your answer but Your faithfulness has not departed from me. Your answer remains in spite of my wanderings.
I must learn to travel this road with You and by Your means, in Your understanding and not my own ideas and means.
I am learning the true meaning of faith in You. I am learning to trust and depend on You like a little defenseless child trusts and depends on his mother.
You are teaching me to remain in Your secret place in communion with You. You have set me apart and I am beginning to grasp the full meaning of it all.
Set apart, what does it mean my Father? — set apart, 1: to reserve to a particular use 2: to make noticeable or outstanding.
You have set me apart for a particular use, make known my use to me, my Father and let me walk in that use.
Psalms 4:1-8 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Answer me when I call, O Elohim of my righteousness! You gave relief to me when I was in distress; Show favour to me, and hear my prayer.
(2) Till when, O you sons of men, Would you turn my esteem to shame, Would you love emptiness, seek falsehood? Selah.
(3) But know that Yahuweh has separated a kind one for Himself; Yahuweh hears when I call to Him.
(4) Tremble, and do not sin. Speak within your heart on your bed, and be still. Selah.
(5) Offer slaughterings of righteousness, And trust in Yahuweh.
(6) Many are saying, “Who would show us good?” Yahuweh, lift up the light of Your face upon us.
(7) You have put more gladness in my heart, Than in the season that their grain and wine increased.
(8) I lie down in peace altogether, and sleep; For You alone, O Yahuweh, make me dwell in safety.
HalleluYah! Thank You Father for Your precious words. Thank You O Ruach Yahuweh for writing those words in my innards where they will prevail.
You have set me apart for Your purpose and command me to tremble and do not sin. Speak within my heart on my bed and be still. What is to tremble? To tremble is to fear.
In scripture, fear is used to express a filial or a slavish passion. In good men, the fear of Yahuweh is a holy awe or reverence of Yahuweh and his laws, which springs from a just view and real love of the divine character, leading the subjects of it to hate and shun every thing that can offend such a holy being, and inclining them to aim at perfect obedience. This is filial fear.
Leviticus 20:7-8 The Scriptures 1998+
(7) ‘And you shall set yourselves apart, and shall be set-apart, for I am Yahuweh your Elohim,
(8) and you shall guard My laws and do them. I am Yahuweh, who sets you apart.
Leviticus 20:26 The Scriptures 1998+
(26) ‘And you shall be set-apart to Me, for I Yahuweh am set-apart, and have separated you from the peoples to be Mine.
Set a guard on my lips, O Ruach Yahuweh and keep me away from making phone calls. Keep me away from the people who is not fitting unto You.
I have spoken and reached out with the words You have given unto me, I can no longer speak until You inspire me to do so. I wait on You.
Your people wrongfully dissect Your Word and justify themselves and find ways to disobey Your commandments. Confusion and despair are rampart like never before.
I refuse to join them. I will walk alone with You on this narrow gate leading to eternity with You.
I know You have Your remnant, and I pray that I am included in that blessed remnant. I will not pretend and assume that it is so.
But I know that You live within the deepest part of me, my spirit. I know that You lead and direct me.
I know that even if I have to suffer the unimaginable tortures that are coming from this miserable wicked world, I know that like Your called men of old, You are my refuge and my strength. You will support me in the time of trouble.
How will You do it, is a mystery to me, but You have done it and You will do it again and again until You have accomplished Your will for Your creation.
Come, Yahushua come! Is my cry. You have promised me the salvation of those You have given unto me and I will no longer fret about them. I wait on You.
My whole being cries for You. I fear You, I fear to disobey and offend You. I want You. I want Your intimacy.
I want to know You and the desires of Your heart. I want to know and recognize Your voice at all times and obey it.
I want to obey You. I don’t ever want to wander away from You not even for a short moment. I want to remain in Your presence at all times.
That’s my prayer to You, that’s my passionate desire, this day and now and always. Hear my prayer Almighty Yahuweh, my Father, my Abba.
Thank You for hearing and answering me. Thank You for revealing Yourself to me O Yahushua, for making Yourself real to me this day and in future days. HalleluYah!
Psalms 103:11-19 The Scriptures 1998+
(11) For as the heavens are high above the earth, So great is His kindness toward those who fear Him;
(12) As far as east is from west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us.
(13) As a father has compassion for his children, So Yahuweh has compassion for those who fear Him.
(14) For He knows how we are made; He remembers that we are dust.
(15) As a flower of the field, so he flourishes.
(16) For the wind blows over it, and it is no more, And its place no longer remembers it.
(17) But the kindness of Yahuweh Is from everlasting to everlasting Upon those who fear Him, And His righteousness to children’s children,
(18) To those who guard His covenant, And to those who remember His orders to do them.
(19) Yahuweh has established His throne in the heavens, And His reign shall rule over all.
January 10, 2008 (12:58am)11/2/6007.
HalleluYah! I come unto Your throne of grace to worship You! Thank You Yahushua for Your life! Thank You for Your blood! HalleluYah!
I come to worship with my writing. In the middle of the night You kindly call me unto Your bosom, thank You Father Yah! Here I am, to worship You!
Psalm Chapter 25 (Sacred Scriptures, Family of Yah Edition)
A Psalm of David.
1 Unto thee, O Yahweh, do I lift up my soul.
2 O my Elohim, in thee have I trusted, Let me not be put to shame; Let not mine enemies triumph over me.
3 Yea, none that wait for thee shall be put to shame: They shall be put to shame that deal treacherously without cause.
4 Show me thy ways, O Yahweh; Teach me thy paths. 5 Guide me in thy truth, and teach me; For thou art the Elohim of my salvation; For thee do I wait all the day.
6 Remember, O Yahweh, thy tender mercies and thy loving-kindness; For they have been ever of old.
7 Remember not the sins of my youth, nor my transgressions: According to thy loving-kindness remember thou me, For thy goodness’ sake, O Yahweh.
8 Good and upright is Yahweh: Therefore will he instruct sinners in the way.
9 The meek will he guide in justice; And the meek will he teach his way.
10 All the paths of Yahweh are loving-kindness and truth Unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies.
11 For thy name’s sake, O Yahweh, Pardon mine iniquity, for it is great.
12 What man is he that feareth Yahweh? Him shall he instruct in the way that he shall choose.
13 His soul shall dwell at ease; And his seed shall inherit the land.
14 The friendship of Yahweh is with them that fear him; And he will show them his covenant.
15 Mine eyes are ever toward Yahweh; For he will pluck my feet out of the net.
16 Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; For I am desolate and afflicted.
17 The troubles of my heart are enlarged: Oh bring thou me out of my distresses.
18 Consider mine affliction and my travail; And forgive all my sins.
19 Consider mine enemies, for they are many; And they hate me with cruel hatred.
20 Oh keep my soul, and deliver me: Let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in thee.
21 Let integrity and uprightness preserve me, For I wait for thee.
22 Redeem Israel, O Elohim, Out all of his troubles.
Thank You Father, thank You for Your Word.
January 10, 2008 (11:40pm)11/3/6007.
Father Yah, You have gotten me up after I’ve been asleep for about 3 hrs. only to run into a conflict. It perplexed me for a moment.
But then You quickened me to bind the demons of hell coming against me and command them to leave my home.
Then You brought me to the following Scriptures and I perceive that my reaction to the conflict I woke up to, was the same reaction from Your people in these Scriptures.
I perceive, my Father how You are teaching me to react not according to my understanding of things but according to the Word You have written in my heart.
You have written in my heart the fact that I am not fighting against flesh and blood but against the spiritual forces of hell.
And so, You enlightened me to submit my reasoning to You and quickened me to bind those demons and I did.
From here on I know that I no longer can afford to dwindle with my understanding of these conflicts coming against me. Strengthen me my Father for the battle.
Help me to stand up and lift the rod of Yahushua to part the sea and make a way for me and the people You have given to me to lead out of this wicked world in which we live.
Help me to set my mind on You. I submit my understanding to You. I refuse to ponder and dwell on my fears and suspicions. In silence, I wait on You.
Exodus 14:10-31 The Scriptures 1998+
(10) And when Pharaoh drew near, the children of Yisrael lifted their eyes and saw the Mitsrites coming up after them. And they were greatly afraid, so the children of Yisrael cried out to Yahuweh.
(11) And they said to Mosheh, “Did you take us away to die in the wilderness because there are no graves in Mitsrayim? What is this you have done to us, to bring us up out of Mitsrayim?
(12) “Is this not the word that we spoke to you in Mitsrayim, saying, ‘Leave us alone and let us serve the Mitsrites?’ For it would have been better for us to serve the Mitsrites than to die in the wilderness.”
(13) And Mosheh said to the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the deliverance of Yahuweh, which He does for you today. For the Mitsrites whom you see today, you are never, never to see again.
(14) “Yahuweh does fight for you, and you keep still.”
(15) And Yahuweh said to Mosheh, “Why do you cry to Me? Speak to the children of Yisrael, and let them go forward.
(16) “And you, lift up your rod, and stretch out your hand over the sea and divide it, and let the children of Yisrael go on dry ground through the midst of the sea.
(17) “And I, see I am hardening the hearts of the Mitsrites, and they shall follow them. And I am to be esteemed through Pharaoh and over all his army, his chariots, and his horsemen.
(18) “And the Mitsrites shall know that I am Yahuweh, when I am esteemed through Pharaoh, his chariots, and his horsemen.”
(19) And the Messenger of Elohim, who went before the camp of Yisrael, moved and went behind them. And the column of cloud went from before them and stood behind them,
(20) and came between the camp of the Mitsrites and the camp of Yisrael. And it was the cloud and the darkness, and it gave light by night, and the one did not come near the other all the night.
(21) And Mosheh stretched out his hand over the sea. And Yahuweh caused the sea to go back by a strong east wind all that night, and made the sea into dry land, and the waters were divided.
(22) And the children of Yisrael went into the midst of the sea on dry ground, and the waters were a wall to them on their right and on their left.
(23) And the Mitsrites pursued and went after them into the midst of the sea, all the horses of Pharaoh, his chariots, and his horsemen.
(24) And it came to be, in the morning watch, that Yahuweh looked down upon the army of the Mitsrites through the column of fire and cloud, and He brought the army of the Mitsrites into confusion.
(25) And He took off their chariot wheels, so that they drove them with difficulty. And the Mitsrites said, “Let us flee from the face of Yisrael, for Yahuweh fights for them against the Mitsrites.”
(26) Then Yahuweh said to Mosheh, “Stretch out your hand over the sea, and let the waters come back upon the Mitsrites, on their chariots, and on their horsemen.”
(27) And Mosheh stretched out his hand over the sea, and the sea returned to its usual flow, at the break of day, with the Mitsrites fleeing into it. Thus Yahuweh overthrew the Mitsrites in the midst of the sea,
(28) and the waters returned and covered the chariots, and the horsemen, and all the army of Pharaoh that came into the sea after them, and not even one was left of them.
(29) And the children of Yisrael walked on dry ground in the midst of the sea, and the waters were a wall to them on their right and on their left.
(30) Thus Yahuweh saved Yisrael that day out of the hand of the Mitsrites, and Yisrael saw the Mitsrites dead on the seashore.
(31) And Yisrael saw the great work which Yahuweh had done in Mitsrayim, and the people feared Yahuweh, and believed Yahuweh and His servant Mosheh.
January 11, 2008 (5:54am)11/3/6007.
HalleluYah! Here I am my Father after better than an hour of attentively reading about how You want me to keep my Shabbat.
You are truly ingraining within me the life of Your Word. You are dividing my being and spirit, and joints and marrow.
Hebrews 4:12 The Scriptures 1998+
(12) For the Word of Elohim is living, and working, and sharper than any two-edged sword, cutting through even to the dividing of being and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart.
Hebrews 5:14 The Scriptures 1998+
(14) But solid food is for the mature whose senses have been trained by practice to discern both good and evil.
January 12, 2008 (2:44am)11/4/6007.
HalleluYah! That’s all I would write on this day, my Father and You how I spend my day getting information from You about what’s happening in the midst of this confusing world in which we live.
January 13, 2008 (5:51am)11/5/6007.
Abba, my Father! You are faithful! As I come seeking Your face, longing to hear Your voice, You answer my pleas in Your Word, the Scriptures.
You have truly written Your Word within my heart and You bringing it to my remembrance to speak to me. HalleluYah!
Your written Word, written in my heart, is the sure way to hear You now. So many times I’ve misguided listening to voices non relevant to Your Word.
I can no longer rely on my own understanding not even my past thinking. I have to depend on Your Ruach to quicken me the appropriate Word coming from You. After all the distressing information I got yesterday, I remained calm. And this morning You brought to my remembrance Psalm 27 to re-enforce my calm. HalleluYah!
Psalms 27:1-14 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Yahuweh is my light and my deliverance; Whom should I fear? Yahuweh is the refuge of my life; Whom should I dread?
(2) When evil-doers come against me To eat up my flesh, My adversaries and my enemies, They shall stumble and fall.
(3) Though an army encamps against me, My heart does not fear; Though battle comes up against me, Even then I would be trusting.
(4) One matter I asked of Yahuweh – this I seek: To dwell in the House of Yahuweh All the days of my life, To see the pleasantness of Yahuweh, And to inquire in His Hekal.
(5) For in the day of evil He hides me in His booth; In the covering of His Tent He hides me; On a rock He raises me up.
(6) And now my head is lifted up above my enemies all around me; And I offer in His Tent with shouts of joy; I sing, yea, I sing praises to Yahuweh.
(7) Hear, O Yahuweh, when I cry with my voice! And show me favour, and answer me.
(8) To my heart You have said, “Seek My face.” Your face, Yahuweh, I seek.
(9) Do not hide Your face from me; Do not turn Your servant away in displeasure; You have been my help; Do not leave me nor forsake me, O Elohim of my deliverance.
(10) When my father and my mother have forsaken me, Then Yahuweh does take me in.
(11) Teach me Your way, O Yahuweh, And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
(12) Do not give me over To the desire of my adversaries; For false witnesses have risen against me, And they breathe out cruelty to me.
(13) What if I had not believed To see the goodness of Yahuweh In the land of the living!
(14) Wait on Yahuweh, be strong, And let Him strengthen your heart! Wait, I say, on Yahuweh!
Oh my Father! My Abba! My Yahushua! The tears welled up from my innards when You speak to me! You are and Awesome, Mighty and Wonderful Yah!
Words evade my thinking to give You adequate praise. I join the host of heaven and I exclaim, Kadosh, kadosh, kadosh!
Bring me close to You in this intimate moment of worship my Yah. Let the thought of others be removed far from my mind. I fix my mind on You!
Let me linger in Your presence forever! Be not far from me at any time on my walk on these earthly grounds. Let me be conscious of Your presence at all times.
I do believe to see Your goodness magnified in the land of the living soon to be a reality, even more than Your goodness right now.
A time when we will only see Your goodness and there will no more the wicked be to contend with, even the wicked from within.
A time when You will fulfill us completely and we will abide in You fully. A time when we will truly come to the completeness of our union. Come, Yahushua, come!
There is so much confusion going on as to when to keep our Shabbat my Father, I cannot let man’s thinking and deductions seduce me any longer.
I cannot go by my own thinking and deduction either. I ask You my Father, give me the sound knowledge from Your Ruach that I can depend on, on this matter.
January 14, 2008 (3:03am)11/6/6007.
Blessed be Your names Yahuweh and Yahushua! Blessed be Your names forever and ever! HalleluYah!
I have been reading the message from my brother Daniel in Yahspace. It’s a marvel to me how You put in my path and help me to find Your talmadin ones.
Father! How faithful You are to speak to me the same thing over and over again because You know how slow I am to truly grasp Your words to me.
Here is what You have been saying to me for years. Let it sink into my spirit and let it produce in my daily walk the fruit that You desire to produce.
March 9, 2007 (4:09am).
Here I am my Father, here I am ready to start my day with Your blessings. I am here to worship and bless You with my presence.
Speak to my heart Oh my Father, bless me with Your words of substance to feed my being least I perish.
“My child, I know all about your predicament. I have a solution for all your troubles, do not fear for I am in control of your life. What you do and what you are has been ordained by Me. I live nothing out of the design of your life in Me. All that I require of you is that you believe Me. Believe the words that come from Me, believe My works in you, walk in My presence at all times. Do not hesitate and waver and be intimidated by the darts from the enemy. Walk undaunted, unshaken by the least adversity. Learn to handle the adversities in your present walk with the sword of My Word and you will never be moved when the times come when you will encounter troubles beyond your imagination. Walk at liberty and ease, knowing of a surety that you are keeping My commandments by the power of My Ruach HaKodesh and that I love you with everlasting love, I never leave you nor forsake you.”
January 15, 2008 (3:05am)11/7/6007.
Thank You, my Father! Thank You, Yahushua! Thank You for Your faithfulness! Thank You for Your love and mercy and provision for me! HalleluYah!
Today, at sundown is the start of Shabbat according to the lunar calendar. I will celebrate it and keep it separated unto You.
Father, I thank You for the use of this computer. I thank You for providing the means of communication between the remnant at least for the immediate moment.
Once more I pray my Father that by the power of Your Ruach You inscribe in the memory of my spirit every word written in the Scriptures and spoken to me from You.
Your Word has been a lamp unto my feet for many years now and You bring it to my remembrance and I check it in the Scriptures.
But, I know there will come a time when I will not be able to check that Word in the Scriptures because there will not be Scriptures available.
And as I bring this matter to You I perceive that You have already made provision for that time. Thank You Father.
Revelation 3:7-13 The Scriptures 1998+
(7) “And to the messenger of the assembly in Philadelphia write, ‘He who is set-apart, He who is true, He who has the key of Dawid, He who opens and no one shuts, and shuts and no one opens, says this:
(8) “I know your works – see, I have set before you an open door, and no one is able to shut it – that you have little power, yet have guarded My Word, and have not denied My Name.
(9) “See, I am giving up those of the congregation of Satan, who say they are Yehudim and are not, but lie. See, I am making them come and worship before your feet, and to know that I have loved you.
(10) “Because you have guarded My Word of endurance, I also shall guard you from the hour of trial which shall come upon all the world, to try those who dwell on the earth.
(11) “See, I am coming speedily! Hold what you have that no one take your crown.
(12) “He who overcomes, I shall make him a supporting post in the Dwelling Place of My Elohim, and he shall by no means go out. And I shall write on him the Name of My Elohim and the name of the city of My Elohim, the renewed Yerushalayim, which comes down out of the heaven from My Elohim, and My renewed Name.
(13) “He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the assemblies.” ’
Oh! My Father, how awesome You are! I humble myself and throw myself before Your throne saying with the host of heaven, Kadosh, kadosh, kadosh!
It is my deepest desire to remain in this attitude of worship all the days of my life in You. I worship You with my whole being! HalleluYah!
Many times You have spoken these words to me. And the more You speak them to me the deepest root they take. HalleluYah!
Psalms 45:1-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) My heart is overflowing with a goodly word; I address my works to the Sovereign; My tongue is the pen of a speedy writer.
(2) You are more handsome than the sons of men; Favour has been poured upon Your lips; Therefore Elohim has blessed You forever.
(3) Gird Your sword upon Your thigh, O Mighty One, Your excellency and Your splendour.
(4) And ride prosperously in Your splendour, On the matter of truth and humility, righteousness; And let Your right hand lead You to awesome matters.
(5) Your arrows are sharp In the heart of the Sovereign’s enemies – Peoples fall under You.
(6) Your throne, O Elohim, is forever and ever; The scepter of Your reign Is a scepter of straightness.
(7) You have loved righteousness and hated wrongness1; Therefore Elohim, Your Elohim, has anointed You With the oil of gladness more than Your companions. Footnote: 1Heb. 1:8-9.
(8) All Your garments are myrrh and aloes, cassia; Out of the palaces of ivory, Stringed instruments have made You glad.
(9) Daughters of sovereigns are among Your precious ones; At Your right hand stands the sovereigness in gold from Ophir.
(10) Listen, O daughter, and see, And incline your ear, And forget your own people and your father’s house;
(11) And let the Sovereign delight in your loveliness; Because He is your Master – bow yourself to Him.
(12) And the daughter of Tsor with a gift, The rich among the people seek your favour.
(13) The daughter of the Sovereign Is all esteemed within the palace; Her dress is embroidered with gold.
(14) She is brought to the Sovereign in embroidered work; Maidens, her companions following her, Are brought to You.
(15) They are brought with gladness and rejoicing; They enter the Sovereign’s palace.
(16) Instead of Your fathers are Your sons, Whom You appoint princes in all the earth.
(17) I cause Your Name to be remembered in all generations; Therefore the people praise You forever and ever.
Father, You know what has transpired in the last two hours. It’s now January 15, 2008 (8:28am) and I am distraught. Where is the composure that I am suppose to keep?
If minor adversities distraught me how am I going to face the assault of the enemy in full force against me?
Let me look up to You, let me turn these minor attacks into Your hands. Let me hear Your instructions before I go into battle with my own frustration.
“My child, you are in training. I am preparing you for the battle. You are not alone, I am with you every step of the way. I have set you apart, don’t expect the world’s approval of your apartness. Adversities are inevitable but do not trouble yourself with your immediate reaction, learn to wait in silence until your emotions are under control. Every time you falter on this matter you learn a little more about the treachery of your emotions and the importance to bring them under My control. With every stumble I am empowering you to keep calm under adverse circumstances. Do not panic, keep your calm, I am with you. You are My beloved and you are not alone, I am with you always to protect and care for you at all times. I love you with everlasting love.”
Thank You Father for Your instructions. Thank You for Your presence every step of my way in the midst of this evil world.
Isaiah 43:1-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) But now, thus said Yahuweh, your Creator, O Yaaqob, and He who formed you, O Yisrael, “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you. I have called you by your name, you are Mine.
(2) “When you pass through the waters, I am with you; and through rivers, they do not overflow you. When you walk through fire, you are not scorched, and a flame does not burn you.
(3) “For I am Yahuweh your Elohim, the Set-apart One of Yisrael, your Saviour; I gave Mitsrayim for your ransom, Kush and Seba in your place.
(4) “Since you were precious in My eyes, you have been esteemed, and I have loved you. And I give men in your place, and peoples for your life.
(5) “Do not fear, for I am with you. I shall bring your seed from the east, and gather you from the west.
(6) “I shall say to the north, ‘Give them up!’ And to the south, ‘Do not keep them back!’ Bring My sons from afar, and My daughters from the ends of the earth –
(7) all those who are called by My Name, whom I have created, formed, even made for My esteem.”
January 15, 2008 (8:00pm)
Oh! My Father! Do take control of my emotions and teach me to suffer wrong in silence. Teach me not to retaliate.
I can’t do it my Father! And You know it. Let me take comfort in the knowledge that You know it and You are in control of this situation.
Tonight is our night, the beginning of Shabbat. Here I am my Savior to commune with You. Teach me Your ways and grant me to do Your pleasure on this blessed time.
You know what I am going through, I refuse to let my emotional upheaval take control of me. I refuse and reject evil thoughts of retaliation.
I will walk this road alone with You if that’s what You require of me. I quit my expectations from human flesh as many times as I have to quit.
Let me suffer this fowl smell quietly. There will come the time when I will have to suffer worse smells than this one.
Teach how to live above pain and hurt. Give me the victory over these enemies. I lift up my eyes to You and I worship You.
I rejoice in my afflictions and I bless the afflictor. Bless him with Your salvation my Father. Give him a heart to worship You. Deliver him from the grip of ha Satan.
January 16, 2008 (1:54am)11/8/6007.
HalleluYah! In my pain and hurt I worship You! And in the middle of the night I lift up my being to thank You!
I trust this burden unto You and I take refuge in You all the days of my life in You. Though a thousand come against me I will not fear, You are my refuge!
I will go back to bed confident that in my sleep You will replenish my being.
January 16, 2008 (6:03am) I’m back my Father. I’ve been up for about an hour as You know it I was reading the reports coming from Yisrael.
Oh Father! Have mercy on us. Remember us for Your goodness sake, do not count our law breaking against us, we are totally oblivious to them by now.
We have been so assimilated by the pagan culture of this world that we no longer know even Your name!
We are so full of religion and religious rituals that we have forgotten the heart of Your Law, Your loving Torah. Mercy, mercy Oh my Father!
Yesterday and this morning in an email to a friend I expressed some of the matters that You have made me aware of to warn Your people. I quote,
From this morning a reply to a forward report on Yisrael’s plight at this moment of time,
“Again dear sister, all I can say is, Father! What a mess! Have mercy and deliver us even from our own wicked ways!
Have you noticed how most of these reports do not use the Sacred Name of Yahuweh? I tremble. We are breaking His commandments right down to the last minute and we are totally oblivious to it.
I have been getting other reports with the same information and all of them are using the pagan names to refer and to pray to our Almighty Yahuweh. Am I a fanatic or am I speaking the truth from Yahuweh?
Only His faithfulness to our fathers Abraham, Yitshaq, and Yaaqob can avail us now. Mercy, mercy! is my plea!
And from yesterday after I finished my entry in my journal,
“...After I finished writing I started checking on Jeremiah 12:5 and went back and read the whole chapter and continued to read other chapters in Jeremiah, then I studied the geography and the history on these places Jer. talks about and then all I can say is: Father! What a mess!
And I go back to understand a little more about our All Knowing Yahuweh. He knew why He commanded the Israelites to kill them all and completely destroy their cities. Furthermore He forbid them to mix with them. But they refused to listen. They did as they saw best.
And from the beginning of my walk in the Scriptures under the Master Teacher the Ruach Yahuweh, I saw these things and I completely understood my Father. Now when I see the reality of the horrible history of the Israelites and the other people with whom they mixed and what it is that the prophets were coming against...
It all goes back to our free will and the lust to know more than Yahuweh. Ha Satan found no difficulty presenting his lie to Eve and getting her to disobey, he aimed at her intellect. From there on ha Satan took over and ingrained his nature unto us, and the people as a whole was never able to submit to Yahuweh. And it continues to be so.
I saw from the beginning of my walk that gnostic knowledge is the chief corner stone of human pride and arrogance. I am not against the knowledge which the Ruach imparts unto us on His terms for our good. We don’t need to know more than our loving Father and He is well able to impart unto us knowledge without limits on His terms.
So, I am going back to continue in the Torah portion reviewing the things that the Ruach Yahuweh has been writing in my heart for quite a few years now. The more I read the more confidence I place in my Teacher and the more intimate I come to Father Yah and our Yahushua. His faithfulness is our only hope.”
And that in a nut shell, my Father is the matter that I bringing to You in prayer this morning. Have mercy on Yisrael and on us all!
Father Yah, deliver us from this lust in our minds for gnostic knowledge. Deliver us from our wicked ways. Free us from the hold that ha Satan has on us because of this lust.
It seems that we never get tired of questioning and dissecting all and each of Your ways and instructions instead of obeying and submitting ourselves to Your loving authority.
We always assume that we can tell You a better way to do things. We bicker and complain about Your loving authority. As it is written,
Romans 9:19-33 The Scriptures 1998+ (19) Then you shall say to me, “Why does He still find fault? For who has resisted His counsel?” (20) But who are you, O man, to talk back to Elohim? Shall that which is formed say to him who formed it, “Why have you made me like this?”
(21) Does not the potter have authority over the clay, from the same lump to make one vessel for value and another not for value?
(22) And if Elohim, desiring to show wrath, and to make His power known, with much patience tolerated the vessels of wrath prepared for destruction,
(23) and that He might make known the riches of His esteem on vessels of compassion, which He had prepared beforehand for esteem,
(24) even whom He called, not only us of the Yehudim, but also of the gentiles?
(25) As He says in Hoshea too, “I shall call them My people, who were not My people, and her beloved, who was not beloved.”
(26) “And it shall be in the place where it was said to them, ‘You are not My people,’ there they shall be called sons of the living Elohim.”
(27) And Yeshayahu cries out on behalf of Yisrael, “Though the number of the children of Yisrael be as the sand of the sea, the remnant shall be saved.
(28) For He is bringing a matter to an end, and is cutting it short in righteousness, because Yahuweh shall cut short a matter on the earth.”
(29) And as Yeshayahu said before, “If Yahuweh of hosts had not left us a seed, we would have become like Sedom, and we would have been made like Amorah.”
(30) What shall we say then? That gentiles not following after righteousness, have obtained righteousness, even the righteousness of belief,
(31) but Yisrael following after the Torah of righteousness, has not arrived at the Torah of righteousness.
(32) Why? Because it was not of belief, but as by works of Torah. For they stumbled at the Stone of stumbling.
(33) As it has been written, “See, I lay in Tsiyon a Stone of stumbling and a Rock that makes for falling, and everyone who is believing on Him shall not be put to shame.”
Psalms 25:4-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(4) Show me Your ways, O Yahuweh; Teach me Your paths.
(5) Lead me in Your truth and teach me, For You are the Elohim of my deliverance; On You I wait all the day.
(6) Remember, O Yahuweh, Your compassion and Your kindnesses, For they are from everlasting.
(7) Do not remember the sins of my youth, and my transgressions; According to Your kindness remember me, For Your goodness’ sake, O Yahuweh.
Psalms 25:22 The Scriptures 1998+
(22) Redeem Yisrael, O Elohim, Out of all his distresses!
There is so much confusion going around about Your Sacred Name. Why? Because we don’t want to take Your commands at face value. We insist on relying on our own understanding.
Way before I came into the knowledge of the Hebrew understanding of Your Word written in the Scriptures, we were taught all Your names, or so we understood.
Actually what we learnt to be Your names were only the different titles with which Your disobedient people referred to You according to Your attributes because they refused to use Your name.
But we never learnt Your Sacred Name, it wasn’t even mentioned. And no wonder why, Your name has been erased from all translations of the Bible some 6,000 times.
You know that it’s only recently that, finally, I have given up my own understanding of Your Word, and Your Ruach, at last! is able to teach me Your Sacred Name and give me the power to use it and teach others to do so.
It is a very important matter to You. And You are making sure that the remnant of Your people do mind You in this matter.
We are at the last moment of this age, Yahushua’s return is at the door and He is coming back for a perfect bride who knows and uses Your name.
And to save me time doing a lengthy research about the matter, You have provided me with the research from Your called ones to do such. Here is two well researched articles about the matter,
http://www.eliyah.com/compref.html
I hope and pray this answer enables you to see more clear the importance of using His Name, Yahweh or Yahuweh, and not replace it with any titles or the names of pagan gods.
Ha Satan has plenty reasons to keep us from using the Mighty Name of Yahuweh and Yahuweh is giving us His warning. I will venture to say that one of the reasons to incur Yahuweh’s curses was because they broke that command as well as the others. That article is an eye opener.
Love, Thia
Deuteronomy 5:1-22 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) And Mosheh called all Yisrael, and said to them, “Hear, O Yisrael, the laws and right-rulings which I speak in your hearing today. And you shall learn them, and guard to do them.
(2) “Yahuweh our Elohim made a covenant with us in Horeb.
(3) “Yahuweh did not make this covenant with our fathers, but with us, those who are here today, all of us who are alive.
(4) “Yahuweh spoke with you face to face on the mountain from the midst of the fire.
(5) “I stood between Yahuweh and you at that time, to declare to you the Word of Yahuweh – for you were afraid because of the fire, and you did not go up the mountain – saying:
(6) ‘I am Yahuweh your Elohim who brought you out of the land of Mitsrayim, out of the house of bondage.
(7) ‘You have no other mighty ones against My face.
(8) ‘You do not make for yourself a carved image, any likeness of which is in the heavens above, or which is in the earth beneath, or which is in the waters under the earth,
(9) you do not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, Yahuweh your Elohim, am a jealous El, visiting the crookedness of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me,
(10) but showing kindness to thousands, to those who love Me and guard My commands.
(11) ‘You do not bring1 the Name of Yahuweh your Elohim to naught, for Yahuweh does not leave him unpunished who brings His Name to naught. Footnote: 1Or lift up, or take.
(12) ‘Guard the Sabbath day, to set it apart, as Yahuweh your Elohim commanded you.
(13) ‘Six days you labour, and shall do all your work,
(14) but the seventh day is a Sabbath1 of Yahuweh your Elohim. You do not do any work – you, nor your son, nor your daughter, nor your male servant, nor your female servant, nor your ox, nor your donkey, nor any of your cattle, nor your stranger who is within your gates, so that your male servant and your female servant rest as you do. Footnote: 1See footnote at Ex. 20:10.
(15) ‘And you shall remember that you were a slave in the land of Mitsrayim, and that Yahuweh your Elohim brought you out from there by a strong hand and by an outstretched arm. Therefore Yahuweh your Elohim commanded you to observe the Sabbath day.
(16) ‘Respect your father and your mother, as Yahuweh your Elohim has commanded you, so that your days are prolonged, and so that it is well with you on the soil which Yahuweh your Elohim is giving you.
(17) ‘You do not murder.
(18) ‘You do not commit adultery.
(19) ‘You do not steal.
(20) ‘You do not bear false witness against your neighbour.
(21) ‘You do not covet your neighbour’s wife, nor do you desire your neighbour’s house, his field, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, his ox, nor his donkey, or whatever belongs to your neighbour.’
(22) “These Words Yahuweh spoke to all your assembly, in the mountain from the midst of the fire, of the cloud, and of the thick darkness, with a loud voice, and He added no more. And He wrote them on two tablets of stone and gave them to me.
Exodus 3:13-15 The Scriptures 1998+
(13) And Mosheh said to Elohim, “See, when I come to the children of Yisrael and say to them, ‘The Elohim of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they say to me, ‘What is His Name?’ what shall I say to them?”
(14) And Elohim said to Mosheh, “I am that which I am.”1 And He said, “Thus you shall say to the children of Yisrael, ‘I am has sent me to you.’ ” Footnote: 1The Hebrew text reads: ’eyeh ’asher ’eyeh, the word ’eyeh being derived from hayah which means to be, to exist, but the Aramaic text here in v. 14 reads: ayah ashar ayah. This is not His Name, but it is an explanation that leads up to the revelation of His Name in v. 15, namely: Yahuweh.
(15) And Elohim said further to Mosheh, “Thus you are to say to the children of Yisrael, Yahuweh Elohim of your fathers, the Elohim of Abraham, the Elohim of Yitshaq, and the Elohim of Yaaqob, has sent me to you. This is My Name forever, and this is My remembrance to all generations.’
Exodus 20:7 The Scriptures 1998+
(7) “You do not bring1 the Name of Yahuweh your Elohim to naught, for Yahuweh does not leave the one unpunished who brings His Name to naught. Footnote: 1Or lift up, or take.
Deuteronomy 5:1-22 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) And Mosheh called all Yisrael, and said to them, “Hear, O Yisra’ ?l, the laws and right-rulings which I speak in your hearing today. And you shall learn them, and guard to do them.
(2) “Yahuweh our Elohim made a covenant with us in Horeb.
(3) “Yahuweh did not make this covenant with our fathers, but with us, those who are here today, all of us who are alive.
(4) “Yahuweh spoke with you face to face on the mountain from the midst of the fire.
(5) “I stood between Yahuweh and you at that time, to declare to you the Word of Yahuweh – for you were afraid because of the fire, and you did not go up the mountain – saying:
(6) ‘I am Yahuweh your Elohim who brought you out of the land of Mitsrayim, out of the house of bondage.
(7) ‘You have no other mighty ones against My face.
(8) ‘You do not make for yourself a carved image, any likeness of which is in the heavens above, or which is in the earth beneath, or which is in the waters under the earth,
(9) you do not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, Yahuweh your Elohim, am a jealous El, visiting the crookedness of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me,
(10) but showing kindness to thousands, to those who love Me and guard My commands.
(11) ‘You do not bring1 the Name of Yahuweh your Elohim to naught, for Yahuweh does not leave him unpunished who brings His Name to naught. Footnote: 1Or lift up, or take.
(12) ‘Guard the Sabbath day, to set it apart, as Yahuweh your Elohim commanded you.
(13) ‘Six days you labour, and shall do all your work,
(14) but the seventh day is a Sabbath1 of Yahuweh your Elohim. You do not do any work – you, nor your son, nor your daughter, nor your male servant, nor your female servant, nor your ox, nor your donkey, nor any of your cattle, nor your stranger who is within your gates, so that your male servant and your female servant rest as you do. Footnote: 1See footnote at Ex. 20:10.
(15) ‘And you shall remember that you were a slave in the land of Mitsrayim, and that Yahuweh your Elohim brought you out from there by a strong hand and by an outstretched arm. Therefore Yahuweh your Elohim commanded you to observe the Sabbath day.
(16) ‘Respect your father and your mother, as Yahuweh your Elohim has commanded you, so that your days are prolonged, and so that it is well with you on the soil which Yahuweh your Elohim is giving you.
(17) ‘You do not murder.
(18) ‘You do not commit adultery.
(19) ‘You do not steal.
(20) ‘You do not bear false witness against your neighbour.
(21) ‘You do not covet your neighbour’s wife, nor do you desire your neighbour’s house, his field, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, his ox, nor his donkey, or whatever belongs to your neighbour.’
(22) “These Words Yahuweh spoke to all your assembly, in the mountain from the midst of the fire, of the cloud, and of the thick darkness, with a loud voice, and He added no more. And He wrote them on two tablets of stone and gave them to me.
January 17, 2008 (3:34am)11/9/6007.
Abba, my Father, I worship and adore You! I love You with my whole being! HalleluYah!
Father Yah, have I done wrong by starting these courses in Wilkes Comm. College? Now, I have a lot to study outside of the Scriptures.
Have I picked up unnecessary burdens at times when I am suppose to be down sizing? Talk to me my Father and tell me what is Your desire.
“My child, you have taken refuge in Me. I have brought you into the secret place of My Being, therefore, you have nothing to fear. I giving you enough wisdom and time to take care of all the tasks in front of you. It does seem unnecessary for you to learn these things but, I have My reasons for you to do so. In due time you will know how to use this knowledge for My glory. Go over Psalm 91 and keep it in your heart. Do not despair, I am with you at all times.”
Psalms 91:1-16 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High, Who abides under the shadow of the Almighty,
(2) He is saying of Yahuweh, “My refuge and my stronghold, My Elohim, in whom I trust!”
(3) For He delivers you from the snare of a trapper, From the destructive pestilence.
(4) He covers you with His feathers, And under His wings you take refuge; His truth is a shield and armour.
(5) You are not afraid of the dread by night, Of the arrow that flies by day,
(6) Of the pestilence that walks in darkness, Of destruction that ravages at midday.
(7) A thousand fall at your side, And ten thousand at your right hand; But it does not come near you.
(8) Only with your eyes you look on, And see the reward of the wrong ones.
(9) Because you have made Yahuweh – My refuge, the Most High – your dwelling place,
(10) No evil befalls you, And a plague does not come near your tent;
(11) For He commands His messengers concerning you, To guard you in all your ways.
(12) They bear you up in their hands, Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
(13) You tread upon lion and cobra, Young lion and serpent you trample under foot.
(14) “Because he cleaves to Me in love, Therefore I deliver him; I set him on high, Because he has known My Name.
(15) “When he calls on Me, I answer him; I am with him in distress; I deliver him and esteem him.
(16) “With long life I satisfy him, And show him My deliverance.”
From Hebrew translation: 16 With long chayim will I satisfy him, and show him My Yahshua.
HalleluYah! I humble myself in Your presence and with all the host of heaven and earth I exclaim: Kadosh, kadosh, kadosh!
Father! Your secret place is YAHUSHUA! He is the One abiding under Your shadow and I am dwelling and abiding in Him! HalleluYah!
Your Ruach revealed this to me way back at the beginning of my walk in Your presence.
But now, even at this moment that reality is so ever alive in my heart. You are faithful, O my Father!
You have kept me in Your secret place all these years, that’s why I overcame the enemy and he never took control of me! Thank You, Father.
This is a record of an email I wrote to a friend on this day about the sacred names:
Sorry to have misunderstood you. I see and understand your concern. I have also been receiving this information together with the last messages from Yedidah and a report from Pam Shuffert. At first it totally blew me away! But, when I got into prayer the Ruach inspired me to keep my focus on Him and not on the evil that’s going on.
The Ruach showed me that it is time now more than ever to continue in the things that are at the heart of the Father and that is to prepare and purify Yahushua’s Bride to present it to Him spotless and blameless.
He showed me that He is purifying us by teaching us how to handle or endure the adversities that come to us everyday.
I tremble for my family and the people He has entrusted unto me for ministry. But He has given me total peace about it and He is empowering me to work while there still remains a little daylight. But I am well aware that the light is soon to expire.
Yes, the Spirit has departed from Bush for quite a while. He is and has been nothing but a pawn in the hands of the Illuminate. we truly are much further along that most everybody is aware. It seems that it is exactly like the times of Noah just like Yahushua told us.
And the Ruach tells me, continue building the Ark, not by your might, not by your power but by Me. Do not panic, DO NOT look at their evil faces and do not pray for this people anymore. Set your focus on your Savior , Yahushua ha Messiah and His desires not only for you but for your loved ones that I have given to you.
Every piece of daily news I receive He brings to my remembrance Psalm 91 to restore any momentary distraught.
And so, I have peace about the whole thing and a renewed strength to continue my small part in the skim of things.
That’s why I am sharing with you and a few others what He is doing with me and what He is teaching me and what He is revealing to me. The issue of His name is a matter of tremendous importance to Him and the fact that His name has been abolished is the reason for the many evils that come to His people and for the state of things as they are now.
In the insistence of people to use other names when His name is being clearly revealed on these days only brings us further disaster. And that’s what I see happening all around me but, He tells me, Do not panic just keep proclaiming the Mighty Name of Yahuweh and Yahushua and I’ll do the rest.
I have been reading an old article from Yedidah on the Names. It’s a powerful article and I believe I am going to publish it in my site.
January 18, 2008 (4:10am)11/10/6007.
Blessed be Your name O Yahuweh! Blessed be Your name Yahushua!
On this day I wrote in an email to a friend,
Likewise my dear,
I’m going through a valley of hardship. (And I related what the hardship was all about, since then I have learned not to relate certain things involving others affairs.)
But I had a wonderful night of sleep in spite of the altercation before I went to bed. Your reply has greatly encouraged me. He is truly working with me and you. His faithfulness has no end.
I have posted a couple of new articles in my site, www.nowistime.com maybe you’ll like to take a look.
Love, thia
January 19, 2008 (am)
I don’t have a record of my writing on this day, all I have is an email from my friend, a reply to my email above.
Greetings & blessings to you, my friend!
I pray that all is well with you today and that you are enjoying HIS presence as always. I’m sorry to hear about this challenge from ... but I’m not surprised. I, too, have a grandmother, parents, children, and grandchildren and I also stand alone in my beliefs. HE strengthens us to stand until that day when all is crumbling around us and they will come running to us to grab onto the fringes of our garments for they will then know that we have the TRUTH. We can only pray that their eyes will be opened in time and that they will be able to get to one of us.
I was encouraged in my prayers about this by today’s Torah study as Monte talked about the lessons of the wilderness and that very Scripture. There’s no point in worrying about any of this it’s out of our hands anyway. You know what you have to do. There’s no other way but HIS WAY.
I’ve been reluctant to spend time “chatting” as it’s not something I really enjoy. I was asking FATHER how I can explain this in a way that won’t make you feel that I’m ‘rejecting” you as I don’t want to hurt your feelings. I don’t like chatting in general and try to avoid any and all unnecessary kinds of “chatting” especially. I find that it causes me to say things that I either later regret or sometimes don’t even mean. I prefer to communicate by e-mail as it allows me to pray and give “voice” to what’s in HIS heart instead of wasting other people’s time with my opinions or the “stuff” floating around in my head. I hope that you can understand this and forgive me for not being more ‘sociable”. That’s just not the way I am. Sorry. I do check my e-mail every day and you can know that everything you send to me in an e-mail will be carefully and prayerfully considered ! and that I will respond as HE leads me to.
Blessings,
And here is my reply:
Well, you absolutely don’t have to worry about hurting my feelings for not chatting! That’s exactly the way I feel, I just don’t have any desire for chit chat at all, isn’t wonderful the way He is separating us to Himself? Chatting with you was an unusual episode for me. I am even getting away from the phone chatting. I don’t call and when I am called I don’t have much to chit chat about.
I had a disaster yesterday, my hard drive crashed! And you know? I didn’t even get excited about it. I did, though, invested quite a bit of time attempting to recover my data, I don’t why I did that, but at the end of my trying day, my grand son comes home and in view of the circumstances, he announces that he has an extra drive! HalleluYah! It saved me 60 bucks, which I didn’t have...
January 20, 2008 (am)
After reading the above, now I know what happened on the days from the 18-27 of January. No wonder why I don’t have any records on those days! Let’s see if I find anymore on those days... I found them!

December 25, 2007 (10:36am)10/15/6007
I am a writer called of Yahuweh as a watchman since 1985. I write and publish warning messages to Yahuweh’s people calling them to repentance, exposing the wickedness of our flesh and the deception of the age.
Father Yah has called me to strip myself naked to show all, my wicked self and to proclaim upon the roof tops all the things He tells me in secret, to exhort His people to look at their own wickedness and the impossibility to free ourselves from such without our Savior’s intervention. Our Father through His Ruach Yahuweh alone is the One to convict and give us the power to repent. Without Him and His plan of salvation we shall perish.
Our Father’s name is Yahuweh or Yahweh from YHWH and our Savior’s name is Yahushua or Yahshua.
He raises up ignorant and low individuals like myself to proclaim His message of love and enduring patience and longsuffering for us all.
The message I proclaim is: beware! don’t deceive your own self are you the wolf? your own false prophet deceiving your own self?
This is a message to expose our wickedness and make us realize that the root of all our problems is the wickedness of our own selves.
We blame haSatan for all the evils that come to us but, we don’t realize that many if not most of the time haSatan is only the instrument as we suffer the consequences of our own evil doings or actions out of our own inclinations. Most of the time the flesh or our human nature without Yahuweh, the nature inherited from Adam, is so sneaky and conniving that it is hard to determine when we are acting or walking by the flesh.
The purpose of this message from the Ruach Yahuweh is to make us all see our wickedness and turn to Him for mercy. For until the Ruach haKodesh penetrates our beings and cuts us asunder to see the reality of our wickedness we are not able to receive and submit to Yahushua’s rule.
We must depend on our Father Yahuweh to convict and to give us the power to repent from our wicked ways. And the Father uses people and many means to convict us. Also, conviction and repentance is not a once for all deal. We must die daily. The flesh is always ready to entice us to rebellion against Yahuweh’s ways and we have to beware of it. We were born of the flesh with a wicked nature and a wicked heart, there is no way we can make the flesh good, the flesh is flesh and remains flesh through our entire lives.
John 3:3-8 The Scriptures 1998+
(3) Yahushua answered and said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born from above, he is unable to see1 the reign of Elohim.” Footnote: 1Or perceive.
(4) Nakudimon said to Him, “How is a man able to be born when he is old? Is he able to enter into his mother’s womb a second time and be born?”
(5) Yahushua answered, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he is unable to enter into the reign of Elohim.
(6) “That which has been born of the flesh is flesh, and that which has been born of the Spirit is spirit.
(7) “Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You have to be born from above.’
(8) “The Spirit1 breathes where it wishes, and you hear the sound of it, but do not know where it comes from and where it goes. So is everyone who has been born of the Spirit.” Footnote: 1Or wind.
We not only have to be born again of the Ruach Yahuweh but we have to walk by His Ruach and obey His commandments if we want to understand and enter the Kingdom of Elohim, so it is written,
John 3:36 The Scriptures 1998+
(36) “He who believes in the Son possesses everlasting life, but he who does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of Elohim remains on him.”
John 14:21 The Scriptures 1998+
(21) “He who possesses My commands and guards them, it is he who loves Me. And he who loves Me shall be loved by My Father, and I shall love him and manifest Myself to him.”
John 15:10 The Scriptures 1998+
(10) “If you guard My commands, you shall stay in My love,1 even as I have guarded My Father’s commands and stay in His love. Footnote: 1See 14:15.
1 John 2:3-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(3) And by this we know that we know Him, if we guard His commands.1 Footnote: 1See 3:6.
(4) The one who says, “I know Him,” and does not guard His commands, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.
(5) But whoever guards His Word, truly the love of Elohim has been perfected1 in him. By this we know that we are in Him.2 Footnotes: 1Gen. 17:1, Ps. 119:1, Mt. 5:48. 2See 3:24.
(6) The one who says he stays in Him ought himself also to walk, even as He walked.
(7) Beloved, I write no fresh command to you, but an old command which you have had from the beginning. The old command is the Word which you heard from the beginning.1 Footnote: 1See v. 24.
Now, our flesh is hostile to our Father Yahuweh. For our flesh is wicked, evil, sinful, it cannot submit to Yahuweh. So it is written,
Romans 8:6-8 (AMP)Modified by Thia to reflect the sacred names.6 Now the mind of the flesh [which is sense and reason without the Holy Spirit or Ruach haKodesh] is death [death that comprises all the miseries arising from sin, both here and hereafter]. But the mind of the [Holy] Spirit or Ruach haKodesh is life and [soul] peace [both now and forever]. 7 [That is] because the mind of the flesh [with its carnal thoughts and purposes] is hostile to Yahuweh(God ), for it does not submit itself to Yahuweh’s Law or Torah; indeed it cannot. 8 So then those who are living the life of the flesh [catering to the appetites and impulses of their carnal nature] cannot please or satisfy Yahuweh (God), or be acceptable to Him.
Jeremiah 17:9-10 The Scriptures 1998+
(9) “The heart is crooked1 above all, and desperately sick – who shall know it? Footnote: 1See 7:24, 16:12, 18:12, 23:17.
(10) “I, Yahuweh, search the heart, I try the kidneys, and give every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his deeds.
Jeremiah 18:12 The Scriptures 1998+ (12) But they shall say, “It is no use! For we walk according to our own plans, and we do each one the stubbornness of his evil heart.”1 Footnote: 1See 7:24, 16:12, 17:9, 23:17.
Truly, we were born in sin, with a sinful nature. We inherited the sinful nature from Adam, as it is written,
Romans 5:12-13 The Scriptures 1998+
(12) For this reason, even as through one man sin did enter into the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned –
(13) for until the Torah, sin was in the world, but sin is not reckoned when there is no Torah.
The flesh is flesh and it cannot be made good not even by the blood of Yahushua. The blood of Yahushua means death to the flesh not reformation.
The sinful carnal nature is very subtle, it can trick us into sin and keeps us ignorant of our sin, until the Ruach haKodesh exposes it to ourselves.
In the meantime, if we are left to ourselves, we cover our wickedness by doing all kinds of good, religious and moral things that keep us unaware of the truth about our wickedness.
And if the Ruach haKodesh uses someone to reach out to us and makes us see our wickedness, we get highly insulted and we turn against anyone that is so inspired of the Ruach and we accuse that one of trying to be the Ruach.
So has been the case from the beginning of time. Our pride is so innate that it is impossible for us alone to overcome it.
But the Ruach Yahuweh in His mercy and for the sake of His name, is always faithful to, after much tribulation, reach us and expose our pride, convict and give us the power to repent.
To that effect our Savior Yahushua is continuously interceding for us, even shedding tears because of our rebellion.
It is true, we are saved by grace, the unmerited favor to us sinners. But after salvation we are required to keep the Torah, Yahuweh’s commandments.
Philippians 2:12-13 (AMP)12 Therefore, my dear ones, as you have always obeyed [my suggestions], so now, not only [with the enthusiasm you would show] in my presence but much more because I am absent, work out (cultivate, carry out to the goal, and fully complete) your own salvation with reverence and awe and trembling (self-distrust, with serious caution, tenderness of conscience, watchfulness against temptation, timidly shrinking from whatever might offend Elohim and discredit the name of Yahushua).
13 [Not in your own strength] for it is Elohim Who is all the while effectually at work in you [energizing and creating in you the power and desire], both to will and to work for His good pleasure and satisfaction and delight.
The Torah are the teachings and instructions from our Father Yahuweh to live a righteous life. It is not obsolete as we have been taught.
So we see from the Scriptures written so far, when we accept Yahushua’s salvation we come into a covenant with Him.
He gives us His life but we must abandon our sinful life and begin to live according to His commandments, His Torah.
His commandments, according to the new covenant are not hard because He gives us His Ruach haKodesh to empower us to keep His Torah.
Actually, Yahushua is the living Torah and when we abide in Him we are able to live our lives according to the Torah if only we let the Ruach teach us all that we lack to know about Yahushua.
But, because of our pride, we are unable to submit to His rule. We insist to live our lives as we see fit not allowing anyone to interfere in our ways.
There is so much to learn about living a righteous life, it is impossible to do it alone, we need the Ruach Yahuweh and each other.
But we have to be willing to give as well as to receive correction from each other. If we get angry when we are corrected it only proves that we are giving way to our pride.
There are many things that are not necessary sinful, but, they are not edifying for us to practice. We must learn to live a set apart life.
We must abandon our worldly ways of living and strive to live a life submitted to our Savior. Regardless of our circumstances, that life is possible.
We don’t have to live an idle life. There is so much to do in Yahuweh’s camp besides sitting around in isolation doing nothing or passing the time of our lives with worldly entertainment.
We were not put in this world to entertain ourselves as we see fit but to work the good works that Yahuweh has prepared for us. As it is written,
Ephesians 2:10 The Scriptures 1998+
(10) For we are His workmanship, created in Messiah Yahushua unto good works, which Elohim prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.
Now I want to expose some of the subtle works of the flesh which are destroying and making havoc of many Messianic ministries.
The flesh had grand opportunity to shine when we were into the false doctrine of grace against law.
But now the flesh is shining on our new findings that there is grace in the Law. And we strive to keep the Law or the Torah.
Let me explain a certain parallel. The protestant churches broke away from the Catholic church because they saw their error, but they kept the same traditions and holidays as the Catholic church.
Evidently the protestant churches failed to do a complete break because they did not consider Yahuweh the Elohim of Abraham, Jacob and Issaic.
They followed a reformed doctrine from the Catholic Church and kept only those things that seem right unto them but they left Yahuweh and the Hebrew Messiah out of the picture.
Now we have the Hebraic Movement. We have broken away from what has turned out to be a pagan Christian System and have returned to our Hebraic roots.
But, have we really broken away? Or are we still working and operating from the bags of deception from the pagan Christian System?
I suggest that we are still working and operating according to our bags. We are still doing the same things that we did while in that system.
Do I have grounds to suggest such preposterous thing? Yes I do. Take a look only at the Messianic prolific market places, is not that a bag from the pagan system?
That’s the way that the world and the pagan Christian System operates. That’s the way they support themselves. It is commerce, the back bone of this country.
I know all about marketing. I have been involved in it. I have studied and attempted to climb to the top of the mountain.
And I did almost succeeded. I made it to the million dollar club in real state. And if it wouldn’t have been for my faithful Father I would have ascended to the highest peak and died there of spiritual malnutrition and pride.
And, believe me along with my marketing studies I was also a Bible adherent and a prayer. But why did my Father pulled the rug from under me?
The Father caused me to fail at all my attempt to support myself because He wanted to support me, but, I would not hear of it.
My reasoning was, I got a good mind I have to use it to help myself and help others that are not as fortunate as I am.
The good old lie God help those who help themselves was my motto. I never did realize that our Father helps the helpless, the ones that trusts Him like a little child trusts his mother.
And so, my story went for most of my life until October 21, 1986. It was then when the Ruach knocked me off my horse of self sufficiency and opened my eyes to see my iniquity.
I have been living my life in complete dependance on Him since. Though that many times I have regressed for a time, but, the Father is faithful to discipline me and bring me back into His fold to the effect to warn others.
Now I can tell more clearly why I wouldn’t listen to my Father. Why I kept falling backwards.
Because of my wicked flesh. My pride went before my fall. And so it is with all of us. We all have to die daily. Do we know what that means? It has cost me years of discipline from the Father to learn that lesson.
Psalms 139 is a reality in my life. I have truly gone to the depth of hell and I haven’t been able to get away from His Ruach.
He has a plan for each one of our lives and somehow He will accomplish that plan if He has to sick haSatan to discipline us, like He did with Job.
Anyhow, I want to end this article with one more observation about the doings of our flesh and the consequences of our doings.
This commerce that we find so fitting to engage on for survival, is opening the door to haSatan to make havoc out of our lives.
The fact is that haSatan has been unleashed, the pit has been opened and now we are being attacked like never before.
The greatest attack is through our children, a lot them had been abused by mankind because as a result of our carnal ways of living according to the wantonness of the flesh we have failed to protect them.
But, when I read about a tragic accident that almost killed the beloved child of a couple engaged in the work of Yahuweh, I saw that the ones who have not been abused by mankind are being abused directly by haSatan himself.
And this happens as I see it through this tragic accident because unknowingly when we choose to join the rest of the world in commerce, we open the door for haSatan to attack us. And he goes for our children.
This young child, along with many of our children are destined to do exploits for
Yahuweh, therefore the greatest attack is to them. But when I learnt about this tragic incident the first thing I did was to wonder, Why? And I asked the Father about it.
When I heard this young child’s father relate the timing of the incident I immediately recall my request to the Father when I saw the parallel to the publishing and selling of my book and the timing of this father publishing and selling of his newest book.
Many times, unknowingly, we open doors to haSatan that invite him to make havoc out of our lives. We are called to live a life of absolute dependency on our Father Yahuweh, like Taylor Hudson and Smith Wigglesworth and many others whose lives we have read about.
In a very small way I have lived that kind of life and I have experienced His miraculously providence almost every day. Sometimes, I get down to -0 in my bank account and before I know it He comes through and provides the means.
We are not to depend on man for anything including our support. It is written curse is the one who puts his trust on men. Selling our books is one of the ways we put our trust on men doing what all the pagans and disobedient ones of His called children are doing.
The marketing of Messianic literature is becoming just as obscene as the marketing of the pagan Christian world. This is a fact. I know that it is an abomination and that our Yahuweh is totally displeased about it and we tied His hands to provide for us in the way He wishes and desires to provide for us.
I pray that somehow all of His key talmadin come into this revelation and amend our ways. It is time that we become truly separated and non dependant on any man, whether they be our brothers or estranges.
For years I have been warning Christian people, but they wont listen, they insist on their warp knowledge of the Scriptures. They claim to be led by the Spirit but they don’t test the spirits, they are led by the spirits that led the leaders of the Constantine Christian System and they have made their own idols...
A great number of us have been practically plucked out of that pagan Christian system by Yahuweh’s mighty hand, but, in a very subtle way the doctrines of that system cling to us and we have a hard time accepting the reality of Yahuweh’s ways.
And so, we are vulnerable and easy prey for haSatan’s wiles and enticing. We get in a pinch and haSatan comes to us disguised as angel of light and gives us a solution that seems right to us even according to the Scriptures, and bang! He shuts the trap!
But that’s the nature of the flesh. I can tell you all the deceptions that I have been
trapped in, but it will take a lot of space. So, let me tell you just one.
In 1995, because I didn’t want to take medications, a psychiatrist talked me into taking shock treatments for my depression.
Well, that doctor almost destroyed me, but by the grace of Father Yah, my oldest daughter fired him and placed me in another hospital where they began a heavy drug treatment for my bipolar syndrome as I have been diagnosed.
So, one day, I remember clearly, I was sitting in front of my computer contemplating about taking all those medications and I asked my Father, please heal me!
And He answered me and said,
My grace is sufficient unto you.
And I said, if Your grace is sufficient unto me, why do I have to take all of these medications? Well, questioning my Father really meant that I didn’t believe Him. So the next answer that I heard did not come from Him.
I heard a whisper saying, If it wasn’t for my grace you wouldn’t have all those
medications...and I took the bait! Ah! The gullible flesh! It seemed right to me.
When the Father told me that His grace was sufficient unto me, I should have taken Him at His word and quit taking those pills right there and then.
But I didn’t. So, I became in bondage not only to the medications but also to the doctors and for years those doctors were my gods and they almost killed me.
Until, this year in the 7th month of Yahuweh’s calendar or September in the Gregorian calendar, when, finally, my Father choose to set me free from that bondage.
Funny thing...as I was writing the above paragraph I became aware that this 7th month in my Father’s calendar is a year that ends the punishment of the lost tribes of Israel.
The punishment is over, we are free to go Home, free to start all over again! He is giving us the spirit of repentance and restoring to us all that we have lost! HalleluYah!
No wonder why I am in such a good health now not only physically but, most important spiritually. HalleluYah!
And so, let me end this article with an encouraging note, again the punishment is over and all our doings in the flesh shall be exposed to us and we will be set free to serve our Yahuweh with an absolute pure heart!
May this article in some kind of way helped you to see your flesh in action through the examples of my flesh in action. HalleluYah! All my love, Thia

January 15, 2008 (6:28am)
Father, You know what has transpired in the last two hours. It’s now 8:28am and I am distraught. Where is the composure that I am suppose to keep?
If minor adversities distraught me how am I going to face the assault of the enemy in full force against me?
Let me look up to You, let me turn these minor attacks into Your hands. Let me hear Your instructions before I go into battle with my own frustration.
“My child, you are in training. I am preparing you for the battle. You are not alone, I am with you every step of the way. I have set you apart, don’t expect the world’s approval of your apartness. Adversities are inevitable but do not trouble yourself with your immediate reaction, learn to wait in silence until your emotions are under control. Every time you falter on this matter you learn a little more about the treachery of your emotions and the importance to bring them under My control. With every stumble I am empowering you to keep calm under adverse circumstances. Do not panic, keep your calm, I am with you. You are My beloved and you are not alone, I am with you always to protect and care for you at all times. I love you with everlasting love.”
Thank You Father for Your instructions. Thank You for Your presence every step of my way in the midst of this evil world.
January 17, 2008 (3:34am)11/9/6007.
Abba, my Father, I worship and adore You I love You with my whole being HalleluYah
Father Yah, have I done wrong by starting these courses in Wilkes Comm. College? Now, I have a lot to study outside of the Scriptures.
Have I picked up unnecessary burdens at times when I am suppose to be down sizing? Talk to me my Father and tell me what is Your desire.
“My child, you have taken refuge in Me. I have brought you into the secret place of My Being, therefore, you have nothing to fear. I giving you enough wisdom and time to take care of all the tasks in front of you. It does seem unnecessary for you to learn these things but, I have My reasons for you to do so. In due time you will know how to use this knowledge for My glory. Go over Psalm 91 and keep it in your heart. Do not despair, I am with you at all times.”
Psalms 91:1-16 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High, Who abides under the shadow of the Almighty,
(2) He is saying of Yahuweh, “My refuge and my stronghold, My Elohim, in whom I trust ”
(3) For He delivers you from the snare of a trapper, From the destructive pestilence.
(4) He covers you with His feathers, And under His wings you take refuge; His truth is a shield and armour.
(5) You are not afraid of the dread by night, Of the arrow that flies by day,
(6) Of the pestilence that walks in darkness, Of destruction that ravages at midday.
(7) A thousand fall at your side, And ten thousand at your right hand; But it does not come near you.
(8) Only with your eyes you look on, And see the reward of the wrong ones.
(9) Because you have made Yahuweh – My refuge, the Most High – your dwelling place,
(10) No evil befalls you, And a plague does not come near your tent;
(11) For He commands His messengers concerning you, To guard you in all your ways.
(12) They bear you up in their hands, Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
(13) You tread upon lion and cobra, Young lion and serpent you trample under foot.
(14) “Because he cleaves to Me in love, Therefore I deliver him; I set him on high, Because he has known My Name.
(15) “When he calls on Me, I answer him; I am with him in distress; I deliver him and esteem him.
(16) “With long life I satisfy him, And show him My deliverance.”
From Hebrew translation: 16 With long chayim will I satisfy him, and show him My Yahshua.
HalleluYah I humble myself in Your presence and with all the host of heaven and earth I exclaim: Kadosh, kadosh, kadosh
Father Your secret place is YAHUSHUA He is the One abiding under Your shadow and I am dwelling and abiding in Him HalleluYah
Your Ruach revealed this to me way back at the beginning of my walk in Your presence.
But now, even at this moment that reality is so ever alive in my heart. You are faithful, O my Father
You have kept me in Your secret place all these years, that’s why I overcame the enemy and he never took control of me Thank You, Father.

January 28, 2008 (7:28am)11/20/6007.
For years I have been reading and meditating and listening to others teach on Ephesians 5, but, it has never stroke me before like it strikes me now
I checked myself against verses 3-5 and found myself not-guilty. I thought that because I had quit overtly doing all those things I was now pure and clean, washed in the blood of the Lamb and never it occurred to me that I was an idolater still
But the Father He is not living one stone unturned of the old structure of myself. He is exposing the hidden idols which I have been worshiping for years.
As He led me into Ephesians 5 this morning, I realized how He is performing that work in me by bringing me to the Scriptures and opening my eyes to see the reality of my condition.
And I hope and pray that by sharing this revelation here, someone will be ministered and encouraged to let the Ruach do likewise work in him.
Eph 5:1-33 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Become, then, imitators of Elohim as beloved children.
(2) And walk in love, as Messiah also has loved us, and gave Himself for us, a gift and an offering to Elohim for a sweet-smelling fragrance.
(3) But whoring and all uncleanness, or greed of gain, let it not even be named among you, as is proper among set-apart ones –
(4) neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor coarse jesting, which are not fitting, but rather thanksgiving.
(5) For this you know, that no one who whores, nor unclean one, nor one greedy of gain, who is an idolater, has any inheritance in the reign of Messiah and Elohim.
(6) Let no one deceive you with empty words,* for because of these the wrath of Elohim comes upon the sons of disobedience. Footnote: *See 4:14.
(7) Therefore do not become partakers with them.
(8) For you were once darkness,* but now you are light in the Master. Walk as children of light – Footnote: *See 2:2, 4:18, Col. 3:7.
(9) for the fruit of the Spirit1 is in all goodness, and righteousness, and truth – Footnote: 1See Philip 1:11.
(10) proving what is well-pleasing to the Master.
(11) And have no fellowship with the fruitless works of darkness, but rather reprove1 them. Footnote: 1Or confute, or expose.
(12) For it is a shame even to speak of what is done by them in secret.
(13) But all matters being reproved* are manifested by the light, for whatever is manifested is light. Footnote: *Or confuted, or exposed.
(14) That is why He says, Wake up, you who sleep, and arise from the dead, and Messiah shall shine on you.
(15) See then that you walk exactly, not as unwise, but as wise,
(16) redeeming the time, because the days are wicked.
(17) So then do not be foolish, but understand what the desire of Yahuweh is.
(18) And do not be drunk with wine, in which is loose behavior, but be filled with the Spirit,
(19) speaking to each other in psalms and songs of praise and spiritual songs, singing and striking the strings in your heart to the Master,
(20) giving thanks always for all to Elohim the Father, in the Name of our Master Yahushua Messiah,
(21) subjecting yourselves to each other in the fear* of Elohim. Footnote: *Ex. 20:20.
(22) Wives, subject yourselves to your own husbands, as to the Master.
(23) Because the husband is head of the wife, as also the Messiah is head of the assembly, and He is Savior of the body.
(24) But as the assembly is subject to Messiah, so also let the wives be to their own husbands in every respect.
(25) Husbands, love your wives, as Messiah also did love the assembly and gave Himself for it,
(26) in order to set it apart and cleanse it with the washing of water by the Word,1 Footnote: 1Rev. 19:8-9.
(27) in order to present it to Himself a splendid assembly, not having spot or wrinkle or any of this sort, but that it might be set-apart and blameless.
(28) In this way husbands ought to love their own wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself.
(29) For no one ever hated his own flesh, but feeds and cherishes it, as also the Master does the assembly.
(30) Because we are members of His body, of His flesh and of His bones.
(31) For this cause a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.
(32) This secret is great, but I speak concerning Messiah and the assembly.
(33) However, you too, everyone, let each one love his own wife as himself, and let the wife see that she fears her husband.
How easy it is to be an idolater while following Yahushua. How easy it is to excuse ourselves for not living a holy life because of Yahuweh’s grace.
We think of our Heavenly Father, the Almighty Yahuweh as a sugar daddy willing to pamper us in all minute details of our lives.
And we rally at His blessings and blame the enemy for whatever evil comes upon us. We never figure our loving Father causing us any harm whatsoever
Then we get out of that system which taught us to think that way, and come to know the Messianic ways of worship. And we think, That’s it I am free now
But O the sneakiness of the flesh of man We don’t realize that we have only changed to a different system, but a system still.
And we remain in a state of idolatry, only now we worship the Messianic Idols Preposterous You might say?
Oh yeah? Check with Yahuweh. Check with Him in the secret chamber of your private prayer away from all preconceived ideas and teachings that might influence your communication with Father Yahuweh.
Let the Ruach Yahuweh strip you naked of all your presumptions. Let Him deal with you as it is pleasing unto Him. You will never regret it
What is an idol? Could it be that our idols are not only tangible things but also ideas or beliefs derived from mankind? Let’s see what the definition of idol includes:
Definition: Idol
Idol-- Noun
1. A material effigy that is worshiped as a god; thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image ; money was his god .
2. Someone who is adored blindly and excessively.
3. An ideal instance; a perfect embodiment of a concept.
We simply overlook anything other than an engraved imagine as an idol. It never occur to us that our families, our beloved children could be idols.
It doesn’t make sense to us how Yahushua tells us to hate mother and father, what an outlandish command. How is it possible to hate your beloved mother and father?
And then, it comes the time when you see it Then you realize exactly what Yahushua meant and by the power of the Ruach Yahuweh, you lay down your life.
That’s when He begins to expose all your idols and gives you the power to obey and dispose of them.
Slowly, on my account, going here and there searching for who knows what, until I got the power to obey His command to sit still and wait on Him.
He is now effecting those things in my life. I am not attending any congregation nor following any religion whatsoever. I quit my fellowship search.
Against all human reason, I am obeying my Master. I am sitting still and waiting on Him at all times. The rewards are bountiful
Sometimes I wobble and I tend to be swayed by my negative thoughts on what others are thinking about me. But, He is setting me free even from such.
There is no end to the daily blessings and discipline that I receive from His hand of mercy.
Could you believe that He exposed to me my readiness to offend my grandson on account of a measly piece of diaper rag that I’ve been using for years to clean my glasses?
Oh measly idol There It’s gone Likewise for my purple hand towel that I used to dry my hair, gone Gone Gone
What? A silly thing? Not that silly. I was an stumbling block on account of those two measly idols, the penalty for that? Worse than the bottom of the sea
Mat 18:6-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(6) But whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to stumble, it is better for him that a millstone be hung around his neck, and that he be drowned in the depth of the sea.
(7) Woe to the world because of stumbling-blocks For it is necessary that stumbling-blocks come, but woe to that man by whom the stumbling-block comes
Have you ever been an stumbling block? Or have you even thought about it? Have you questioned yourself in all your failures to witness?
How many times we so staunchly defend our beliefs and our doctrines without even realizing that we are being an stumbling block?
How many times have we refused to hear the truth from Yahuweh because it is in conflict with our conception of His ways, and we teach others on the same line of thinking? Stumbling block.
How many times for the sake of witnessing we attempt to impose upon others our own idea of the Gospel? Stumbling block.
How many times have we neglected to sit still at the feet of Yahushua and instead run to the fellowship of the believers? Stumbling block.
Why is there so much confusion going on all around us? Because we refuse to sit still at the feet of Yahushua and let the Ruach Yahuweh teach us all whatever we lack to know about Yahushua.
We insist in running over to the experts. We search high and low and we neglect to search in the right place: the feet of Yahushua.
Oh yeah I am sure that most everybody squeeze some time out of their busy schedules for Yahushua and Bible study.
Is that enough? I often times wonder how Yahushua and His disciples spent all the time of their waking life and then some with the Father.
Yes, they were with the crowds but they walked in the presence of the Father doing His business and at night they spent in prayer.
How can we measure up to that standard? But we are commanded to measure up if we expect to enter into His Kingdom.
In the meantime, the Ruach Yahuweh is working through many messengers to expose these things to us all.
We can search the whole world databases and listen to the most enlightened preachers and learn all sorts of things, all is vanity
We can stick to our own understanding or to the enlightening of others, but, it will not avail us when the time comes.
There is no human knowledge nor is there any brother or sister who can help us in obtaining the only power that will avail us in the times coming.
For there is only one power that can avail us: the Ruach Yahuweh. And that power can only be obtained at the feet of Yahushua in the stillness of our souls.
Does that mean that we are to forsake all and retreat all by our selves and become recluses?
Not necessarily. But it means that we are to quit all of our vain searches and longing for fellowship and wait on Him to fit us in His terms not ours.
Furthermore, while we are waiting we should be letting the Ruach Yahuweh teach us and our children how to worship Him in the unity of our families.
And for the looks of the whole spectrum of Yahuweh’s people we are far from quitting our conniving and schemes for spiritual growth.
Most all of us are sailing in our own boat convinced that such boat will carry us on to eternity with Yahushua.
I tremble, for I fear Yahuweh and by no means I wish to sail my own boat. Therefore, I am sitting still waiting on Him against all human reason.
May this be the conclusion for each and every member of His most set apart people.

And now as a conclusion for this testimony I will insert the account of the past 51/2 months since September 15, 2007.
February 2, 2008 (11:28am)11/23/6007.
Father Yah, You know all about my computer fiasco of yesterday. You know how I attempted to install a new drive and I didn’t back up any of the work You have inspired to me since January 28, 2008.
So, I lost 5 days of my work which I will try to reconstruct today from emails I have saved on those days. Early in the morning and during the days of January 28-31 I wrote some e-mails to my friends which details what happened and what I wrote in those days. Only of the work from yesterday I don’t have any record.
February 3, 2008 (1:42am)11/26/6007.
HalleluYah I worship You my Father Abba, my Father, I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You HalleluYah.
Oh My Father, how faithful You are You have brought me back to our communion on February 2007. Your faithfulness is overwhelming HalleluYah
How You have taken care of me this special year of my life You have healed and restored my life according to Your pleasure. What a wonder
Father Yah, as I have told You many times before, like a handmaid looks up to her mistress for instructions and her supplies so I look up to You for the same.
Here I am today, ready to go and refill my pantry. I don’t want to do this thing out of my own whim. I have my list made. You promised to lead and guide me in the way that I should go and I promised to wait on You.
It’s now 11:05 am, in due time I will go to the store and fulfill my list, but it doesn’t look that it will be today. Earlier this morning, in an e-mail to a friend I wrote the following and shared with her the article that You gave me this morning. I wrote,
Here goes a timely article for us at the right time. This morning I started a search on the Ruach Yahuweh and I put Spirit in the Scriptures search. It gave me back 28 pages of Scriptures from Genesis to Rev. about the Ruach Yahuweh and our spirit. I decided to print them all but I ran out of paper so, I figured to start with what I had printed and later on I’ll go to get more paper.
I have been praying and asking the Ruach Yahuweh to make it plain to me what exactly is to walk by the Ruach Yahuweh, that’s the reason why I started my search in the Scriptures.
Well, in the meantime, since I messed up my computer the day before yesterday and I am still recuperating from the crash, I was fixing up my bookmarks, looking for a bookmark to a page from a sister who publishes new articles from my Sister in Yahuweh and I found it and went into the page to check for new articles and found just what the Ruach Yahuweh wanted me to find. HalleluYah Here it goes
And I included the article by Sister Yahuweh titled: LED by haRuach The Daily Lifestyle of the Set-Apart Remnant which I have printed separately.

February 4, 2008 (4:02am)11/27/6007.
Father Yah, You know the dilemma I am facing. I don’t want You to find me lazy and slothful depending on any man to rescue me.
You have given me the means of transportation, is it right for me to dispose of that automobile and be left stranded with no transportation depending on whoever?
Or am I acting out of fear and placing my trust in that automobile and not on You? I am faced with this decision and I refuse to act out of fear.
I am calling on You for wisdom. I know it has come the time to demonstrate my faith and trust in You. I need clear direction on what to do.
I am not confused. You are establishing my steps. You have commanded me to sit still, work at home through the internet as long as it is there and to trust You for the rest.
Now this situation with the automobile comes up. Is my concern for that automobile lack of trust in You?
I have taken refuge in You and You have given me the assurance that You take care of me. I depend on You not only for transportation but also for where I am going to be transported.
You have brought to my remembrance Psalm 91. For years You have revealed Yourself to me and inscribed that Psalm in my most innards parts.
And after I reviewed that Psalm, I was able to write, “I know that it is against human wisdom to sign away my title to that automobile. But You have given it to me and You can take it away, blessed be Your name.”
And that was the solution to my dilemma. I gladly signed my title away and I experienced Your blessed freedom. One more idol out of my way
That automobile represented independence to me. I was able to go and come as I pleased. I didn’t have to depend not even on You to go. I just went.
It was also false security. I owned something of monetary value and that amounts to something in this world.
I attribute my blessing to You and that was enough for me, it pacified my conscience. But certainly it did not please You
You do not require all of these thanksgiving offerings that we offer unto You. It is a contrite and broken spirit that You are after.
It is the humble spirit who honors and obey Your commandments that You are after. You do not require all of these rituals and words we use to reach You.
We can have all kinds of knowledge of the Scriptures and all kinds of revelations and dreams and such, but it doesn’t amount to a heap of beans if we are breaking the lest of Your commandments.
And in this day and age, we are assailed from all directions with all kinds of new doctrines according to the newly acquired knowledge from man.
We are so easily deceived by our reasoning. We have a hard time to understand that You have never changed one iota of Your established ways.
And so we go on, sailing our own boat, each convinced it is the right boat to carry them to eternity and ignoring the messengers You have raised for this time and age.
Thank You for Your faithfulness to keep giving Your messages regardless of how few are heeding them. (End of this article.)
Let me continue with my entries in February:
February 5, 2008 (4:48am)11/28/6007.
HalleluYah Blessed be Your name Father Yahuweh Blessed be the name Yahushua forever I worship You
You know my Father everything about me. You know how You are leading and teaching me Your way by Your Ruach haKodesh.
I am humbled by Your faithfulness and wish in my heart to have others come to You and experience Your faithfulness in this special way.
I pray for the ones You have given to me. I pray for Yerushalayim. I pray to learn Your language. I pray to be sensitive and obedient to Your voice.
Tears well up from within me. I know how sad You are to see Your children this late in the age, still rejecting and despising even Your name.
You are calling us into Your Secret Place, the abode within Yahushua, but, we are slow to answer Your call.
There are so many other concerns. The enemy got us totally immersed in our miserable family problems and we can’t even breath so bugged down we are...
All we can think and feel is the misery of broken down relationships. The pounding pain of dysfunctional families.
We hang on for dear life to ideas and beliefs learned in a pagan environment in which we have chosen to remain even when You call us to come out of it.
Where do we, You and I and all Your called ones to warn Your people in these tormented last days, where do we go from here?
I know the time is short, shorter than what most everybody realizes it. I have been knowing this urgency in my spirit since 1986 as You know it.
But, Your people still mocks and jeer at us the same words that they jeered at Your taught ones through the ages.
“Nothing is going to happen to us Our God knows our heart and he is merciful. I am saved and nothing is going to happen to me ” So they said.
And they go on their own merry go round doing whatever they see fit to worship You without even realizing how they are rejecting You because they are rejecting Your Law, Your commandments, Your Torah...
Then, there is a great majority who are indeed laboring to keep Your Torah, but, even them, they are making their own rules in their labor.
There is only a handful of humble ones Who are letting You have Your way in our lives, and we are reaping the rewards.
Oh but that Your people open their eyes to see Your hand of mercy setting us as an example to them That they may see us not as boasting our words but as heralds of Your warnings. That even if they reject us, let not Your Word return void as it is written.
And Father, a lot of them read the messages and all they can do is correct the grammar and the spelling but they don’t seem to get the gist of Your message.
Forgive them Father. You are accomplishing Your work with much regret in Your wrath. It is not Your will that any should perish...
But, Your people are deaf and misappropriate all Your words and promises. They don’t understand anything about Your righteousness. They demand Your mercy
They don’t understand much about the reality of Your Being. They have made You to their own image. And they go on worshiping that image no matter what or who points to them their folly. They insist that their image of You is the real You. How sad!
They have made a cliche out of Your sacred Word. They use all kinds of Scriptures to point out their righteousness. And they don’t realize how immersed they are in their own ways and how they have not yet got the concept of Your Word
A great majority have searched the Scriptures and have taken Your revelation and come up with their own doctrine of some kind.
O Father Have mercy upon us, for Your sake, get us out of this predicament Somehow, reach to the bottom of the hell we are living in and rescue us
Only You can do the work and You are willing, nothing is impossible to You and You do hear and answer the prayers of Your consecrated ones.
I commit myself to You once more this day. I am lifting my eyes to You with expectance and delight in You, waiting for Your instructions for this day.
After I finished writing the above entry in my journal, I went to check an email I had just received, it was from a dear sister to who I have been delivering the message You have given to me for these days.
This email only confirmed what I had just talked to You in my writing of this morning. So, I wrote the answer that You gave to me.
Father, as You are leading me, I will publish these things in my site and perhaps in the different pages to which I subscribe for a time.
As You know, this sister rejected Your message quoting me all kinds of Scriptures on faith, her excuse for not heeding Your commandments much less Your instructions for these days. So, You inspired me to write the following answer,
Dear one,
I have been through that stage you are in. But, little did I realized that I was breaking Yahuweh’s commandments, His instructions to live according to His ways not ours, whether our ways have been acquired by our interpretation of His Word or should they be stubborn ways of the flesh.
My former concept of faith has changed dramatically. For years I took my stand in what I had learned in my daily reading of the Scriptures and what I knew to be communion with the Holy Spirit. I was totally reluctant to any change whatsoever I stood in the Word And any mention to me of something that would imply dislocating me from my stand, I rejected.
And the Father let me be, until...September 15, 2007 That day was a Shabbat. The Father, graciously had brought me to at least consider the Torah when I found a minister who was not selling His Word. That was in 2006.
It was then when He began to restore me and bring me back from wandering in my own idea of His Word and His way. As you know He has called me since 1986 when I met you. Because of the tremendous spiritual revelations that I have had, I settled in my ways, thinking that I was still following His ways and that everybody else couldn’t tell me any different than what the Ruach had taught me.
I couldn’t see that all the while it was my blessed Savior reaching out to me to change and return to trust Him truly like a child trusts his parents. A child doesn’t reason things out like an adult does.
I couldn’t see Him speaking to me through anybody else other than my own intellect. I confused my intellect for my spirit. I never knew the difference between mind and spirit, though I thought I did, but I never had experienced that difference.
But, the Ruach Yahuweh He found a way to reach me and that was by letting me see how this sister was proclaiming the message that He had given to me on that year of 1986. I saw it so clear and I repented
Since then, He has placed in my path key people for these perilous last days in which we are living, people who had done their home work and listened and obeyed Him explicitly and are now receiving His Word of instruction for these days. He has raised the pastors of Jeremiah 3.
Jer 3:14-15 The Scriptures 1998+
(14) Return, O backsliding children, declares Yahuweh, for I shall rule over you, and shall take you, one from a city and two from a clan 1, and shall bring you to Tsiyon. Footnote: 1 See Isa. 27:12.
(15) And I shall give you shepherds according to My heart, and they shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.
The whole Bible is about Yahuweh and His people. Yahushua means, Yahuweh saves. When the Scriptures talks about His children they are referring to the lost children of Israel, that’s where we belong. We belong to the lost tribes of Israel and that’s why we have made a decision to come to Yahushua, because the Father has drawn us. If the Father wouldn’t have drawn us, we wouldn’t have come. So it is written, John 6:44.
But we, unconsciously, assumed that somehow we have chosen Him because we have some kind of attribute that pleases Him, especially if we are reading the Scriptures and praying and seeking Him on the daily basis.
And we don’t realize that in reality He is the One Who has chosen us way back when the whole thing began. That’s why He says, I knew you before you were even born. We read these things and we take the attitude, He knows my heart and He is in control of the world and nothing is going to happen to me, I don’t have to do anything but believe Him.
And all the while we don’t realize that we are just thinking that we believe Him but, we are not believing Him at all We are only believing what we have chosen to believe about Him according to our interpretation of the Scriptures, period.
Through the ages the Father has an unchangeable method of speaking to us. He wanted to speak to us directly but, we couldn’t stand it. So, He has chosen to talk to us through His selected vessels and it is up to us to either heed His messengers or retort to our own understanding of things like the Israelites have done from the begriming.
At last, by His mercy and grace, I have chosen to listen to His messengers. There are not many of them, but, I know that this sister is one of them and He has placed her in my path for the explicit reason for me to heed Him and His instructions coming through this vessel.
In the depth of my spirit I can confirm everything that He is telling us through this sister. I know in my heart that, should I had continued in the path He had marked for me, I would be proclaiming the exact same things.
So, it is up to you to either receive or reject. But, your blood is not on me because I have obeyed His commandment to tell to the righteous or the unrighteous of their wrong ways.
Eze 3:18-21 The Scriptures 1998+ (18) When I say to the wrong 1, ‘You shall certainly die,’ and you have not warned him, nor spoken to warn the wrong from his wrong way, to save his life, that same wrong man shall die in his crookedness, and his blood I require at your hand. Footnote: 1 This passage is almost the same as in 18:20-32 and 33:8-20.
(19) But if you have warned the wrong and he does not turn from his wrong, nor from his wrong way, he shall die in his crookedness, and you have delivered your being.
(20) And when a righteous one turns from his righteousness and shall do unrighteousness, when I have put a stumbling-block before him, he shall die. Because you did not warn him, he shall die in his sin, and his righteousness which he has done is not remembered, and his blood I require at your hand.
(21) But if you have warned the righteous one that the righteous should not sin, and he did not sin, he shall certainly live because he has been warned, and you have delivered your being.
And so, as He leads I will continue warning His people in the way He has instructed me to do. Love, Thia
It is now 3:00pm on this fifth day of February 2008. The 28th day of the 11th month according to Your calendar.
As You are inspiring me, I will now include what You have taught me about Your calendar and the weekly Shabbat.
In an email that You inspired me to write to a brother of mine I give the gist of what You have been teaching me about Your calendar and Shabbat since 2006.
Shalom my Brother,
I have taken my time in writing to you because I have been waiting on Father Yah to give me clearance on the matter of the Lunar Shabbat. I was keeping it for a few weeks but the more I did, it just didn’t seem right, mainly because I couldn’t figure out why would Yahushua kept Shabbat on the same day the Jews were keeping it at the time.
So, I finally went back to researching the matter further. As I read the Lunar literature one thing bother me and that is the fact that they talk a lot about the Babylonian history of time but they don’t have any Scriptures to back up the Lunar Shabbat. The Scriptures they quote are the Scriptures that refer to the moedin but not the weekly, seventh day Shabbat.
It puzzled me that the few people that I know are hearing from Yah, do keep the Shabbat from sundown Fri to sundown Sat. So, I decided to investigate the matter a little further.
I went to 2006 when I first learnt about the Moon and the Holy Time to keep the feasts. I talked to the brother who first introduced me to the matter. He answered my questions with sound Scriptural answers and I began to see the matter more clearly.
In the meantime, it occurred to me to check EliYah.com and see if he had anything new on it. Sure enough, he has an article which answers all my questions even further.
Besides, I can confirm what he is talking about through another Torah teacher who has done extensive research about it. My question, when did Yahushua kept the Shabbat was answered to my satisfaction.
The whole confusion derives because the Scriptures refer to two types of Shabbats, one is the High Shabbat and the other is the weekly Shabbat which Yahuweh established at creation. It was established from the beginning of time, the first day of the week to the seventh day and the seventh day, a day of rest.
Through the centuries a lot has been lost but, Yahuweh has seen that His consecutive weeks remained until today.
Now the reason why it falls on the pagan day Saturday is because the pagans usurped the Hebrew time keeping and claim it as their own. But the truth of the matter is that we are not worshiping on their day but they are worshiping on our day. Does that make sense to you?
There is a lot of Scripture to back up this truth. You can read the article in
http://www.eliyah.com/lunarsabbath.html
I am certain now on the right time to worship. Of course we still need to observe the moon to keep track of the first of the month in order to keep the feasts on the right time. A lot of sound Torah teachers are observing the moon to keep the feasts and do not keep the feasts according to the Jewish calendar.
I know that the Jewish calendar is totally wrong because of the man made postponements, they do their own calculations according to their convenience rather than observing the commandment according to the Scriptures.
Love, Thia
And so, Yahuweh put an end to my confusion and gave me His instructions about His time and His ways, both of them have never changed in spite of man’s efforts to do so.
He who has ears let him hear what the Ruach Yahuweh is saying on these most tormented times of confusion in which we live.
February 6, 2008 (2:37am)11/29/6007.
HalleluYah Abba, my Father Blessed be Your name forever Thank You Yahushua for Your blood to save me HalleluYah
Father Yah, our sickness is in my mind. Why do we get sick? I remember Your servant Paul, You said to him, My grace is sufficient unto you...
I pray Father for Your grace to be sufficient unto all Your servants and that they will be able to continue serving You even in the brink of death itself.
I know my Father that You are toughen us up to withstand the tribulation time that in many ways has already began.
We are assailed with sickness and disease, with car breakdowns, with family and brothers discord and an uncertain future for the world.
This has been a kind of quiet day, my Father. But I have to record my thanks to You for the gift of money I received today.
2Co 12:1-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) To boast, indeed, is useless for me, for I shall go on to visions and revelations of Yahuweh.
(2) I know a man in Messiah who fourteen years ago – whether in the body I do not know, or whether out of the body I do not know, Elohim knows – such a one was caught up to the third heaven.
(3) And I know such a man – whether in the body or out of the body I do not know, Elohim knows –
(4) that he was caught up into Paradise and heard unspeakable words, which it is not right for a man to speak.
(5) Of such a one I shall boast, but of myself I shall not boast, except in my weaknesses.
(6) For if I shall wish to boast, I shall not be a fool, for I shall speak the truth. But I refrain, lest anyone should think more of me than what he sees in me, or hears of me.
(7) And to keep me from exalting myself because of the exceeding greatness of the revelations, a thorn in the flesh was given to me, a messenger of Satan to hit me, to keep me from exalting myself.
(8) Concerning this I pleaded with the Master three times to take it away from me.
(9) And He said to me, “My favour is sufficient for you, for My power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, then, I shall rather boast in my weaknesses, so that the power of Messiah rests on me.
(10) Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in insults, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for the sake of Messiah. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
(11) I have become a fool – you have compelled me. For I should have been commended by you, for in no respect was I behind the most eminent emissaries, though I am a nobody.
(12) Indeed, the signs of an emissary were wrought among you with all endurance, in signs and wonders and powers.
(13) For what is there in which you were inferior to other assemblies, except that I myself was not a burden to you? Forgive me this wrong
(14) See, I am ready to come to you for the third time. And I shall not be a burden to you, for I do not seek yours, but you. For the children should not lay up for the parents, but the parents for the children.
(15) And I shall most gladly spend and be spent for your lives. If I love you more and more, am I to be loved less?
(16) But be it so, I did not burden you. But being crafty, did I catch you with guile?
(17) Did I take advantage of you by any of those whom I sent to you?
(18) I urged Titus, and sent our brother with him. Did Titus take advantage of you? Did we not walk in the same spirit – not in the same steps?
(19) Again, do you think that we defend ourselves to you? We speak before Elohim in Messiah. But all this, beloved, is for your upbuilding.
(20) For I fear lest, when I come, I do not find you such as I wish, and I be found by you such as you do not wish – lest there be strife, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, slander, gossip, puffings up, unrests,
(21) and lest, when I come again, my Elohim should humble me among you, and I shall mourn for many who have sinned before and have not repented of the uncleanness, and whoring, and indecency which they have practised.

February 7, 2008 (1:18am)11/29/6607.
Abba, my Father, here I am waiting on You, send me. I am willing my Father as You know it, and I know that You are preparing me as You see fit.
Let me not be deaf and blind to Your instructions. I am so far behind other pioneers and I feel so inadequate.
But, You have told me many of times that You are not leaving one thread off of Your design for my life. I trust and I believe You.
Day by day if not hour by hour we are approaching the end of this era of degradation. We have reached the maximum of depravity. Confusion reigns
Yes, we are in the wilderness of confusion. Unless You intervene on behalf of Your elect, we will all perish. Come, Yahushua, come and see to us. It is written,
Jud 1:1-25 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Yehudah, a servant of Yahushua Messiah, and brother of Yaaqob, to those who are called, set-apart by Elohim the Father, and preserved in Yahushua Messiah:
(2) Compassion, and peace, and love be increased to you.
(3) Beloved ones, making all haste to write to you concerning our common deliverance, I felt the necessity to write to you urging you to earnestly contend for the belief which was once for all delivered to the set-apart ones.
(4) For certain men have slipped in, whose judgment was written about long ago, wicked ones1 perverting the favour of our Elohim for indecency, and denying the only Master Yahuweh and our Master Yahushua Messiah. Footnote: 1See Mt. 13, 2 Thess. 2.
(5) But I intend to remind you, though you once knew this, that Yahuweh, having saved a people out of the land of Mitsrayim, afterward destroyed those who did not believe.
(6) And the messengers who did not keep their own principality, but left their own dwelling, He has kept in everlasting shackles under darkness for the judgment of the great day.
(7) Even as Sedom and Amorah and the cities around them in a similar way to these, having given themselves over to whoring and gone after strange flesh, are set forth as an example, undergoing judicial punishment of everlasting fire.
(8) In the same way, indeed, these dreamers defile the flesh, and reject authority, and speak evil of esteemed ones.
(9) But Mikael the chief messenger, in contending with the devil, when he disputed about the body of Mosheh, presumed not to bring against him a blasphemous accusation, but said, Yahuweh rebuke you ”
(10) But these blaspheme that which they do not know. And that which they know naturally, like unreasoning beasts, in these they corrupt themselves.
(11) Woe to them Because they have gone in the way of Qayin, and gave themselves to the delusion of Bilam for a reward, and perished in the rebellion of Qorah.
(12) These are rocky reefs in your love feasts, feasting with you, feeding themselves without fear, waterless clouds borne about by the winds, late autumn trees without fruit, twice dead, pulled up by the roots,
(13) wild waves of the sea foaming up their own shame, straying stars for whom blackness of darkness is kept forever.
(14) And Hanok, the seventh from Adam, also prophesied of these, saying, “See, Yahuweh comes with His myriads of set-apart ones,
(15) to execute judgment on all, to punish all who are wicked among them concerning all their wicked works which they have committed in a wicked way, and concerning all the harsh words which wicked sinners have spoken against Him.”
(16) These are grumblers, complainers, who walk according to their own lusts, and their mouth speaks proudly, admiring faces of others for the sake of gain.
(17) But you, beloved ones, remember the words spoken before by the emissaries of our Master Yahushua Messiah,
(18) because they told you that there would be mockers in the last time who would walk according to their own wicked lusts.
(19) These are the ones who cause divisions, not having the Spirit.
(20) But you, beloved ones, building yourselves up on your most set-apart belief, praying in the Set-apart Spirit,
(21) keep yourselves in the love of Elohim, looking for the compassion of our Master Yahushua Messiah unto everlasting life.
(22) And show compassion toward some who are doubting,
(23) but others save with fear, snatching them out of the fire, hating, even the garment defiled by the flesh.1 Footnote: 1See Gal. 5:19-21, Rom. 8:5-10.
(24) And to Him who is able to keep you from stumbling, and to present you blameless before the presence of His esteem with exceeding joy,
(25) to the only wise Elohim, our Saviour, be esteem and greatness and might and authority, both now and forever. Amen.
Father I see so much in Your words above Now more than ever these words are coming to pass with an amazing accuracy.
Expose and show us these wicked men, Father, open our eyes to see who is who in the midst of the confusion that engulf us.
Many of times I have questioned myself, am I one of them? Am I a waterless cloud not submitting to authority and causing division?
And, I have wobbled and gone back putting myself under the authority of men, not knowing that You are talking about Your authority in Your Word.
I see it now I see it clearly There is no need for me to run to and fro looking under who’s authority I am supposed to be. You are my authority
Does that mean that I am alone and free to reject the authority that You have delegated to Your chosen vessels? Indeed not
But it means that as I submit to You, You assign to me Your judicial order. I am not supposed to go ahead of You looking here and there to pick and choose, on my own accord where I want to fit.
It means I must wait on You. I must sit still and wait for Your command for me to act in whatever position You assign to me.
Most of my life I have missed the mark, I have sinned because of my insistence to act according to my own understanding of Your ways.
I thank You and I bless Your name and I bless and thank Yahushua haMessiah for rescuing me from the gates of hell, from joining in the rebellion of haSatan.
Thank You my Father for my restoration. Thank You for re-instating me like You re-instated Your emissary Kepha. I have come the full cycle. I have been sifted. I remember Your words to me in 1985 when You first called me. I remember them vividly.
“Thia, Thia, haSatan has desired to have you, to sift you like sand. But I have pray for you, that your faith fails you not and when you come back, you will strengthen the brethren.”
How faithful You are You prayed for me and I am back ready to strengthen the brethren. Ready to contend for the faith once delivered to us
You have accomplished Your will in me. Your faithfulness prevailed HalleluYah Now, with Kepha I can proclaim the same words that You gave to him,
1Pe 1:1-25 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Kepha, an emissary of Yahushua Messiah, to the chosen, strangers of the dispersion in Pontos, Galatia, Kappadokia, Asia, and Bithunia,
(2) chosen according to the foreknowledge of Elohim the Father, set apart by the Spirit unto obedience1 and sprinkling of the blood of Yahushua Messiah: Favour and peace be increased to you. Footnote: 1Obedience is also stressed in vv. 14 & 22.
(3) Blessed be the Elohim and Father of our Master Yahushua Messiah, who according to His great compassion has caused us to be born again to a living expectation through the resurrection of Yahushua Messiah from the dead,
(4) to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and unfading, having been kept in the heavens for you,
(5) who are protected by the power of Elohim through belief, for a deliverance ready to be revealed in the last time,
(6) in which you exult, even though for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by manifold trials,
(7) in order that the proving of your belief – much more precious than gold that perishes, and proven by fire – might be found to result in praise and respect and esteem at the revelation of Yahushua Messiah,
(8) whom having not seen, you love; in whom you exult with unspeakable and esteemed joy, yet not seeing, but believing,
(9) obtaining the goal of your belief: a deliverance of lives.
(10) Concerning this deliverance the prophets have sought out and searched out, prophesying concerning the favour for you,
(11) searching to know what, or what sort of time, the Spirit which was in them was pointing out concerning Messiah, when it was bearing witness beforehand the sufferings of Messiah, and the esteems that would follow,
(12) to whom it was revealed that they were serving, not themselves, but you, in these matters which now have been announced to you through those who brought the Good News to you by the Set-apart Spirit sent from heaven – into which messengers long to look into.
(13) Therefore, having girded up the loins of your mind, being sober, set your expectation perfectly upon the favour that is to be brought to you at the revelation of Yahushua Messiah,
(14) as obedient children, not conforming yourselves to the former lusts in your ignorance,
(15) instead, as the One who called you is set-apart, so you also should become set-apart in all behaviour,
(16) because it has been written, “Be set-apart, for I am set-apart.”
(17) And if you call on the Father, who without partiality judges according to each one’s work, pass the time of your sojourning in fear,
(18) knowing that you were redeemed from your futile way of life inherited from your fathers, not with what is corruptible, silver or gold,
(19) but with the precious blood of Messiah, as of a lamb unblemished and spotless,
(20) foreknown, indeed, before the foundation of the world, but manifested in these last times for your sakes,
(21) who through Him believe in Elohim who raised Him from the dead and gave Him esteem, so that your belief and expectation are in Elohim.
(22) Now that you have cleansed your lives in obeying the truth through the Spirit to unfeigned brotherly love, love one another fervently with a clean heart,
(23) having been born again – not of corruptible seed, but incorruptible – through the living Word of Elohim, which remains forever,
(24) because “All flesh is as grass, and all the esteem of man as the flower of the grass. The grass withers, and its flower falls away,
(25) but the Word of Elohim remains forever.”1 And this is the Word, announced as Good News to you. Footnote: 1Isa. 40:6-8.
Oh Father You have chosen us according to Your foreknowledge, You have set us apart by Your Ruach unto obedience...
OBEDIENCE, do we realize what that means? Most of the time I have overlooked that word. I have stopped at the part where You say that You have chosen us.
But how clear and explicit it is, You have chosen us to set us apart by Your Ruach unto the obedience of Yahushua haMessiah
February 8, 2008 (2:27am)11/30/6007.
Father Yah, You know what I’ve been doing since this time when I got up. I need to know Your time.
Oh Ruach Yahuweh, show me what day and what year it is according to Your time. There are so many different calculations. Lead me to the accurate ones.
URGENT MESSAGE
HEARKEN MY PEOPLE HEARKEN
COME OUT COME OUT COME OUT
AND COME UNTO ME

February 8, 2008 (11:30pm)12/1/6007.
HalleluYah Shabbat Shalom my Father Shabbat Shalom Yahushua As Your Ruach Yahuweh leads me at this hour of the night, so will I do.
I will write Your urgent message to Your scattered people throughout the world, not by my might or my power but by Your Ruach Yahuweh.
Father Yahuweh says,
I have waited long enough. I cannot tolerate any longer the wickedness of mankind and My people. It is imperative, My people, come out of the World’s System , least you be caught in My judgement any further to your own eternal destruction.
Heed these words, they come from My heart of compassion for you. I have given these words to My messengers for a while now. It is time that you heed them. Don’t look at the messenger, look up to Me This message is from a message given in 2004. I am bringing it to your mind again, I will not plead with you much longer.
And excerpt from the TWO CALENDARS by Sister in Yahuweh,
...How do you get out of Babel? Practical advise: First of all, get out in your heart. Separate from what Elohim calls His enemy. Get into the study of the Torah, and the Prophets and the Writings (Tenach) and study with all your heart, with the Ruach Yahuweh as your Teacher--not some opinionated human, who has a mixture of teaching from tainted and good sources. Stop wasting your time on Bible study books, unless the Ruach actually guides you to certain information. Especially don’t read books and commentaries, about the Word--for only the Ruach has the right to interpret His own Word. If you are truly born again, then He is there to Teach you, and “guide you into all Truth”. He gives revelation knowledge, the knowledge of the word that only He can impart. Why would you want ABC instruction when you can get DFA instruction? (ABC--already been chewed, as opposed to DFA—Direct instruction from the Author).
Start by dropping the sun day worship, totally. Keep only His set-apart day, for as Exodus 31, Isaiah 56 and Ezekiel 20 tell us, it is His sign between Himself and His
people forever!!! The Shabbat (Sabbath) is from Friday night until the next sunset. How can it be a set-apart sign, if you practice pagan ways the next day?
Aaron made a golden calf for the people to worship because they were scared--Moses had been on Mt. Sinai too long. Aaron told the people as they were dancing around the golden calf--“tomorrow is a Feast to Yahuweh”. That is a picture of the modern Christian church--worshiping the things of the world and then throwing in worship to the Hebrew God here and there, when it is convenient. Messiah has been gone too long, and His people are becoming bored. They want a god to worship, and have unfortunately chosen a pagan counterfeit. The counterfeit is now boring, so they are adding some of the real worship back in--a terrible mixture. If you think I’m tough, when Moses saw what was going on, he got so angry that he broke the tablets, and ground up the golden calf, mixed the gold with water, and made the people drink it.
Please don’t be involved in a mixture—going to Hebrew congregation on Saturday, and then join the pagan celebration on Sun-day. Almost everything to do with Sunday worship has its roots in some pagan practice.
Shabbat/Sabbath is the Bride’s day with her Bridegroom--it is the Covenant sign of His Covenant people. It was never meant to be a day of organized, structured church. The synagogue system came after the Babylonian captivity, and remained, even though Herod’s temple was built. It is a man-made system as are church services. Shabbat is a day to spend with Him, and in fellowship with those who love Him. It is not a day to get all dressed up and go to Saturday church.
In over 100 passages, the Word tells us that Shabbat is His Covenant sign between Yahuweh and His people, a statue forever!!
The keeping of it has nothing to do with being a Jew. It has to do with obedience to our Father’s commandments. One Shabbat, I spent 15 hours going over every verse in the Word about Shabbat. Yes, of course, I compiled the information into a study article.
This is the eternal Covenant sign between He and His people--besides being the 4th of the 10 commandments.
It was Constantine, who changed the day of worship from Shabbat to Sunday in honor of Sol Invictus, Mithras, the sun god that he worshiped. All early believers were Torah observant, and kept the Shabbat and the Feasts (the outline of His plan of salvation). Read Leviticus 23--these are the “Feasts of Yahuweh”--not the feasts of the Jews. The word for “feasts” means Elohim’s specific appointments with His people. Remember also that “Jew” refers to the 1 tribe of Judah--there were 12 tribes.
Believe me, your family will survive if you keep Hanukkah instead of Christmas, and Pesach (Passover) instead of the day of the fertility goddess. If they are angry with you, just remember that He says for you to “rejoice” for you are being persecuted for righteousness sake.
Here is a brief overview of the Calendar festivals of Yahuweh. The Seven Feasts of Yahuweh are grouped into 3 sets of Festivals during the year.
The week of Pesach (Passover) includes the Feast of Unleavened Bread and First Fruits. It is somewhere in the Roman month of either March or April. These picture the death, burial and resurrection of Messiah Yahushua. Messiah was nailed to the stake about 3:00PM on Nisan 14. These 3 Feasts cover the events of Exodus 12-14. Each event is a picture of what Messiah did for us. For example: When they crossed the Red Sea on Nisan 17, Pharaoh and his army were drowned and the people were set free forever from slavery to Egypt. When Messiah rose from the dead on Nisan 17, He destroyed the power of Satan over us, and set us free forever. Study these events and see how our Savior fulfilled each one. It is good to enjoy a Seder supper, a Passover supper, with Jewish people, for then you can see the realities of Messiah’s death so much better.
In I Corinthians chapter 5:7-8, Paul tells us to keep this Feast of Passover. Paul writes that “Messiah, our Passover Lamb, was sacrificed for us”. In I Corinthians 15:20-24, Paul says that Messiah is the “first Fruits” of eternal life. Yahushua said, “Because I live, you shall live also”.
The next Feast is Sha’vu’ot or Pentecost. It occurs 50 days after First Fruits. It is in the Hebrew month of Sivan, usually in late May or June, and covers 2 days. It celebrates the marriage covenant cut on Sinai, with His people, and the giving of the terms of that Covenant (Torah). It covers chapters 19-39 of Exodus. It was fulfilled at the coming of the Ruach ha Kodesh in Jerusalem 50 days after the resurrection of Messiah. The Ruach came so that Torah could be written on our heart, and so that we could have the power, wisdom, and direction to carry it out the terms of our Covenant with Yahuweh. Pentecost means 50.
The last set of 3 Feasts has not been fulfilled by Messiah, but will be shortly. It speaks of His coming for His people, and the judgment on the nations, and His dwelling with man forever. (He will “tabernacle” with man). These last 3 Feasts cover 15 days, and go from Tishre 1 to Tishre 15 (September/October).
The fifth feast is Rosh Ha Shanah, the New Year celebration that counts time from Creation. It is also called the Feast of Trumpets. It is at this Feast that pictures our Messiah’s return for us, and our receiving of our new bodies. (I Thessalonians 4:13-18; I Corinthians 15:51-58; Philippians 3:20-21)
The second of the last three feasts is the Day of Atonement, or Yom Kippur in Hebrew. It is the most set-apart day in the Jewish calendar. It pictures the coming forgiveness of Yahuweh for the entire nation of Israel--both Houses. “All Israel will be saved”!
It also pictures the judgment of the nations who have come against His people. It pictures the future events of Joel 3 and Matthew 25:31-36.
The third feast, which begins on Tishre 15, is called the Feast of Booths, or the Feast of Tabernacles. In Zechariah 14:16-19, it is a feast that the whole world will be commanded to keep. It speaks of the wanderings of the Hebrews in the wilderness for 40 years, and their living in tents or booths. It pictures His dwelling with us forever on this earth. Yahushua was made flesh and “tabernacled” among us. (John 1:14)
The early Pilgrims and lawmakers of America outlawed Christmas because it was pagan. Hanukkah and Purim are not part of the 7 feasts but are good to celebrate with the family, because they show the victory of Yahuweh over the enemy.
Make a quantum leap out of Lucifer’s calendar, and into Yahuweh’s calendar. Practice and enjoy the 7 feasts of Yahuweh (Leviticus 23), each one pictures a part of His salvation through Yahushua.
Keep the Shabbat in the Scriptural manner. There is no need to follow Jewish tradition. You are not becoming a Jew. You are not embracing Judaism. You are embracing your heritage as a follower of Messiah Yahushua.
Keep the festivals in the Scriptural manner, as the Word teaches. If you want to add some Jewish flavoring, that’s OK—just don’t forsake the Word for Jewish flavoring. Only two rules apply for the keeping of Shabbat: from sundown on Friday night to sundown on Saturday night, 1) you do no work, and 2) you do not you buy or sell. You do not spend money; you do not work. Nice!!! You keep travel at a minimum, and interaction with others only as He leads. It is the Bride’s day with her Bridegroom, and He talks to us more on that day than on any other day. That’s why He gets me up earlier on Shabbat than any other day--to have more time to talk to me. To help you systematically study the Torah, Jewish and Messianic groups put out calendars each year, giving the Torah-portion for the week, and for the Feasts.
In the keeping of His festivals and Shabbats, there is no money involved--no pressure, no burdens to buy for Aunt Susie, no guilt-trips on Mother’s day or Father’s day (which are also pagan holidays to the ancient world).
Also, I’m happy to announce that you should also get out of birthday celebrations, which are called “witches Shabbats”. They honor the zodiac, and some aspects of traditional birthday celebrations actually are part of witch’s practices.
Do most Christians honor the hosts of heaven, the stars, the moon and the sun in some way? Yes, but mostly out of ignorance. Did you know that ignorance is no excuse for participating in the kingdom of Lucifer? We are responsible to know the Torah, the Word, and hear from the Ruach daily, and to obey what Yahuweh reveals to our re-born spirit.
Wow, I’ve just showed you how to save about 2,000 dollars a year. You’ve lightened your load, and your stress level is down to zero, and you can rejoice in Him and feel His love and joy in you that you’ve come out of darkness into His light. You’re also entered into His Covenant, and will be protected in the days to come from the deceptions that would cost you your eternal life.
For those who stay in Rome’s calendar, and Rome’s religion, will end up most likely, if they are not dead, with the “mark of the beast” system--the Roman/Babel system, and end up losing their eternal life. Deception is strong now, and getting stronger, and if you don’t get out of it now, fast, it will engulf you, and drag you backwards.
“To those who know to do right, and do it not, to them it is sin”. (James 4:17) Once truth comes, if you do not embrace it and move with it, you will definitely find a death in your spirit--for truth changes one, and if there is no change of lifestyle when truth comes, then death sets in--eternal death, as it did when Adam and Eve disobeyed in order to please Lucifer’s deception.
Once you are freed from the Roman/Babel calendar, your life will become simple, less stressful, more free, and Father will begin to guide you into more truth, and more truth. He cannot guide us into truth, if we don’t obey the truth that we have. Obedience is the key to moving forward with Father, our precious Abba/Daddy, the Elohim of Israel, Yahuweh. You will also have more time to spend with Him, in His Word, letting Him talk to you personally.
For once, you get onto His calendar your desire for the Word will increase. Your hunger for entertainment from the world will decrease greatly. TV will become boring to you. It’s kind of like a person coming off of junk food, and finding the joys of good food.
Once you have gotten totally out of the Rome/Babel calendar, and are practicing
Yahuweh’s calendar, then He can show you other areas that you need to correct, ways to get out of debt to the world system. “The borrower is the slave of the lender”. “Owe no man anything but love”. Lucifer has trapped many of Yahuweh’s people in credit card debt, and other debts, so that they can’t go when He says: “GO”.
We are in the time of fleeing, and millions will flee, or try to flee, when martial law is enacted in this country, and other countries. We can’t even go back for our coat, Yahushua says in Matthew 24, Mark 13 and Luke 21.
So, begin to lighten your load, by giving away things to the poor, and doing the instructions that Yahushua gave to the “rich young ruler”--Luke 18:18-30. I have very little left of my material possessions, and can put everything important to me in a small sized suitcase. It is time to lighten up, so that when He says “go” we don’t look around and get that vile demonic sentimentality sprit us, and like the men of old, tell our Yahushua, that we can’t “follow the Lamb wherever He goes” because we have too much debt, a stressful job, and ties that we can’t break. Only the ones who are pure of heart--who “follow the Lamb wherever He goes”--will be free to escape the judgment that is about to fall on this Babel/Rome system--centered in the US and in Europe’s banking system, and in the Vatican.
My message to you and all of the believers, or unbelievers in Messiah, is the same as the message that Elijah gave on Mt. Carmel (I Kings 18) “How long will you hop between two opinions, if Yahuweh is Elohim, then serve Him, if Ba’al then serve Him”. So, to the church, to the believers, to the Christian world, I cry with a loud voice: Who will you serve--the Elohim of Israel, or the created religion of Ba’al which ended up in the political/economic/religious system of Rome/the USA/ Europe, the UN and the world government. For Babel/Rome is not just a political system, or an economic system, but also a religions system. The elite, wealthy rulers who run our one world government, are all worshipers of Lucifer, the Illumined one, under some shadow mystical form, or outwardly worship Lucifer Himself.
Some of our most respected politicians appear to be good, Bible-believing Christians, but that’s the deception--“Satan appears as an angel of light”. Satanists will tell you that their god’s favorite trick is to fool Christians by acting like one of them. In fact, acting moral, or having a moral platform is popular, and is a good way to hide real purposes. In fact deception can only come if a person acts one way to fool people, and then acts another way to implement their agenda.
If so-called Christians belong to the Masons, and CFR, which is the world’s arm of the Illuminati, and the Skull and Bones, and the Tri-Lateral Commission, and the Lucius Trust, and the Theosophy Society, and the Bilderberger Group, and the G-8, which is all-inclusive (quartet to be more definite)--then one cannot be in the Kingdom of Yahuweh-- IMPOSSIBLE, no matter how good they look. No, we can’t judge anyone’s heart, and the final judgment of all of us is up to Yahuweh. But, we are foolish if we try to be loyal and devoted to those who are deceiving us openly and unashamedly. This type of misplaced loyalty will cause us to be deceived by the anti-messiah.
Babel means “confusion’. The Romanian, Dimitru Duduman, who was sent to the US by our Father in the 80’s and 90’s to warn us of the coming destruction of this political and economic and religious Babel, asked the Father why He called America “Mystery Babylon”. Here is the angel’s reply: “Tell them because all the nations of the world immigrated to America with their own gods and were not stopped. Encouraged by the freedom here, the wickedness began to increase. Later on, even though America was established as a Christian nation, the American people began to follow the strange gods that the immigrants had brought in, and also turned their backs on the God who had built and prospered this country”.
As I said before, early Law in America forbid the celebrating of Christmas, for it was Roman paganism. Yet, when the Catholics first came to this country, they practiced these festivals of Christmas and Easter; which later unsuspecting Christians adopted as the norm. That’s just one example.
The judgment on this nation is because we have rejected His Torah--His Ten Commandments, and He as the only Elohim. When the monument of the Ten Commandments was slated to be removed from the Alabama Supreme Court House, the spokesman for the lawyers who were removing it, said, “Because there are many religions and religious beliefs in Alabama, we cannot say, for the state of Alabama, that there is One True God”. He was not voicing only Alabama’s governmental stand, but the stand of the entire nation’s government. We are the most idolatrous nation on earth--the nation who has turned the worst from Elohim and His “bands” upon us (Psalm 2), because we have known the truth, and have rejected it as a society.
The judgment of Yahuweh is upon all who break His Torah, and reject Him, and harm His people. (Refer to my article on the Judgment of Yahuweh). Right now, America has been experiencing for at least 14 years, the judgments of Yahuweh written in the Scriptures. Yet, we as a nation refuse to acknowledge His intervention to get us to repent as a nation. Therefore the prophecies of our destruction are imminent, without mercy and without remission. We are a proud, haughty people, who can look at that proverbial warning on the cigarette box, and say, “I don’t care what God says, I’m going to do what I want to do”. We have become “a law unto ourselves”--a rebellious, stiff necked people, made so by a counterfeit religion that says, “I can disobey all I want and grace will cover it”. This Greek philosophy, this Gnostic teaching, of a cheap grace that tolerates willful rebellion against the Elohim of Israel will destroy most believers.
If your heart is not hardened, then please get out of this horrible system in every possible way you can. Of course, He is still dealing with individuals, but He is calling individuals to repentance, to get out of His path of wrath and judgment. When you go back to the true Savior, the Redeemer, and see what He did for us, and where we stand with Him and why, it is a total release and freedom. Yahushua was a Jew. He is called “the Lion of the Tribe of Judah”. He was not a Greek or Roman. Eastern and Western thinking is very, very different. We must study the Word and learn our Hebrew roots, so that we get to know Yahushua, our Bridegroom.
My whole life is dedicated to setting people free, and exposing deceptions and illusions that are destroying people’s lives, especially the lives of the believers in the Messiah. Please make copies of this article and hand out to everyone who needs this warning. The time of the start of the end-time destructions is very, very near!! Our only protection is in our right standing with our Father Yahuweh. We cannot hide “in the secret place of the Most High”, if we have one toe left in the kingdom of darkness. He can only help those who “walk in the light as He is in the light”.
From My messengers, Sister in Yahuweh and Thia
Luk 13:1-5 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) And some were present at that time, reporting to Him about the Galileans whose blood Pilate had mixed with their offerings.
(2) And Yahushua answering, said to them, “Do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than all other Galileans, because they have suffered like this?
(3) “I say to you, no! But unless you repent you shall all perish in the same way.
(4) “Or those eighteen on whom the tower in Shiloah? fell and killed them, do you think that they were greater offenders than all other men who dwelt in Yerushalayim?
(5) “I say to you, no! But unless you repent you shall all perish in the same way.”
Matthew 3:1-2 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) And in those days Yohanan the Immerser came proclaiming in the wilderness of Yehudah, (2) and saying, “Repent, for the reign of the heavens has come near!”
Jeremiah 31:33 The Scriptures 1998+
(33) “For this is the covenant I shall make with the house of Yisrael after those days, declares Yahuweh: I shall put My Torah in their inward parts, and write it on their hearts. And I shall be their Elohim, and they shall be My people.
2 Corinthians 6:17-18 TS98 (17) Therefore, "Come out from among them and be separate, says YHWH, and do not touch what is unclean, and I shall receive you.
(18) "And I shall be a Father to you, and you shall be sons and daughters to Me, says YHWH the Almighty."

February 9, 2008 (6:25am)12/1/6007.
Father Abba, my Father I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You on this Shabbat morning.
You told me this morning, as I woke up and I asked You to speak to me, You told me,
2Ch 7:13-14 The Scriptures 1998+
(13) “If I shut up the heavens and there is no rain, or if I command the locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,
(14) and My people upon whom My Name is called, shall humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their evil ways, then I shall hear from the heavens, and forgive their sin and heal their land.
Oh Father Does that mean there is still hope for our land? Are You talking about Yerushalim? For that’s our land Or is it the land of our exile?
Enlighten me Oh Ruach Yahuweh. You are my Teacher and my guide. Open this Scripture which You have given to me since 1986.
I don’t dare to interpret these things with my own reasoning anymore. I don’t dare to assume as to what do You mean. I wait to hear from You in this respect today.
And also, Oh Ruach Yahuweh, my Teacher, I need to attune myself to Your correct time and there are so many versions of it. Give me Your instructions as to what version I should adhere.
Teach me to walk by Your instructions, make them clear to me that I may not walk by my own interpretation of them. Cause the circumstances to come along Your instructions to me.
Show me what You want me to read to find out the truth of Your Word. You know I am having the hardest time even learning Your basic language, how can I learn the deepest matters of it? I am helpless without You, I wait on You.
Reveal to me what to do while I am waiting. I refuse to be idle and bury my talent. I submit to You to lead my steps. And I thank You for doing so.
February 10, 2008 (4:11am)12/2/6007.
HalleluYah Abba, my Father I come to You this morning to worship You and to seek Your instructions for the moment.
Son 2:8-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(8) The voice of my beloved See, he is coming, Leaping on the mountains, skipping on the hills.
(9) My beloved is like a gazelle or like a young stag. See, he is standing behind our wall, Looking through the windows, Peering through the lattice.
(10) My beloved responded and said to me, “Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
(11) “For look, the winter is past, the rain is over, gone.
(12) “The flowers have appeared in the earth; The time of singing has come, And the voice of the turtledove has been heard in our land.
(13) “The fig tree has ripened her figs, And the vines with the tender grapes have given a good fragrance. Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away
(14) “O my dove, in the clefts of the rock, In the covering of the cliff, Let me see your appearance, Let me hear your voice; For your voice is sweet, And your appearance is lovely.”
(15) Catch the foxes for us, The little foxes that spoil the vines, And our vines are all blossom.
(16) My beloved is mine, and I am his. He feeds his flock among the lilies.
(17) Until the day breaks and the shadows have fled, Turn, my beloved, And be like a gazelle or a young stag On the mountains of Bether.
Oh my Father My Yahushua You spoke these words to me back on Dec. 18, 2007 as I quoted above.
February 11, 2008 (1:01am)12/3/6007.
HalleluYah Oh Father You know what’s going on right now, I don’t, I wait on You to solve this situation.
Father, I tremble. I have sinned against You. I come to You to ask Your forgivingness.
I failed to separate the precious from the vile and once more I stumbled my neighbor. I have acted on my own fleshy criticism and religious judgement.
I have to learn my Father and You know it. You have set me apart to prepare me to do intercession and spiritual warfare.
I have long ways to go in this training but, I let my fears and reasonings of old to get in the way of Your instructions and I go ahead of You, fighting battles of my own making.
You are the Master in my heart and in this home. Rule and reign as it is Your pleasure to do. Have mercy on me and don’t look at my frailties and sins.
Teach me how to put on Your armor to fight the battles You will call me to fight. Don’t let me go on making battles on my own reasonings and fears.
I want to be a soldier in Your battle and to hear and obey You and Your commands. Deliver me from acting like I did today.
Cleanse me from unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness. Cleanse my thought pattern. Deliver me from walking in my fleshy nature. Teach me how to walk by Your Ruach. Deliver me from any religious spirit attempting to get a hold of me.
Father, I am ready to go to wherever You call me to go, how am I missing Your call? I’ve been home now for 5 months, am I avoiding to serve You?
Have I fulfilled Your great commission to go make disciples and teach all what You have taught me?
February 12, 2008 (4:20am)12/4/6007.
This is the day when I was inspired to compile this testimony and I quoted it at the beginning of this writing.
February 13, 2008 (2:57am)12/5/6007.
Father Yah, Abba, my Father, I have come into Your presence because You have given to me to touch the scepter of Your mercy to approach You in Yahushua Messiah. HalleluYah
I fall at Your feet to worship You and I refuse to leave Your presence at any cost I am Yours forever, I will not ever again leave You because of Your faithfulness
Your faithfulness, yes, Your faithfulness is eternal. Because of Your faithfulness You are restoring Your remnant.
And You are purifying and uniting us to worship and serve You in these tormented times of confusion and deception in which we are immersed.
Father, I thank You for raising Your especial ones to warn and sort out for us the web of deception attacking us from all directions even from our own interpretation of Your personal Word to us.
There are so many revelations and so much rampart information that is just about impossible not to fall into the trickery of haSatan, our arch enemy.
And we get so easily stuck and fall into his traps because of our stubbornness to get a hold of something that we think is the right thing to hold on to for eternity
And we neglect to hold on to You alone We miss hearing Your warnings and Your reprove coming from Your especial emissaries because we consider ourselves exempt in our righteousness.
You established Your Shabbat at creation. You were very explicit from the beginning, how have we come to establish our own Shabbat on the cycles of the moon?
Weighty question. By revelation I am told Where does this revelation comes from? Is it not from our own research outside of Your instructions?
Father, it is so easy to fall pray on researches guided by our zeal to do what we think You require of us which from the beginning has separated us from You. Deliver us Father from our own selves least we perish
February 14, 2008 (4:06am)12/6/6007.
Oh Father Abba, my Father I refuse to doubt the path You have laid out for me. You have a perfect plan for my life.
I thank You for Your faithfulness to open my eyes to see the path You have laid out for me.
I have spent a night of distress in disillusion, wondering again about the work You called me to do. Baffled by the least opposition.
I have been searching for records since You got me out of bed this morning. I wanted to double check the day You begun my restoration. But I have not been able to find the record I had in mind.
About 5:40 I got up and went to the kitchen wondering about all the obstacles I am finding every where I turn.
6:00am, right at this moment, as I was pouring water in my cup to make me some tea, I heard loud and clear this admonishing words from You, my Father:
“Enough bickering and complaining and accusations and tears and regrets of all kinds It is time to get up and take your appointed place in My Kingdom You have been under My discipline long enough So, now it is time to strengthen the hands which hang down and the weak knees and get in tune with the work I have called you to do Study My words in the light of My Ruach and abandon your interpretations and imaginations of them. My words are simple and clear, do not twist and complicate them and claim your understanding against My perfect instructions to you.”
Heb 12:12-29 The Scriptures 1998+
(12) So, strengthen the hands which hang down and the weak knees,
(13) and make straight paths for your feet, lest the lame be turned aside, but instead, to be healed.
(14) Pursue peace with all, and pursue apartness without which no one shall see the Master.
(15) See to it that no one falls short of the favour of Elohim, that no root of bitterness springing up causes trouble, by which many become defiled,
(16) lest there be anyone who whores, or profane one, like Esaw, who for a single meal sold his birthright.
(17) For you know that afterward, when he wished to inherit the blessing, he was rejected, for he found no place for repentance, though he sought it with tears.
(18) For you have not drawn near to a mountain touched and scorched with fire, and to blackness, and darkness and storm,
(19) and a sound of a trumpet, and a voice of words, so that those who heard it begged that no further Word should be spoken to them,1 Footnote: 1Ex. 20:19.
(20) for they could not bear what was commanded, “If even a beast touches the mountain, it shall be stoned or shot through with an arrow.”
(21) And so fearsome was the sight that Mosheh said, “I exceedingly fear and tremble.”
(22) But you have drawn near to Mount Tsiyon and to the city of the living Elohim, to the heavenly Yerushalayim, to myriads of messengers,
(23) to the entire gathering and assembly of the first-born having been enrolled in heaven, and to Elohim the Judge of all, and to the spirits of righteous men made perfect,
(24) and to Yahushua the Mediator1 of a new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling which speaks better than the blood of Hebel. Footnote: 1See 8:6.
(25) Take heed not to refuse the One speaking. For if those did not escape who refused the warning on earth, much less we who turn away from Him from heaven,
(26) whose voice shook the earth then, but now He has promised, saying, “Yet once more I shake not only the earth, but also the heaven.”
(27) And this, “Yet once more,” makes clear the removal of what is shaken – as having been made – so that the unshaken matters might remain.
(28) Therefore, receiving an unshakeable reign, let us hold the favour, through which we serve Elohim pleasingly with reverence and awe,
(29) for indeed, our Elohim is a consuming fire.
Yes, Father, Your words are clear. Let us all take them as they stand without adding our interpretation and making our own doctrines out of them.
Your words are clear and they mean the same to us all and You have sent to us Your Ruach to teach us all things that we lack to know about our salvation.
Your words have been defiled and even Your name has been annulled and eradicated by Your enemies, You know all about it.
That’s why You have raised Your shepherds to herald Your words from Your Ruach to lead us in this mesh of deception in which we find ourselves.
Let us allow these shepherds to help us to discern the difference between Your original words and the false words that have been handed down to us for centuries.
And let us discern between Your true prophets and the false ones. Let us not be stuck in our past beliefs and refuse to hear You speaking to us so clearly on these days of torment and confusion that we are going through.
Deliver us from all these doctrines that have been conjured up as a result of the intense research by individuals guided by their wrong interpretation of Your words.
Let us all not be deceived thinking that any of these new doctrines are the work of Your Ruach.
Give us discernment to sort out what is of You and what is against You, what is Your words and what is not.
Arise Almighty Yahuweh Have Your way in our lives Come Yahushua come Your beloved awaits for You
February 15, 2008 (4:12am)12/7/6007.
HalleluYah Blessed be Your name forever I have been in Your presence since You opened my eyes at this hour of 4:12am. But it’s now 6:33am when I finally come to record what I had in my heart this morning.
Your presence fills my heart even in my sleep and when I wake up all I can say is HalleluYah
Father, it’s now 10:49am. I just came back from my good stroll to the bank, the hardware store and the library and I want to thank You for Your faithfulness to strengthen me for these walks.
Yesterday You carried me all the way over to Ingles, the nearest grocery store to pick up a couple of things which I needed. I thank You for our fellowship in these walks. I can’t wait to see what You got in store for me the rest of the day. HalleluYah
Today marks the end of the 5th month since You restored my being and called me back into my commitment to You.
Your command for me is to take my place in Your kingdom and do the work You have called me to do.
Father, You have marked the plan for the work You called me to do. You have built the web site for me to do that work.
I thank You Father for Your plan of work for me. I will continue to obey You in every step I take with that site.
I don’t know what I am doing but You do and I am depending on You to lead me all the way.
February 16, 2008 (4:39am)12/8/6007.
Shabbat Shalom Blessed be Your name Father Yahuweh Blessed be Your name Yahushua You are my Elohim, my Master and I worship You HalleluYah
You know my Father what’s going on with my body right now, You know of this awful pain in my foot and my stomach distress.
I refuse to coward in the sight of these infirmities, You are my strength and Your grace is sufficient unto me. HalleluYah
February 17, 2008 (4:44am)12/9/6007.
Abba, my Father You know I have been in pain most of the night. It seems that I sprained my toe. I am not in panic and I thank You for Your strength to handle this excruciating pain.
Father Yah, this foot is throwing in pain But with every stab I think of the lashes Yahushua received to pay my sin debt.
I know that soon I will be sharing in His glory it is only fitting that I also should share in His sufferings. (Romans 8:16-18).
Today You led me to read Jeremiah 31 and You confirmed the words that You spoke to me on the 14th in verse 16,
Jer 31:1-40 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) “At that time,” declares Yahuweh, “I shall be the Elohim of all the clans of Yisrael, and they shall be My people.”
(2) Thus said Yahuweh, “A people escaped from the sword found favour in the wilderness, Yisrael, when it went to find rest.”
(3) Yahuweh appeared to me from afar, saying, “I have loved you with an everlasting love, therefore I shall draw you with kindness.
(4) “I am going to build you again. And you shall be rebuilt, O maiden of Yisrael Again you shall take up your tambourines, and go forth in the dances of those who rejoice.
(5) “Again you shall plant vines on the mountains of Shomeron. The planters shall plant and treat them as common.
(6) “For there shall be a day when the watchmen cry on Mount Ephrayim, ‘Arise, and let us go up to Tsiyon, to Yahuweh our Elohim.’ ”
(7) For thus said Yahuweh, “Sing with gladness for Yaaqob, and shout among the chief of the nations. Cry out, give praise, and say, ‘O Yahuweh, save Your people, the remnant of Yisrael ’
(8) “See, I am bringing them from the land of the north, and shall gather them from the ends of the earth, among them the blind and the lame, those with child and those in labour, together – a great assembly returning here.
(9) “With weeping they shall come, and with their prayers I bring them. I shall make them walk by rivers of waters, in a straight way in which they do not stumble. For I shall be a Father to Yisrael, and Ephrayim – he is My first-born.
(10) “Hear the word of Yahuweh, O gentiles, and declare it in the isles afar off, and say, ‘He who scattered Yisrael gathers him, and shall guard him as a shepherd his flock.’
(11) “For Yahuweh shall ransom Yaaqob, and redeem him from the hand of one stronger than he.
(12) “And they shall come in and shall sing on the height of Tsiyon, and stream to the goodness of Yahuweh, for grain and for new wine and for oil, and for the young of the flock and the herd. And their being shall be like a well-watered garden, and never languish again.
(13) “Then shall a maiden rejoice in a dance, and young men and old, together. And I shall turn their mourning to joy, and shall comfort them, and shall make them rejoice from their sorrow,
(14) and shall fill the being of the priests with fatness. And My people shall be satisfied with My goodness,” declares Yahuweh.
(15) Thus said Yahuweh, “A voice was heard in Ramah, wailing, bitter weeping, Rahel weeping for her children, refusing to be comforted for her children, because they are no more.”
(16) Thus said Yahuweh, “Hold back your voice from weeping, and your eyes from tears, for there is a reward for your work,” declares Yahuweh, “and they shall return from the land of the enemy.
(17) “And there is expectancy for your latter end,” declares Yahuweh, “and your children shall return to their own country.
(18) “I have clearly heard Ephrayim lamenting, ‘You have chastised me, and I was chastised, like an untrained calf. Turn me back, and I shall turn back, for You are Yahuweh my Elohim.
(19) ‘For after my turning back, I repented. And after I was instructed, I struck myself on the thigh. I was ashamed, even humiliated, for I bore the reproach of my youth.’
(20) “Is Ephrayim a precious son to Me, a child of delights? For though I spoke against him, I still remembered him. That is why My affections were deeply moved for him. I have great compassion for him,” declares Yahuweh.
(21) “Set up signposts, make landmarks; set your heart toward the highway, the way in which you went. Turn back, O maiden of Yisrael, turn back to these cities of yours
(22) “Till when would you turn here and there, O backsliding daughter? For Yahuweh has created what is new on earth: a woman encompasses a man ”
(23) Thus said Yahuweh of hosts, the Elohim of Yisrael, “Let them once again say this word in the land of Yehudah and in its cities, when I turn back their captivity, Yahuweh bless you, O home of righteousness, mountain of set-apartness ’
(24) “And in Yehudah and all its cities farmers and those who journey with flocks, shall dwell together.
(25) “For I shall fill the weary being, and I shall replenish every grieved being.”
(26) At this I awoke and looked around, and my sleep was sweet to me.
(27) “See, the days are coming,” declares Yahuweh, “that I shall sow the house of Yisrael and the house of Yehudah with the seed of man and the seed of beast.
(28) “And it shall be, that as I have watched over them to pluck up, and to break down, and to throw down, and to destroy, and to afflict, so I shall watch over them to build and to plant,” declares Yahuweh.
(29) “In those days they shall no longer say, ‘The fathers ate sour grapes, and the children’s teeth are blunted.’
(30) “But each one shall die for his own crookedness – whoever eats sour grapes, his teeth shall be blunted.
(31) “See, the days are coming,” declares Yahuweh, “when I shall make a new covenant with the house of Yisrael and with the house of Yehudah1, Footnote: See Heb. 8:8-12, Heb. 10:16-17.
(32) not like the covenant I made with their fathers in the day when I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Mitsrayim, My covenant which they broke, though I was a husband to them,” declares Yahuweh. (33) “For this is the covenant I shall make with the house of Yisrael after those days, declares Yahuweh: I shall put My Torah in their inward parts, and write it on their hearts. And I shall be their Elohim, and they shall be My people.
(34) “And no longer shall they teach, each one his neighbour, and each one his brother, saying, ‘Know Yahuweh,’ for they shall all know Me, from the least of them to the greatest of them,” declares Yahuweh. “For I shall forgive their crookedness, and remember their sin no more.”
(35) Thus said Yahuweh, who gives the sun for a light by day, and the laws of the moon and the stars for a light by night, who stirs up the sea, and its waves roar – Yahuweh of hosts is His Name:
(36) “If these laws vanish from before Me,” declares Yahuweh, “then the seed of Yisrael shall also cease from being a nation before Me forever.”
(37) Thus said Yahuweh, “If the heavens above could be measured, and the foundations of the earth searched out beneath, I would also cast off all the seed of Yisrael for all that they have done,” declares Yahuweh.
(38) “See, the days are coming,” declares Yahuweh, “that the city shall be built for Yahuweh from the Tower of Hananel to the Corner Gate.
(39) “And the measuring line shall again extend straight ahead to the hill Gareb, then it shall turn toward Goah.
(40) “And all the valley of the dead bodies and of the ashes, and all the fields as far as the wadi Qidron, to the corner of the Horse Gate toward the east, is to be set-apart to Yahuweh. It shall not be plucked up or thrown down any more forever.”
February 18, 2008 (3:39am)12/10/6007.
HalleluYah Abba, my Father I come into Your presence this morning with a heart of thanksgiving. You are so good to me
Father, You know of the terrible ordeal I went through last night, I was even tempted to go to the Emergency room at the Hospital.
But I took my refuge in You and resisted the temptation. Then You inspired me on what to do and how to overcome the excruciating pain I was suffering.
You know how I’ve been suffering for the last few days but last night was the most awful of all. I screamed in pain
The night before last was awful and I hardly slept for the pain, so, I sent Cory to get me an analgesic cream thinking that I had sprained my toe.
That was the wrong move. I don’t know my Father why I failed to heed Your prompts that I was suffering from a gout attack.
So, finally last evening, after I had applied that cream a couple of times with no results, I figured I’ll do it one more time and go to bed and wait for relief.
Not long after I was set in bed the pain attacked me in the most aggressive way. I thought I was a goner I was tempted to give up and call the hospital. But I said, Father, You are my healer and I refuse to depend on man
And Father, You finally got through to me and gave me the strength to go to the bathroom and soak my foot in Epson salt water. Oh What a relief
I realized then that I wasn’t suffering from sprained toe but from a gout toe and I took the measures You have given to me to take care of that situation.
This morning the attack is almost over and I thank You Father for taking care of me. Little by little I am learning to depend on You at all times, one hundred per cent.
Father, You know all my thoughts and what’s going on in my mind right now. I refuse to give way to my wild thoughts, I bring them into the captivity of Your mind.
2Co 10:3-6 The Scriptures 1998+
(3) For though we walk in the flesh, we do not fight according to the flesh.
(4) For the weapons we fight with are not fleshly but mighty in Elohim for overthrowing strongholds,
(5) overthrowing reasonings and every high matter that exalts itself against the knowledge of Elohim, taking captive every thought to make it obedient to the Messiah,
(6) and being ready to punish all disobedience, when your obedience is complete.1 Footnote: 1John 3:36.
February 19, 2008 (4:13am)12/11/6007.
HalleluYah Blessed be Your name Almighty Yahuweh Blessed be Your Yahushua Messiah I lift up my whole being to worship You HalleluYah
What shall I do now, my Father? What shall I do today? Your answer:
Isa 58:6-7 The Scriptures 1998+
(6) “Is this not the fast that I have chosen: to loosen the tight cords of wrongness, to undo the bands of the yoke, to exempt the oppressed, and to break off every yoke?
(7) “Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out; when you see the naked, and cover him, and not hide yourself from your own flesh?
Father, these are the words You have spoken to me since September 15, 2007. I have obeyed You by Your grace and mercy to enlighten and strengthen me to do just as You command us to do.
As I reflect on the work You have done in me and for me in these short 5 months I am amazed as how You are accomplishing Your desires in my heart.
Through the web site and the many writings that I have distributed You are bringing to pass verse 6.
And when it comes to verse 7 You immediately sent Cory to me and have given me several opportunities to share my bread with the hungry and cover the naked.
You have blessed and continue to bless me bountifully, now more than ever. For the last 5 days You have put me through this painful test with my foot.
And You have proven to me, once more, that You are present in my everyday affairs training and teaching me to depend on You.
I have nothing to boast about on my self But, I have all to boast about You You are faithful and it is not Your will for any of Your children to perish.
In a dream earlier this morning You have brought to my mind my dear friend Jean Heffler. Give me Your wisdom in Your time for me to call her today.
Oh Father, You are accomplishing Your desires in the life of Your children, You are bringing us back into Your fold. Your faithfulness is everlasting
I see my children and my beloved friends whom You have given to me waking up and beginning their return to You in spite of all the opposition from the evil world in which we live.
I don’t have any visible signs by the world’s standards of Your accomplishments in my life. It seems to the naked eye that I am just sitting here in front of this computer filling my mind selfishly and neglecting to do Your Word.
But, You know me and out of my own free will I have become You bond-servant. You have bought me with the price of Yahushua’s blood, I am bond to You for life
I no longer live by the world’s standards and I refuse to be intimidated by the world’s opinion of me. I seek Your approval alone
Way at the beginning when You first transformed me and called me to follow Yahushua, You showed me our state in relationship with You.
On June 14, 1987 You showed me how weary You were with all our rituals and fake ways of worship.
You have been faithful to keep Your Word within me and though I have strayed from You many of times in these 21 years, You have never let me forget You nor Your Word.
And when You began to bring me back at the beginning of 2006 when I came back from Guatemala, You brought to my remembrance that Word.
That year of 2006 is the year when You began to teach me Your Torah. I began to attend the congregation of Messianic Believers.
And in my spirit I immediately sensed Your caution in getting involved in mechanical rituals which You do not require.
But, my Greco-Roman mentality still was operating in me and I dismissed the prompts in my spirit and attempted to go along with them for a while.
Yet, Your faithfulness You plucked me out of that group a few months later and began to work to restore me into the right path to Your Kingdom. HalleluYah
Isa 1:1-31 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) The vision of Yeshayahu son of Amots, which he saw concerning Yehud?ah and Yerushalayim in the days of Uzziyahu, Yotham, Ahaz, Hizqiyahu – sovereigns of Yehudah.
(2) Hear, O heavens, and listen, O earth ForYahuwehhas spoken, “I have reared and brought up children, but they have transgressed against Me.
(3) An ox knows its owner and a donkey its master’s crib – Yisrael does not know, My people have not understood.”
(4) Alas, sinning nation, a people loaded with crookedness, a seed of evil-doers, sons acting corruptly They have forsaken Yahuweh, they have provoked the Set-apart One of Yisrael, they went backward.
(5) Why should you be beaten any more? You continue in apostasy All the head is sick, and all the heart faints.
(6) From the sole of the foot, to the head, there is no soundness in it – wounds and bruises and open sores; they have not been closed or bound up, or soothed with ointment.
(7) Your land is laid waste, your cities are burned with fire, strangers devour your land in your presence. And it is laid waste, as overthrown by strangers.
(8) And the daughter of Tsiyon is left as a booth in a vineyard, as a hut in a garden of cucumbers, as a besieged city.
(9) Unless Yahuweh of hosts had left to us a small remnant, we would have become like Sedom, we would have been made like Amorah.
(10) Hear the word of Yahuweh, you rulers of Sedom; give ear to the Torah of our Elohim, you people of Amorah
(11) “Of what use to Me are your many slaughterings?” declares Yahuweh. “I have had enough of burnt offerings of rams and the fat of fed beasts. I do not delight in the blood of bulls, or of lambs or goats.
(12) “When you come to appear before Me, who has required this from your hand, to trample My courtyards?
(13) “Stop bringing futile offerings, incense, it is an abomination to Me. New Moons, Sabbaths, the calling of meetings – I am unable to bear unrighteousness and assembly.
(14) “My being hates your New Moons and your appointed times, they are a trouble to Me, I am weary of bearing them.
(15) “And when you spread out your hands, I hide My eyes from you; even though you make many prayers, I do not hear. Your hands have become filled with blood.
(16) “Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean; put away the evil of your doings from before My eyes. Stop doing evil
(17) “Learn to do good Seek right-ruling, reprove the oppressor, defend the fatherless, plead for the widow.
(18) “Come now, and let us reason together,” says Yahuweh. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be as wool.
(19) “If you submit and obey, you shall eat the good of the land;
(20) but if you refuse and rebel, you shall be devoured by the sword,” for the mouth of Yahuweh has spoken.
(21) How the steadfast city has become a whore I have filled it with right-ruling; righteousness lodged in it, but now murderers.
(22) Your silver has become dross, your wine is mixed with water.
(23) Your rulers are stubborn, and companions of thieves. Everyone loves bribes, and runs after rewards. They do not defend the fatherless, nor does the cause of the widow reach them.
(24) Therefore the Master declares, Yahuweh of hosts, the Elohim of Yisrael, “Ah, I shall be eased of My adversaries, and I shall be avenged of My enemies.
(25) “And I shall turn My hand against you, and shall refine your dross as with lye, and shall remove all your alloy.
(26) “And I shall give back your judges as at the first, and your counselors as at the beginning. After this you shall be called the city of righteousness, a steadfast city.”
(27) Tsiyon shall be redeemed with right-ruling, and her returning ones with righteousness.
(28) And the destruction of transgressors and of sinners is together, and those who forsake Yahuweh shall be consumed.
(29) For they shall be ashamed of the terebinth trees which you have desired. And you shall be embarrassed because of the gardens which you have chosen.
(30) For you shall be as a terebinth whose leaf fades, and as a garden that has no water.
(31) The strong shall be for tow, and his work for a spark. And both shall burn together, with no one to extinguish.
February 20, 2008 (4:30am)12/12/6007.
HalleluYah Abba, my Father I come into Your presence to worship You I come with thanksgiving in my heart, overwhelmed with Your faithfulness
You gave me to call Jean yesterday and it was a rewarding call. We shared Your Being and the wonders You are performing on these days.
We were on the phone for better than 2 hours. Also, thank You for the call I got yesterday from my granddaughter Chelsea, Your faithfulness is overwhelming HalleluYah
I have spent the morning putting together as many articles with Your message for us these days to send to Jean and bring her up to date on what You are doing at the present.
I will print this writing and include it in the package and I hope and pray that You give me the opportunity to mail as soon as possible.
February 21, 2008 (5:58am)12/13/6007.
Abba, my Father Here I am to worship You I worship You Thank You Yahushua for Your precious blood to save me HalleluYah
Abba, You know me. You know when I sit. You know when I stand. You when I lay down and when I get up. You know when I’m sad and when I’m happy...
You know when I mess up and You know how to use Your rod and Your staff to discipline and lead me in the right path...You are my Shepherd
Yes, You are my Shepherd and I shall not want How great You are You are my comfort and my refuge. I lift up my eyes to You and I am safe and secure.
I pray my Father for all of those You have given to me. I pray most specifically for all those You are bringing to my mind right now. I pray for Yerushalyim.
Arise, O Yahuweh, arise Come to our defense. Rescue us from our crooked ways, bring us all to Your narrow path leading to Your Kingdom Cut across our stubbornness with the power of Your infinite love.
You have cut through my stubborn will. You have rescued me. The power of Your love has prevailed in my life. I know that You can do the same for all the ones You have chosen. HalleluYah
Let me not be concerned with mundane trivialities these day. Let me get rid of all my silly peculiarities. Let me only be concerned with what concerns You.
Your concern is our heart. Your concern is for us to learn the meaning of love. Your concern is to teach us how to live in righteousness according to Your instructions independent of our warped ideas of the past.
Send me someone to share and partake of Your instructions this Shabbat coming. Prepare the way for me to join a group of like minded believers for the feasts of this year.
And Father, set a guard in my lips today that I might not blab like a fool but that I speak wisdom in words expressing Your love for us all.
I submit to You, make me and mold me according to Your good will. You are my life. You are my Master, my Maker, my All I worship You HalleluYah
February 22, 2008 (4:16am)12/14/6007.
Abba, my Father I worship and adore You I come this morning weary with the burdens of last night...strange dreams and such which left me exhausted
I am cold and emotionally exhausted. I take my refuge in You confident of Your care and protection. Lift me up to the Rock higher than I.
Psa 61:1-8 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) Hear my cry, O Elohim, Listen to my prayer.
(2) From the end of the earth I call unto You, When my heart is faint; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
(3) For You have been my refuge, A strong tower in the face of the enemy.
(4) Let me dwell in Your Tent forever, Let me take refuge in the shelter of Your wings. Selah.
(5) For You, O Elohim, have heard my vows; You have given me the inheritance Of those who fear Your Name.
(6) You add days to the days of the sovereign, His years as many generations.
(7) Let him dwell forever before Elohim. Prepare kindness and truth to preserve him
(8) So I sing praise to Your Name forever, When I pay my vows day by day.
Thank You Father for hearing and answering my prayer to ready me for our Shabbat. I shall bear no burden on Shabbat thanks to Your faithfulness to take my burdens away ahead of Shabbat. HelleluYah
You led me to read the following article and showed me how to cast my burdens unto You before the Shabbat.
I have printed this article separately BEAR NO BURDEN ON SHABBAT by Sister in Yahuweh. I will distribute it along with this testimony.
Note from Thia. February 22, 2008 (2:49pm) I got a vile rejection to the sharing of the above article, but You know it my Father and You are able to take care of this situation. I will not carry this burden at all I cast it unto You.
February 23, 2008 (6:08am)12/15/6007.
HalleluYah Abba, my Father Shabbat Shalom I have been up for better than an hour receiving Your Word within my innards. Thank You Father for Your Word
Thank You Father, day by day You show me the progress You are making in my restoration. HalleluYah
I thank You for Your Word this morning. It has strengthen my being. I find myself more and more able every day to cope with the daily disappointments as well as with the good experiences of the day with the wisdom You are imparting to me.
You are restoring me not only spiritually but also physically, emotionally and mentally. Blessed be Your name forever
I thank You Father for separating me from those who do not want to submit to You and Your loving commandments.
You are teaching me to love with Your kind of love. You turned Your face from me at certain points in my life when I didn’t want to submit to Your ways.
At points of my life when I had stubbornly held on tight to the things that You had taught me formerly and I had refused to adapt to Your ways.
At those times You left me alone and for quite a while I miss You and Your direction and all Your doings to prepare us for the tough times coming.
Now, a lot of Your people are in the same stage as I was. You have led me to share my experience with them, but they are rejecting my testimony.
There is not much more that I can do and I perceive that You are calling me to leave them alone, not to return to them but let them return to me. (Jeremiah 15:19.)
You do not change Your Word but the enemy has seen to it to scramble it to such an extent that we have adapted wrong concepts about Your infallible Word.
We have began in Your Ruach but we have let our pride in our knowledge get the best of us and unawarely have continued in the flesh.
You have exposed my prideful knowledge an You have extricated me from all of those wrong concepts and set me in the right path, the path of Your Torah.
I thank You for Your faithful messengers who have submitted to You ahead of us. They are doing exploits for You.
February 24, 2008 (3:18am)12/16/6007.
Abba, my Father I worship You I fall on my face to worship You Kadosh, kadosh, kadosh I worship and adore You Yahushua, my Master, my Savior
February 25, 2008 (5:04am)12/17/6007.
HalleluYah I come into Your presence with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You Thank You Yahushua for Your blood sacrifice to make it possible for me to enter into Your presence HalleluYah
February 26, 2008 (1:09am)12/18/6007.
Abba, my Father Father Yahuweh, come to my rescue and deliver me from evil nightmares of the past. You are my Master, Yahushua my Savior, my Redeemer
I will to forget my sinful past as You have forgotten it. So it is written,
Heb 8:12 The Scriptures 1998+
(12) “Because I shall forgive their unrighteousness, and their sins and their lawlessness I shall no longer remember.”1 Footnote: 1Jer. 31:31-34, Heb. 10:16-17.
Heb 10:15-17 The Scriptures 1998+
(15) And the Set-apart Spirit also witnesses to us, for after having said before,
(16) “This is the covenant that I shall make with them after those days, says Yahuweh, giving My laws into their hearts, and in their minds I shall write them,”1 Footnote: 1Jer. 31:33, Heb. 8:8-12.
(17) and, “Their sins and their lawlessness I shall remember no more.”
And, thank You Father for Your words written in Philippians 3. Like the apostle Paul, I will forget the sins of my past and press forward towards Yahushua
Php 3:1-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) For the rest, my brothers, rejoice in Yahuweh. To write the same matters to you is truly no trouble to me, and for you it is safe.
(2) Look out for dogs, look out for the evil workers, look out for the mutilation
(3) For we are the circumcision, who are serving Elohim in the Spirit, and boasting in Messiah Yahushua, and do not trust in the flesh,
(4) though I too might have trust in the flesh. If anyone else thinks to trust in the flesh, I more –
(5) circumcised the eighth day, of the race of Yisrael, of the tribe of Binyamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews, according to Torah a Pharisee,
(6) according to ardor, persecuting the assembly; according to righteousness that is in the law, having become blameless.
(7) But what might have been a gain to me, I have counted as loss, because of Messiah.
(8) What is more, I even count all to be loss because of the excellence of the knowledge of Messiah Yahushua my Master, for whom I have suffered the loss of all, and count them as refuse, in order to gain Messiah,
(9) and be found in Him, not having my own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through belief in Messiah, the righteousness which is from Elohim on the basis of belief,
(10) to know Him, and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death,
(11) if somehow I might attain to the resurrection from the dead.
(12) Not that I have already received, or already been perfected, but I press on, to lay hold of that for which Messiah Yahushua has also laid hold of me.
(13) Brothers, I do not count myself to have laid hold of it yet, but only this: forgetting what is behind and reaching out for what lies ahead,
(14) I press on toward the goal for the prize of the high calling of Elohim in Messiah Yahushua.
(15) As many, then, as are perfect, should have this mind. And if you think differently in any respect, Elohim shall also reveal this to you.
(16) But to what we have already attained – walk by the same rule, be of the same mind.
(17) Become joint imitators of me, brothers, and observe those who so walk, as you have us for a pattern.
(18) For many – of whom I have often told you, and now say to you even weeping – walk as enemies of the stake of Messiah.
(19) Their end is destruction, their mighty one is their stomach, and their esteem is in their shame – they mind the earthly.
(20) For our citizenship is in the heavens, from which we also eagerly wait for the Saviour, the Master Yahushua Messiah,
(21) who shall change our lowly body, to be conformed to His esteemed body, according to the working by which He is able even to bring all under His control.
And then, I bring all my thoughts unto the captivity of the mind of Yahushua ha Messiah, for I do not fight against flesh and blood as it is written,
2Co 10:3-6 The Scriptures 1998+
(3) For though we walk in the flesh, we do not fight according to the flesh.
(4) For the weapons we fight with are not fleshly but mighty in Elohim for overthrowing strongholds,
(5) overthrowing reasonings and every high matter that exalts itself against the knowledge of Elohim, taking captive every thought to make it obedient to the Messiah,
(6) and being ready to punish all disobedience, when your obedience is complete.1 Footnote: 1John 3:36.
Thank You Father for making me obedient to Your Son and my Master, my Savior Yahushua.
Joh 3:36 The Scriptures 1998+
(36) “He who believes in the Son possesses everlasting life, but he who does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of Elohim remains on him.
Since yesterday, I feel alone...nobody in the remnant has communicated with me and I feel like an outsider.
But, I know I am not alone You are with me and I thank You for this opportunity to be alone with You. I know that these times of isolation is part of the training I am going through. You are my Master and my Teacher.
In silence I am at attention for Your instructions and I worship You. Back in September You spoke to me the following words:
September 3, 2007 (8:57am).
Father Yah, teach me what to say to Your deceived people to reach them for Your glory and Your Kingdom.
“My child, as they have rejected Me, so will they reject you. Stand firm in what I have taught You and let Me work miracles in Your life that they may see My love for you and realize that in the same way I want to love them.”
You have and You are working miracle after miracle not only in my spirit and my physical body but also in my mental capacity and my emotional stability.
I know that the change You are effecting in my life is being noticed and it is beginning to sprout into fruit.

February 27, 2008 (4:14am)12/19/6007.
Abba, my Father I come to You as Your child seeking Your face for Your approval and instructions on my next step I am to take.
It is time to take my appointed place in Your Kingdom...Your words to me on the 14th of this month...that brings me back to Feb. 18/86. I quoted this writing at the beginning of this testimony.
So here I am again my Father, coming out of my bickering and complaining to take my appointed place as Your Spokesman in Your Kingdom.
Today I am to speak against “bigotry”. Yes, the bigotry among the self-appointed leaders is rampart. They aim to eliminate Your voice by all means
Bigotry
Noun
1. The intolerance and prejudice of a bigot.
Synonym: dogmatism
Synonyms within Context: Bigotry
Credulity
Noun: credulity, credulousness; Adjective: cullibility, gullibility; gross credulity, infatuation; self delusion, self deception; superstition; one’s blind side; bigotry; (obstinacy); hyperorthodoxy; misjudgment.
Heterodoxy
Bigotry; (obstinacy); fanaticism, iconoclasm;
Impiety
Hypocrisy; (falsehood); pietism, cant, pious fraud; lip devotion, lip service, lip reverence; misdevotion, formalism, austerity; sanctimony, sanctimoniousness; adj; pharisaism, precisianism; sabbatism, sabbatarianism; odium theologicum, sacerdotalism; bigotry; (obstinacy), (prejudice); blue laws.
Misjudgment
One-sided views, one-track mind, partial views, narrow views, confined views, superficial views, one-sided ideas, partial ideas, narrow ideas, confined ideas, superficial ideas, one-sided conceptions, partial conceptions, narrow conceptions, confined conceptions, superficial conceptions, one-sided notions, partial notions, narrow notions, confined notions, superficial notions; narrow mind; bigotry; (obstinacy); odium theologicum; pedantry; hypercriticism.
Bias, bigotry, warp, twist; hobby, fad, quirk, crotchet, partiality, infatuation, blind side, mote in the eye.
Obstinacy Bigotry, intolerance, dogmatism; opiniatry, opiniativeness; fixed idea; (prejudgment); fanaticism, zealotry, infatuation, monomania; opinionatedness opinionativeness.
Wrong Partiality, leaning, bias; favor, favoritism; nepotism, party spirit, partisanship; bigotry.
Wow! My Father Such description of many of the Nikolaites teachings rampart today.
Father, this is the teaching from the many leaders who proclaim themselves MALE TEACHERS and come vigorously against Your Women called by You to minister in whatever capacity You call them to do.
Father, You know how they take isolated verses of Scripture and use them as a weapon against Woman Teachers indiscriminately.
But Father, Your faithfulness Today, You call me to expose them in the site and proclaim Your Word of Truth to the Remnant.
You have provided me the means to expose this heresy with the following message from You to Your Remnant by one Your faithful servants.

Our Heavenly Father’s View of Women in Ministry
by Sister in Yahuweh

“The King’s daughter is all- glorious within: her clothing is of wrought gold”. Psalm 45:13
By the gift of salvation through the blood of our Savior, Yahushua (Jesus), women are made glorious within and without.
“Rejoice greatly, oh daughter of Zion:” (pronounced Tz-ee-own) “shout, oh daughter of Jerusalem: behold, our King comes unto you: he is just, and having salvation…” (Zechariah 9:9)
“For you are all the children of Elohim”, (or “God”, pronounced “El-o-heem) “by faith in the Machiach (Messiah) Yahushua…there is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female, for you are all one in Yahushua ha Machiach.” (Galatians 3:26-28) (Yahushua means “Yahuweh saves”. Yahuweh is the Name of our heavenly Father, as given by Him in Exodus 3:13-15.
Yes, “He is just…” All the blessings brought to us by Yahushua are for all people. His rule is for all people, and His commands are for all His people to obey. But, He reserves a special love and attention for His daughters. He defends His obedient daughters with a special relationship of intimacy. I know, I am one of them. Isn’t it about time you knew your Daddy (Abba), and how much He loves you, as a woman? Isn’t it time you knew our Bridegroom Yahushua, and experienced the intimacy, the “courting” that He is doing now with His Bridal remnant?
Genesis 5:1-2: Elohim called both Adam and Eve “Adam”, or in the Hebrew language, “ruddy” (to show blood in the face), to flush and become rosy red, a human being of the species of mankind. It was Adam himself, who named her Eve. (Genesis 3:20) In the mind of Elohim, a woman is a man with a womb, as opposed to the male who is a man without womb. He sees both equally, each with their own uniqueness. In Genesis 3:15, Elohim promises Satan that through “the seed” of Eve, his head will be bruised. His hatred for women and children stems from this announcement to Satan of his destruction through a woman and her child. From this we get all the false mother-child-worshiping cults, in almost all religious systems, which have filled history with lies, deceit, and wickedness. They began with Nimrod, his wife and son, clear back to Genesis 11.
Because of sin, the rebellion of unbelief against the good guidelines (His wise absolutes) of our Creator, certain consequences fell on the human race, but Elohim never cursed His creation. In all of the Word of Elohim, when judgment was announced, a promise of mercy always followed. Sin happened with its consequences, but not because Elohim willed the consequences. Elohim is no respecter of persons. He is light. He cannot be approached by darkness any more than you can get darkness close to a light bulb. We have to be made light by our faith in Yahushua sacrifice for us on the stake—His substitutionary death in our place. We are born-again. We become children of light. Then we can approach the Father of Light. All are on equal ground at the cross. He will save a woman as fast as a man when they extend faith in Him. Satan’s doom for eternity was sealed when a woman, Miriam (Mary) gave birth to her little Jewish boy, Yahushua. All have equal right to His love, His salvation, His peace, His joy, —all of His blessings through faith in Him.
The words of scripture must be taken in the context in which they were written. It must be “rightly divided” by the teaching of the Holy Spirit. Man’s ideas, proceeding from his puny head, are not the Word of our Lord…they are only man’s ideas. Elohim does not speak to our head, which is not stable—our mind and emotions are as unstable as water. Only the Holy Spirit can teach us and guide us and lead us into all Truth. (I John 2:27; John 14:26 and 16:13) You have as much right to hear from Him, learn from Him, follow Him and know Him as anyone else.
In our study of scripture, we must ask some questions. Who is the writer talking to? What cultural setting is he addressing? What time in history is the writer living in? What is he saying, and to what group of people is he talking to? What problem of his day is he dealing with? The Word is written for all people to read and learn. But, the Word is not personally addressed to all people groups. There are verses to the lost about being saved. There are verses of great punishment for those disobeying Him. There are verses written to problems in the early church, certain heresies and certain situations that may or may not be occurring in the 21st century. In some places the writer is expressing his own personal viewpoint and not speaking for Elohim. King David asks a lot of questions of Father in the Psalms. That may not be where you are in your walk with your Father at this time. Job’s friends give him a lot of advise. Some of it isn’t too good. Job says things that are not too good at times. Paul expressed his own opinions in such chapters as I Corinthians 7. Father allowed this to show us how human even the writers of the Bible are, and how they had to continually come to Him for help. He tells us of their sin. Some of their sin is horrendous. David complains in the Psalms. That doesn’t mean we are supposed to complain. Elohim called King David “a man after Elohim’s own heart”. Why? Because: despite the complaining and questioning, he always ended up praising and yielding. Jeremiah, the same—he was torn apart with grief because of Israel’s sin. He expresses it profusely. Yet, he ends up praising and yielding to Elohim’s will. The author of Ecclesiastes sounds bitter, depressed, and full of regret and grief….but that is not our guideline for life…we have the new nature of the new birth (Galatians 5:22-24). We can learn from these situations. I Corinthians 10:6 says: the words regarding the Exodus wilderness journey were written for us as an example of what not to do.
We need to ask questions when we read. We need to read in context, not picking a verse here and a verse there and coming up with some false idea. Don’t base your opinions on what a man says, or what a book says or a cassette tape, or even what culture dictates. We must hear what the whole of scripture is saying to us personally, so we must hear from the Holy Spirit, who wrote the Bible through men, for ourselves. Maybe your denomination is saying that women can’t speak in the church or have any authority in the church. Is this what Elohim says? No! Read this article and compare it with the whole of scripture. Do your homework; research the Truth. Get His peace for yourself!!!! This is between you and your loving heavenly Father who send Yahushua to die for you, to rise for you, to give you life, abundant life!!!
An example of a cultural problem in the New Testament days is in Acts 15:29. The church questioned whether they should eat meat offered to idols or not. We don’t have that problem in most of the world today, though there are some places where meat is offered to gods. There are several quite long passages of scripture telling the early believers what to do or not to do regarding this problem in their culture. Another example is in I Corinthians 11:5-15. Paul instructs women to cover their head, as a sign that they are submitted to Elohim’s order. In that day, the temple prostitutes (temples of Apollo, Zeus, etc) shaved their heads, as do the Buddhist nuns today. Today the shaved head is a symbol of rebellion and hate (as the “skin heads” who are Nazis). Some of these temple prostitutes were getting born again. The ”church”, called out ones, the ecclesia, were meeting in homes. Paul was asking these women to please cover their heads until their hair grew, so that the unbelievers wouldn’t think that the followers of Yahushua ha Machiach (Messiah) were having prostitutes into their homes for orgies. It was also a cultural sign to non-believers of respect and humility for women to cover the head while praying. It was also a sign of their new life in Yahushua, as opposed to the brashness of women that were not saved. That is something you can talk to our Father about for yourself. He has to tell you what He wants you to do. He sees your heart. He does not go by outward appearance. We are only to do what He says for us to do, just like Yahushua did.
Paul has seemingly very severe and harsh words for women in I Corinthians 14:34-35: “Let YOUR women keep silence in the church” (ecclesia). “If they will learn anything, let them ask their husbands at home”. Again, he is addressing a problem in the Corinthian church. He did not address this in the church at Thessalonica, did he? All the women he was addressing were married. They were in a house situation. Coming out of paganism, they were loud and brash. The children were undisciplined. They were not respecting order or discipline. But, also, they were bringing in pagan heresy called Gnosticism into the church. Gnosticism taught female domination over men, and taught that Eve was the illumined one, receiving true knowledge from the serpent, who Gnostics taught was the “savior”, —the revealer of truth. It is a new-age concept today. That is why there is such a rise in goddess worship, and lesbianism. The new age concept is that Eve was enlightened by the serpent and given authority over men, and that Adam was her son. That is why Paul says, “Adam was created first and then Eve”. (I Timothy 2:13) Doesn’t that sound like a silly verse if you don’t understand what he was saying and to whom he was saying it to? Again, we must research the culture to which he was writing so that we can understand to whom he was talking, to what he was addressing.
Paul’s right! Women are gullible. We are easily deceived. A good looking man flatters us and we just lose it…. We just buy into it. If he tells a love-starved woman “I love you”, well you know where that can lead. Pre-marital sex and abortion are on the rise. Women are also spiritually sensitive. Women are easily drawn into witchcraft and lust for power and control. Jezebel is a perfect example of where that tendency in women can lead. Women are the leaders in fortune telling, psychics, mediums, spirit-channeling. Women are easily drawn into lusts of the eyes, worldliness, competition, jealous, control, manipulation and passion for wrong things. It is just our nature, our old nature without Yahushua. If we are in Him, we have a new nature. We just have to yield to it and walk in it. Paul was simply protecting the purity of the Gospel of Messiah Yahushua. He was not a male chauvinist. The devils use women at times in the Jezebel spirit to destroy churches, destroy marriages, and destroy lives. There is a whore spirit that is powerful when unleashed in women. It is a spirit, which seeks control and domination over men. The end-time religious spirit is a whore spirit…see Revelation chapter 17. She rides the male anti-messiah spirit, world politics and economy, just as Jezebel used Ahab (King of Israel) to do her dirty work. Study about his spirit. I just finished a 23-page article on “her”. She is rising to absolute power in these days. When women, and men, submit to the Ruach ha Kodesh—the Holy Spirit—then He can use us to accomplish great things through Him. He empowers men and women and children alike.
The most severe rebuke of Paul (Sha’ul in Hebrew), can be found in I Timothy 2:11-13. Again, a local cultural problem is being addressed. Timothy was a leader in the church of Ephesus. Ephesus was the world center of paganism led by the female deity Artemis, or Diana. It taught the dominance of women, and that their goddess was able to bring forth children without male involvement. The cult had sexual perversions, fertility rites, magic and all types of demonic activity in it.
The Jewish version of this cult was Gnosticism…like our new age movement. The Greek word for “Gnostic” is gnosis, meaning knowledge. It involved “spirit guides” and combined the teachings of Artemis or Diana and the Old Testament teachings of Adam and Eve. Paul admonishes these women who were coming into the church and teaching heresy, and acting out heresy, to “keep silent in the church”. To “usurp authority” in the New Testament Greek culture of its day, meant to “claim to be the author or the originator of something”. So Paul is saying in verse 12, that he was not allowing a woman to teach or to proclaim herself the originator of man…thus taking dominance over the men in the church. The word “silence” (Hesuchia) means “harmony, peace, conformity or agreement”. Women in the church should be in peace, harmony, and in conformity with the Word of God. Many women’s movements today are like the cult of Diana. Many women in the church today are acting like these Gnostic women…loud, bossy, brassy, pushy, and attention-getting. This is not good in any age!
If any person is not grounded in the Word of Elohim, taught by the Holy Spirit, and submissive to the Father, then they have no business teaching anyone else. Male or female, we must be in subjection to the Word of God, and not try to usurp authority over the structure, which Father has set up, to be in His proper order. Pagan ideas poured into the newly formed “church” system (325AD) when the Roman Emperor Constantine put the pagan priests of a “mystery cult” –the worshipers of the god Mithra—of his day, over the church. The church “service” was taken from the rituals of these pagans. These priests changed the names of their symbols and holy days, christianizing them, mixing the scriptures with their pagan practices. The pagans of the day were delighted as how close the Christian religion was to theirs. Women were suppressed and taken out of ministry positions. Male domination came into being, which is part of Ba’al (Lord) worship—the worship of men—their sex organs being the symbols of worship. Our nation is full of these symbols—obelisks, as the Washington Monument, pillars, and steeples. Men took control of the newly formed Roman Catholic Church, or universal church, which was formed to unite Constantine’s empire under one religion. That is what we are seeing happen again in our world, the drawing of all under a one-religious system to “unite” the world. It was the same with Nimrod and the tower of Babel of Genesis 11. Women, as in all paganism were put in an inferior place. In pagan religion, women are used in the worship of the gods as “temple prostitutes”. The gods are still honored (the demonic gods) by the prostitution of women in various forms.
Peter admonishes women to lead a pure, set-apart life, as an example to their family and friends. He rebukes no one.
In I Peter 3:8, Peter says that husband and wife should love each other as “brethren”. In fact, husband and wife should “agape” one another…this is the highest, purest love, —unconditional love. It sets each person free to be the best they can be in Him. It sets free, and does not put anyone in bondage. That is the love of our Father … the love that sets free…both men and women. Whenever there is control by men or women that puts people in a lower place, it is not from our Elohim. The Nicholatians that He hated so much (Rev. 2) had this system of clergy over laity (or the conquering of clergy and domination over the laity). In our Father there is no laity…we are all gifted by Him to function as one body!!
Each part of our human body needs other parts of the body to function properly. In Machiach’s Body, the called out ones, the set-apart ones, each member is important and valuable and needed.
The Word teaches and upholds the nobility of women—as in Proverbs 31. She was quite a woman!! Our Father has used many women throughout history for His glory. Let us examine some of Paul’s praises of women. How did the early church look at women? Did women prophesy? Did they minister and preach the Gospel? Were they commissioned and empowered by Yahushua for service? YES!!
It is a fact that 85% of all missionary work has been done by single women around the world. About that percentage of single women have translated the Bible into different languages. When men would not go to the mission field, women have laid down their lives to spread the gospel. Isn’t it interesting that in some denominational churches, women can go into the bush of Africa to spread the Gospel, risking their lives, and even dying for their obedience, yet are not able to get up and give a message from the Word in a church service in America because they don’t believe women should preach in church?
The book of II John is written to a lady pastor. Junia, in Romans 16:7 was an apostle. In Luke 24:10, Mary of Magdala, was “an apostle to the apostles”, so called that by some of the early church fathers. These women who were at the tomb at the time of the resurrection, fulfilled the necessary qualification for an apostle (Acts 1:21-22). Yahushua sent the women (“apostelleim” in the Greek) to bear witness of the resurrection to the apostles (the “apostolous”). These ladies were the first commissioned evangelists, also. First the angel told them to go tell His disciples, and then Yahushua Himself said to go tell his disciples. The disciples were in hiding for fear. Women will be obedient in the face of fear…it is a quality Father respects.
In Romans 16:1-16, Paul praises women who have ministered with him in the Gospel. Here Priscilla is mentioned first, then her husband Aquila. Paul Y. Cho says that it is eastern tradition to list the senior pastor of a church first. In I Corinthians 16:19, Aquila is mentioned first. This is probably because they were both “senior pastors”. That is often a very good team in the church today, when both husband and wife are equal in the ministry. In Philippians 4:3, Paul says “help those women who labored with me in the Gospel”. The first convert in Europe was Lydia, in Philippi. Historically, she is believed to also have been the first pastor of the church at Philippi.
In Galatians 3:26-28, Paul says there is no difference between male and female in the Machiach (Messiah). The only difference between male and female is for the sake of the flesh, here and now. Both have their own bodily, soulish and spiritual impartations by Elohim to help them work together as a spiritual team. They are to compliment one another, and work together as a unit, equally, across board, not one above the other in dominance. Yahushua is the dominant One, the Master and overseer. Both men and women are subject to what He says. He has invested authority in the male to make final decisions as the male hears from Him. The female, when submitted to Yahushua, has no problem being submissive to a male who is humbly and sweetly following His Master, who is walking in His love. It brings a security to the female who is submitted to Yahushua. Pride and rebellion are satanic characteristics. When both male and female are submitted to Yahushua and His Word, then they can be submitted to each other in love, as Peter points out. I Peter 5:5: “…Yes, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for Elohim resists the proud, and gives grace to the humble”. Father’s proper order is not burdensome. It puts no one down. It is beautiful, peaceful, joyful, and creates a situation in which there is divine order, bringing security to every person. No one feels threatened. Everyone is content. In Matthew 23:8, Yahushua says: “”…one is your Master, even Machiach, and you are all brethren”. Marriage was created for man’s enjoyment, and the advancement of the kingdom of Elohim on the earth. See I Peter 3:1-12… When a woman knows who she is in Elohim she cannot be threatened by this beautiful picture of a good marriage. When a man’s heart attitude is right, and a woman’s heart attitude is right, marriage can be a reflection of the heart of our heavenly Father. “Husbands love your wives as Machiach loved the church and gave Himself for it”. When a woman has a husband like that, she doesn’t mind “submitting” to her husband. Submission is not a bad word, if we submit to what is right and beautiful. But: “Any system, person, or authority, old or new, that prevents anyone from serving Elohim and growing in the knowledge of the Word of God is wrong”. (from: Who Said Women Couldn’t Teach by Charles Trombley).
Our Father Elohim, our El Shaddai, wants to bless and use any person: man, woman, or child for His glory and our blessing!! The words of Yahushua in Luke 14:25-33, as well as John 3:16, are spoken to all people. The word “man” in Luke is generic (meaning man, woman or child). The new birth, discipleship and ministry are open to all people. The five-fold ministry gifts of Ephesians 4:4-15 clearly indicate that all that Elohim has and is for everyone equally. There is no distinction made as to male or female, neither is there in I Corinthians 12:28-31 regarding the ministry gifts. Neither is there distinction made in I Corinthians 12:4-18 regarding the gifts of the Holy Spirit and the operation of His Body…read this carefully. There is no distinction made regarding the results of being born again, the fruit of the spirit, or any empowerment by the Holy Spirit (the Ruach Yahuweh or the Ruach ha Kodesh).
The Holy Spirit was given to both men and women on the day of Pentecost (Acts 1-2), including the mother of Yahushua –Miriam (Mary). The power of the Holy Spirit is for everyone!! Was the Holy Spirit poured out upon the women at Pentecost so that they could go home and be slaves of pagan domination? No, according to Acts 1:8, they were empowered to witness to the ends of the earth if necessary. They were empowered to lay their hands on the sick and see them recover, to see miracles, to have the gift of faith, to raise the dead, cast out demons, to prophesy, to teach, and to preach.
Paul calls us all “ministers of reconciliation” in Ii Corinthians 5:18-20, and “ambassadors”. In Mark 16:17-18, Yahushua says that ALL who believe will see signs and wonders following their preaching of the Word. In Acts 21:8-9, we are told that the 4 daughters of the deacon/evangelist Phillip, all prophesied. To prophesy is to speak forth His Word from the written Word (Logos), or from the “Rhema”, the spoken Word from the Holy Spirit, in church or out of it. Paul never did tell Phillip to have his daughters be silent.
In II Timothy 1:5, Paul was praising Timothy’s grandmother and mother for their faith. Paul was not against women in the ministry. He encouraged women. Paul was against the mixing of paganism with the Word of Elohim, the lifestyle of the heathen with the lifestyle of the born-again. He was against women who were out of order with the Word of Elohim. He praised women who submissive to the Holy Spirit’s order. For the Holy Spirit is “not the author of confusion”. Man, woman or child should be rebuked if they rebel against the order of the Holy Spirit. Pagan women, in Paul’s day, and the children, had almost no sense of personal discipline. They were disruptive in house meetings. The only culture in all of human history that teaches people how to discipline themselves, and their children, is the culture given to us in the Word of our Elohim.
In the Old Testament, the sister of Moses, Miriam, was a prophetess. She led all of Israel in praise and rejoicing at the crossing of the Red Sea. (Exodus 15:20) She was called a prophetess: “And, Miriam the prophetess, the sister of Aaron, took a tambourine in her hand; and all the women went out after her with tambourines and with dances”.
In Psalm 68:25, women were appointed to praise Yahuweh in the dance and upon tambourines in the tabernacle of David. Women played a big part in the worship of Yahuweh. The Hebrew rendering of Psalm 68:11 is: “the women who proclaim the good tidings are a great host”. Esther was used mightily by Elohim to save the whole Jewish race. Read the book of Esther, and see how He directed her. Deborah was used, by Elohim, as a judge in Israel. The judges of that day were the rulers. Judges 4:4 says: “And Deborah, a prophetess, the wife of Lapidoth, she judged Israel at that time. She was a mighty warrior that delivered Israel from their enemies. She went into battle. She was a woman of praise. Her praise is found in Judges 5. People came to her to hear the Word of Yahuweh from all over Israel. She was a prophetess and a wife. If it was Elohim’s will for women to be silent, He made a bad choice in Deborah. In Judges 5:31 the Bible says, “the land had rest 40 years” under Deborah’s rule.
The priests went to Huldah, the prophetess, to hear the Word of Yahuweh. II Kings 22:14 and II Chronicles 24:22
In the New Testament, Anna is called a prophetess. (Luke 2:36-38) And, she lived in the Temple 64 years as a prophetess, looking for the Messiah. Do you think she was silent in the Temple all those years? She was certainly verbal when she saw baby Yahushua. In fact, in verse 38, when she saw the baby, she “spoke of Him to all them that looked for the redemption in Jerusalem.” It sounds like a sermon in “church” from this little lady.
Miriam (Mary), the mother of Yahushua, was the woman chosen to bring froth the Savior. In Luke 1:28, the angel says “Hail, you are highly favored, Yahuweh is with you: blessed are you among women.” Miriam responds, “Behold, the handmaiden of Yahuweh”. It is upon His handmaidens (and bondservants) that Father promises to pour out His Spirit in these last days. In Acts 1:14, Miriam is with the brethren waiting to receive the Holy Spirit. What did Miriam do with the baptism in the Spirit? She spoke in tongues. Acts 2:1-13. What about the other women who were there? How did they act when they received Him? What was the outpouring on the handmaidens for?
Now, let us look at some women that Elohim chose and used mightily in “our day”. Going back to the 1800’s, Mrs. Hudson Taylor is a great example of a woman led by Yahushua. It is also a great testimony to a really Christian husband, who allowed her to reach her full potential and calling. He was not afraid that his wife would usurp his authority. He returned to England with their eight children, and kept them there until his wife was finished with the pioneer work that Father had told her to do. Then, he rejoined her. Marriage is teamwork. She went into the interior of China with an all-female team, to take the Gospel to those who had never heard. God blessed this all-female team wonderfully.
Amy Carmichael established orphanages and ministered in India. She wrote many wonderful hymns and songs that we sing today.
Marie Woodworth-Etter had a struggle with her call from Elohim. She complained to Him that she was a woman and would not be accepted in ministry. Her family, husband and daughter, fought her calling. Yet, when she submitted to Elohim, she had a nation-wide evangelistic tent-ministry that brought down the power of Elohim. Thousands were born again, healed, delivered, and taught the Word. She won atheists to Him. The power of Elohim just fell in her meetings. She went all across the USA with the Gospel. Signs and wonders accompanied her preaching. People were known to fall under the power of the Spirit of Elohim, and come up repenting and calling on Yahushua for salvation. People who mocked her meetings were falling under the power of the Spirit as far as 50 miles around her meetings. Yahuweh poured out His Spirit (Ruach) so powerfully in Dallas, Texas, that it became the world center of the Pentecostal movement. People from all over the USA came to Dallas to find Yahushua.
Aimee Semple McPherson, following the example of Maria Woodworth-Etter, set out to win souls. She developed her own unique style, which Father used to bring thousands into the kingdom and to disciple thousands more, who are now on the mission field proclaiming the Gospel under the Foursquare Church. The devil tried to ruin her and discredit her, but Elohim put His stamp of approval on her preaching of His Word, and today her work goes on. Those who mocked her and tried to destroy her ministry are dead and gone, and no one knows their name.
Kathryn Kuhlman followed the example of both Maria Woodworth-Etter and Aimee. Father granted her a dynamic healing and Gospel ministry, which is legendary.
Corrie Ten Boom of Holland traveled around the world many times, teaching both men and women about the love of our Father. By her experiences in the concentration in Germany during the II World War, she found the (agape) love of Elohim, which transcends all problems. Father opened doors to her in churches and in all sorts of other places, prisons, and etc. to share the Gospel with many people.
Nora Lam was saved, by Elohim’s intervention, from a Communist Chinese firing squad. She now preaches the Gospel in many places in Asia. Father has blessed her mightily.
Gladys Alyward, set out for China from England in the 1920’s alone, not backed by any missionary organization but rather turned down by them as “not qualified”. She had her calling from Father. In 1961, a movie was made about her life, “The Inn of the Sixth Happiness”. This movie was used by Father to call me to the mission field, especially to China. I found out that many were called to the mission field through this movie, and the book written about her (The Small Woman).
“Momma” Cho was preaching the Gospel on the streets of Seoul, South Korea. She found a young man in a cardboard box on the street who was dying of tuberculosis. She patiently witnessed to him, though he was stubborn. He finally received Yahushua as his Savior. She took him home wit her. He married her daughter, and they went into the ministry together. Now, this little man, who was dying in the cardboard box, has a church of almost a million people, the largest church in the world, in Seoul. He is the world famous Dr. Paul Y. Cho. He has hundreds of women ministers in his church.
A woman preacher won T.L. Osbourne to Yahushua. T.L. Osbourne won millions of souls to the Messiah in his lifetime.
Auntie Alice, of China, is famous for her spreading of the Gospel and her years of imprisonment in a Chinese prison. The Chinese Communist government does not distinguish between male and female Christian are subject to imprisonment, torture, beatings, and death for spreading the Gospel. Today, millions of Christians are literally being slaughtered for their faith, I places like Sudan and Indonesia.
Martyrs are both male and female. Satan doesn’t distinguish between male and female as he uses hate to kill off Elohim’s people. The only one who distinguishes between the sexes are religious people who want control and lordship over their own kingdoms. Of course, we know that is from Satan.
Women have been pioneers in the work of the ministry, where men would not go. I know of a little (short in stature) woman evangelist who has parachuted 300 times or more into the jungles of Africa into remote villages to bring the Gospel to them. One time, she said, they were firing bullets at her. She was in some places in Africa where there was mass killing. Dead bodies were everywhere. She is fearless because she knows her Elohim, her El Shaddai (the Almighty El). There is tenacity in women and an endurance that is given to us by our heavenly Father.
Women have been used by Father to translate the Bible into native languages, minister healing, preach the Gospel, disciple, teach, start and run orphanages, and pioneer new works as apostles. Women have operated as apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors and teachers, ministers of music, ministers to children, administrators, exhorters, helps ministers, and support to ministries financially. It was women who supported Yehoshua in His ministry, the Bible says. Many women have pioneer ministries that have endured the test of time.
Lottie Moon went to China in the 1700’s. The denominational Board that backed her was comprised of men. Yet Lottie worked alone when no man would come to China and help her. She was told by this all-male Board that she could only preach and teach women and children. She kept writing the Board, that men insisted on listening to the preaching of the Gospel and wanting to be saved. The reply back was that she, as a woman, could not preach to men. She finally replied that she didn’t care what they said, she was going to let the men get saved, too. She died of starvation because the Board did not send enough money for food. She died in a famine, starving with those Chinese that she worked with. Religion is so ridiculous!
If all of these women were disobeying the Word of Father, then why has Father raised them up, called them anointed them, blessed them, blessed their ministries, and exalted them with favor? He sees the heart, not the flesh housing. He doesn’t care what body parts a person has…He looks at the heart, the spirit. I Samuel 16:7 says: “Man looks on the outward appearance: Elohim looks on the heart”. Man uses outward things as reasons of his own making to control….like lords over the poor, the lowly, and exploited. This is what distinguishes religion from the true and loving Elohim, our Father and our Savior Yahushua.
Let us now look at what Yahushua Himself thinks of women, and how He changed their status forever before His Father and man. He reveals how Father thinks of women, yesterday, today, and forever.
Yahushua erases, once and for all, all misunderstandings and prejudices against women and takes a definite stand to totally liberate women forever from the bondages of Satan and men, and the religious strangle holds of both.
“…For this purposes was the Son of Man manifested: to destroy the works of the devil”. (I John 3:8) The word “destroy” means to loose from his controlling power, to undo what he has done, to set free.
Here are some notes from Charles Trombley’s book: Who Said Women Can’t Teach?
“Yahushua publicly associated with women. He used them as illustrations, expressing eternal truths. He went out of His way to heal them and bless them. He never rebuked them for violating religious taboos or over-stepping religious traditions. Women followed Him as disciples, sat at His feet as disciples, some apparently having left prominent families behind”.
Yahushua closed out the old ways. He was always saying “it has been said…but I say unto you.”
In Luke 10:38-41 Yahushua illustrates a radical change. Martha illustrates the positions of a woman under the Talmudic law of the Rabbis (hundreds of man-made laws created during the time between Malachi and Matthew, which Yahushua condemned as the “traditions of men”.) (See Mark 7:6-13) By Talmudic law (law of the Talmud), no one could heal on the Sabbath because it was considered work. See Luke 13:14-16 for an example. Mary of Bethany took the posture, at the feet of Yahushua, as a disciple or student would at the feet of their Rabbi. In Luke 10:39, it says, “Mary sat at the Yahushua’s feet, and heard His Word”. Here her discipleship was affirmed. Mary took a male’s position. This is why Martha was so upset. Martha took the traditional female position. She was probably horrified at her sister’s brazen action. Yahushua set Martha straight—in verses 41-42. Mary’s choice was revolutionary. More revolutionary was that Yahushua, a Jewish male, did not rebuke her, but He encouraged her in her action.
In John 12:1-7, Mary again broke tradition, in public. She stayed in the room, with men, instead of taking her place in the kitchen. Then, again breaking tradition, she pours the perfume over Yahushua’s feet, kneeling before Him. She then does something for which a man was allowed to divorce his wife: she loosens her hair to full length. According to tradition (Talmudic law), if a woman lets her hair down to full length, in public, she is considered uncovered. (The cloth that they covered their heads with, didn’t reach to that full length). But, Yahushua defended her radical actions, since she alone, of all the disciples, understood His death. She sat alone, at His feet, in front of all the male disciples, and Yahushua praised her. In verse 7, Yahushua says to those who criticized her, “let her alone”.
Luke 11:27-23: According to Jewish laws (Judaism) the woman was created for man—to be his possession and to bear his children. This is a belief and practice in most pagan religions today. The Muslim Koran says that a man must regularly beat his wife to remind her of her subservient position and to remind her to remain obedient to him. In many countries the woman walks behind the man in public to show her subservient position. Judaism is a religion of man, based on man’s opinions of Torah (our loving Father’s teachings in Genesis through Deuteronomy), and man’s laws of Talmud, and the opinions of the Rabbis, called Mishna. Yahushua put an end to this mentality with His reply: “blessed are those who hear the Word of Elohim and do it”. In Luke 8:21, Yahushua says: “my mother, and my brethren are these which hear the Word of Elohim and do it.”
Yahushua put all people on the same level. He opened the way for all women and men to freely come sit at His feet and be His disciples of His Word. “If you continue in My Word, you are My disciples indeed”, Yahushua spoke to all people who would hear. (John 8:31) When He called the multitudes to discipleship, He preached to men, women and children. He never distinguished between them.
Mark 10:12: Jewish women could not divorce their husbands since they were considered men’s possessions. Not only did Yahushua end easy divorce for men, but He put an end to polygamy and adultery, and gave women permission to put their husbands away in divorce if guilty of such immorality. In I Corinthians 7:10-11, Paul (Sha’ul) (speaking for Elohim) gives the woman an out, if she has to have one. The only conditions were that she should remain unmarried or reconcile to her husband. In fact, all of I Corinthians 7 is a warning about marriage. Marriage, under Yahushua’s new way, was not considered the only alternative for a woman or man to take. Actually, remaining single and obeying only Yahuweh is encouraged by Paul. He says he wants to spare the people from the bondages of marriage, and free them, as he was, to follow only Yahushua. Elohim hates divorce. It tears people apart emotionally, mentally, in their finances, and even wounding the spirit deeply. It is a horrible thing. Yet, He hates the causes of divorce even more. He had to divorce the northern kingdom of Israel for their adultery (Idolatry). Yet because of His promises to Israel, all 12 tribes, He will remarry Israel (the northern kingdom of 10 tribes) and reunite Israel with Judah (the 2 southern tribes of Judah and Benjamin) in these last days. It is a mighty phenomenon that we are watching before our eyes. See Hosea chapters 1-3 and Ezekiel 37. All Israel (all 12 tribes) will call Him “Ishe” —Husband.
Matthew 22:23-30 (the Sadducees were referring to Deuteronomy 25:5): Yahushua equalizes men and women. In heaven, both are the same, like angels having no marriage— no male-female differences, because we won’t be flesh and blood, but in a resurrection body like Yahushua’s when He came out of the grave. See: I Corinthians 15:49-50 and Philippians 3:20-21 and I John 3:2.
Leviticus 20:10, “and the man that commits adultery with another man’s wife, the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death”. John 8:1-11: Notice how the Pharisees only brought the woman to Yahushua for judgment and stoning? Where was the adulterer, the man? Who were they protecting, one of their own? Yahushua had mercy on the woman, but told her to go and sin no more. The Pharisees were hiding behind a tradition that nullified the law of Leviticus. There were many traditions, which nullified or changed the law of Elohim to fit what man wanted. Mark 7:8-13: … “laying aside the commandment of Elohim, you hold the tradition of men—full well you reject the commandment of Elohim, that you may keep your own tradition—making the Word of Elohim of no affect through your tradition…” Were these Pharisees, many of them “puppets of Rome”, guilty of adultery? The incident seems to indicate that. Yahushua rebukes the Pharisees in Matthew 23 as those who put laws and burdens on other people that are “grievous to be borne”, but they themselves would not lift a finger to obey the laws they had made, little lone Elohim’s laws. “His commands are not grievous” (not heavy burdens). (See I John 5:3)
The old Adam trick—bow out and accuse the woman. Elohim never did buy into that deception. In Romans 5:14-21, it was Adam who was accused with the crime of bringing sin into the world. He willfully, with full knowledge of disobedience, chose to disobey Elohim. This is why Yahushua is called the second Adam, not the second Eve. Some religious groups say that Eve was cursed by Elohim because she brought sin into the world. She definitely bought into the devil’s lie and deception, and was the channel of that deception to Adam. Paul says, “Eve was deceived”. But, the decision to willfully disobey Elohim was Adam’s. Eve did not force the fruit down his throat! Elohim held him accountable for that. Both suffered because of their decision but the promise made to Eve brought their salvation, through the obedience of faithful Mary.
Also, Galatians 3:13-14 says that the curses which occurred because of the broken law of Elohim (Deuteronomy. 28:15-68) were removed, destroyed and nullified through the death of Yahushua. He became a curse for us, paying the price for sin. If Eve was ever cursed (which she wasn’t), she is cursed no longer!!!
We bring our own curses down on us through our own rebellion. It is a matter of cause and effect. Elohim is not a hateful, mean, angry God who is just waiting to bomb someone with evil if they break His law. He sets the standard. If we break His law and go off away from His standard, then we draw demonic powers down on us, circumstances that occur in the world, which is not under His protection. It is our own rebelliousness that causes our pain and suffering (except when we are persecuted for His Name’s sake and the sake of His Word). Our loving Father does not want us to be cursed. But we curse ourselves by our own decisions to disobey Him. We have to learn obedience by our mistakes, to our own hurt, unfortunately. Walking in right relationship with our Elohim makes life so much easier!!
The Rabbis thought it was beneath them to lay hands on a woman, but Yahushua did so many times. He also let women touch Him, as in Mark 5:24-34. This woman knew the Malachi 4:2 prophecy that the Son of Righteousness would come with healing in His “wings”, or the fringes of His garment…the corner of His robe, his tzitzi at the end of His long talit…. This is what the rabbis wore in obedience to Torah (the loving, kind teachings of a loving, kind Father…for our good, commonly called the “law of Moses”, the first 5 books of our Scriptures). As in this story, according to Elohim’s law, a woman having a discharge (her monthly period or hemorrhaging) was considered unclean (Leviticus 15:19-31), because blood carries diseases and transmits disease, and the person she touched was considered unclean. It is only unclean in a medical sense. Women who have periods are not unclean people, in other words. They both had to be made clean by separation and washing with running water (commonly called “living water” in the Scriptures). Isn’t this what we do today, to keep ourselves clean? In letting this little lady with the “issue of blood” touch Him, He nullified the rabbinical law that a woman’s “period” or problems suffered from damaged female organs were a curse from Elohim because Eve had sinned.
(Note: Cleansing under running water kept Jews healthy during the time of the bubonic plague in Europe. The European gentiles accused the Jews of instigating the plague because no Jew died…since they obeyed Torah.)
Luke 13:10-17: Yahushua healed a woman on the Sabbath day. Here again, He broke with tradition. On Shabbat (Sabbath), those things that pertained to maintaining life could be carried on and blessed, under Elohim’s law. But, under Talmudic law, oh my…there were so many restrictions regarding how far you could walk, what you could and could not do, that it became a superstition and a fear. The religious men believed that only the circumcised male Jew was a son of the covenant. They did not believe a woman could be a “daughter of Abraham”. Yet, in this passage, Yahushua calls this woman a “daughter of Abraham”. He raised women up to the same status as men, with the same rights of inheritance in their Father’s covenant with His people.
If you are a daughter of Zion, a daughter of Jerusalem, a daughter of the covenant of Elohim through Abraham, as a child of your heavenly Father by faith in Yahushua, shouldn’t you get to know your Jewish Savior, and call Him by His real name, learning about His culture, His laws, His thinking, His ways? We are called to an intimate relationship with Him, as a Bride and Bridegroom. Start by calling Him the Name the angel told Mary to call Him, Yahushua (Yahuweh saves). He said He came in the Name of His Father…Yahuweh. The 4 Hebrew letters in the Name of Yahuweh are also in Yahushua. Yahushua means: Yahuweh Saves or Yahuweh is salvation. Remember the “J” is only about 450 years old in our English language, as well as the “j” sound, so His Name, being as His Father’s Name, and a Hebrew name, would begin with the “Y” sound.
In Mark 7:24-30, Yahushua heals a Gentile woman’s daughter. This was really an offence to the religious Jew.
In John 4:3-45, Yahushua really breaks tradition and cultural hate as He deals for some time with an adulterous Samaritan woman. He even asks her to get Him some water. Se was so rejected by society that she came to the well at noon, to avoid being around the other women. Yahushua knew exactly when she would be at that well. It was a divine appointment!! And here, a Jew (the Jews thought the Samaritans were sub-human, dogs, lower than the low), was asking her for water, and willing to talk to her. Yahushua brought salvation to her, and to the whole town. Yahuweh loves people, no matter who they are. He knew that this woman would be saved, and spread the Gospel of salvation. Just like the man at Gadera, who was filled with 2,000 demons. When Yahushua set him free, this man went and spread the good news of Yahushua all over the Decapolis area (10 cities of the Roman world east of the Jordan River).
Why does religion separate people? Because religion and religion’s traditions, laws and teaching that are from man, and from the pit of hell, were invented by the children of Satan for bondage, for control and for the destruction of people—especially the true followers of Yahushua. Yahushua condemned religion and taught truth that sets men and women free.
There is no male or female in Yahushua. (Galatians 3:28) Nimrod, in Genesis 11, built the tower of Babel (confusion) and set up his own religion in which his wife Samirames was the queen of heaven, and their son Tammuz was god…having been killed and resurrected. From this proceeds all the world’s mother-child cults, which is in Catholicism, Eastern Orthodoxy, Hinduism, Buddhism, etc. etc. From this comes witchcraft, and the new age movement, which exalts women as goddess with supernatural powers which come from demons. In Yahushua, women take their rightful place. They are not above men. They are not beneath men.
They are equal, with equal rights and privileges in Yahushua, but sometimes with different tasks and functions. But, the balance is beautiful. A woman who conforms to Torah, to His teachings, to His loving teachings, is a happy, secure, content, peaceful, and joyful woman!!! The Proverbs 31 woman is very successful! That is how Yahushua wants us to be…happy, fulfilled, satisfied and peaceful, and successful!!!
To the pious Jew, the only person lower than a tax collector or swine herder, was a public prostitute. Yahushua told the chief priests and scribes that the tax collectors and prostitutes would go into His kingdom ahead of them. You can see why they were mad enough to kill Him. It is not that He condones sin, but the sin of self-righteousness is such a horrible stench in His nose that in comparison to the sinner, the religious hypocrite was deserving of “the lowest hell”. At least sinners that are living in disdain by society know they are not right with man or Elohim. They are living in honesty at least.
In Luke 7:36-50, the woman called a “sinner” by the religious, entered in where men were eating and untied her hair. She kissed Yahushua’s feet, touching Him. That is why they called her a sinner, breaking at least 3 Talmudic laws. Yahushua commended her. He said that her sins were forgiven and that she should go in peace. He said she would be a memorial wherever the Gospel is preached. Yahushua says, “her sins, which were many, are forgiven: for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loves little”. They were most disturbed because He forgave her sin, wondering who gave Him the authority to do that. This group of men Yahushua was with did not even wash His feet when He entered, nor gave Him the traditional kiss…yet this woman gave Him both. They broke their social laws, yet were condemning her.
In Matthew 26:11, the woman comes and breaks a box of expensive perfume over Him, symbolically announcing His burial. She was disdained by not only the religious, but by Judas, who would betray Him, for her extravagant and lavish pouring of very expensive perfume on His feet, and wiping His feet with her hair. She really broke some traditions! But He says, “For in that she has poured this ointment on My body, she did it for My burial. Truly I say unto you, wherever this Gospel shall be preached in the whole world, there is also this, that what this woman has done be told for a memorial of her”.
In Mark 12:38-40, Yahushua sternly rebukes the scribes who hurt widows. According to Talmud, widows were twice non-persons: 1) they were women and 2) they had no husband. But, in Luke 2:36-38, Elohim shows His love for widows.
A widow and prophetess, Anna, were first shown the Machiach. In Luke 21:1-4, Yahushua commends the offering of a poor widow over the offerings of the rich and powerful. In Luke 7:11-17, Yahushua raises a widow’s son from the dead.
To be without a husband, and a son (who is supposed to take care of his widowed mother) would have left this woman as a struggling, suffering, rejected by society, “non-human”. His compassion for her was what motivated Him to raise her son from the dead. He did it for her.
Realizing how shabbily widows were treated, Yahushua made sure His mother was properly cared for after His death, giving John responsibility for her care. James 1:27 says, “Pure religion and undefiled before Elohim and the Father is this, to visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep one’s self unspotted from the world”. (KJV) Judgment comes from the mistreatment of widows and orphans, as is expressed in several passages in the Word.
In Luke 18:1-18, Yahushua shows Elohim’s respect for a woman’s tenacity in prayer. Yahushua had women disciples, (see Mark 15:40-41). Matthew 27:55-56 is also an example of women disciples. Some of these disciples were prominent women from wealthy families. The women also (with John) stayed near the cross as Yahushua was suffering for our sins.
Several women were the first ones at the grave of Yahushua. Notice, the disciples did not believe the women’s word about Yahushua’s resurrection. Here is some of our Father’s sense of humor. The Talmud said that women couldn’t be witnesses since their witness was unreliable. So, Yahushua purposely chose women to carry the good news of the most important event in human history—His resurrection. The male apostles were the first unbelievers in the resurrection.
Yahushua and Paul (Rav Sha’ul) accepted women as capable, and fully equal to minister as men. Father will use any woman who is prepared, and speaks the Word in Truth and in His love, who is yielded and obedient to the Holy Spirit, and walks in the fruit of righteousness.
Women of today who want to be ordained priests or preachers in churches (like the Catholic, Anglican, Episcopal), which had a tradition of male domination, are playing into Satan’s hands. Their motives are not godly, but stem from wanting to break into a male-dominated, controlled organization for the feminist cause of not just equality, but superiority. This is true because it is a statement for the feminist movement…but also because they are trying to break into an ungodly church system, which is under the judgment of Elohim from the very beginning (325AD). Some of the successful women, who have been ordained in these male organizations, are lesbians.
This so-called church priesthood, taken from the Roman priests of Mithra and brought into an Empire-uniting religious system (325AD) called the Roman Catholic (Universal) Church by the Roman Emperor Constantine, is pagan to the core…using beliefs that are truthful, which give credibility to the pagan system, but mixing them with down right Satanic practices and beliefs. Much of the feminist movement is rooted in goddess worship, witchcraft, rebellion, sexual perversion and lust for dominance. They promote the killing of unborn babies…some mocking marriage and men’s rights.
Our Elohim hates religion…for religion is the best attempt of man to reach Him. It is proud and arrogant, haughty, rebellious against His laws, and Satan-rooted. It is full of murderous attitudes, destructive and controlling. The spirit of Jezebel sits as queen over the religious system of today. All religion has the elements of witchcraft, which is rebellion against His Torah. I Samuel 15:23 is speaking to King Saul: “For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is a iniquity and idolatry. Because you have rejected the Word of Yahuweh, He has rejected you from being King”. The spirit of Jezebel is what powers the feminist movement. (See my article on Jezebel, who she was and what her spirit of today is and will be.)
The Nicolatians (Revelation 2:7 and 15) were people who separated the “clergy” from the “laity” and put the clergy over the laity in power and authority. The Word of Elohim says that we are all priests unto Him. We all have spiritual gifts from Him, by which we are to serve His Body of called out, set-apart people. We all have power and authority in Him. His authority system is much different than man’s system. He does have rank of authority, and we must move within His authority in His way…not usurping authority that is not ours. But, the Nicolatian’s authority system is man-made. It is still with us today in the pagan church system, which is now marked for judgment and for destruction by Yahushua. “Nikao” in Greek means “to conquor”, and “laos” means “the people”. There is no such thing as “laity”, as the formal church system calls all people that are not “ordained” by man. All pagan secret societies (men’s and women’s) from Nimrod until now, like the Masons and Eastern Star, have many things in common. They exclude women (or men) from their secret, behind closed doors, ceremonies, meetings, socials, etc. The exclusive male-dominated priesthood in so-called Christian churches is pagan to the core with its roots going back to Nimrod, to ancient Egypt and Babylon. The Greeks and Romans continued the tradition. Today we still have the Greek and Roman traditions in our society. We are all priests, before our heavenly Father, through the sacrifice and resurrection of our High Priest Yahushua. We are only responsible to One Priest.
I Peter 2:9 says: “…you are a royal priesthood…”. What are our duties as priests? They are to offer up praises, worship, thanksgiving and joy to Him. We can also intercede before the Father for those in need. Our sacrifices are thanksgiving, joy, praise, “the fruit of our mouth”.
Yahushua says not to call any man “Father, or Rabbi”, for we have only One – in heaven. Do not exalt man. We have one Master—Yahushua.
Father is looking for submitted vessels to Him—male or female, young or old. In Joel 2:28-29, He says that His daughters will prophesy. He says that upon His handmaidens, as well as on His servants, He would pour out His Spirit. This is repeated in Acts 2:17-18. In these last days, as Father is pouring out His Spirit (His Ruach) upon the earth, He is using every available vessel to fill up with Himself, and pour out upon a lost and dying world. He wants to use men, women and children…all who bear the “image and likeness” of Elohim. In Genesis 1:26 it says, “Let us make man in our own image, after our likeness, and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps upon the earth.” Verses 27-28 say, “So Elohim created man in his own image, in the image of Elohim CREATED HE THEM: MALE AND FEMALE CREATED HE THEM. And Elohim blessed them, and Elohim said ‘be fruitful and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish”, etc. So man and woman are equal in having dominion over the earth. It takes two to reproduce… Elohim expects male and female to be equally responsible for His creation. In Genesis 5:2 it says, “Male and female created He them, AND CALLED THEIR NAME ADAM….” “Eve” was the name given to her by Adam (Hawwah in Hebrew)—Genesis 3:20. What I am trying to say is that in the mind of our Father, He doesn’t care what the outward packaging is…He sees the spirit-man, which has no sexual differences. In heaven there is no marriage…the flesh is the container of the spirit-man… The flesh as a difference is for earth’s time period…so that men and women can have babies, enjoy each other’s likenesses and differences, and each can have their own special function which elevates both as equal, but with differences. A woman who yields to Father’s view of her is a happy woman, a secure woman, a peaceful woman, a content woman.
Elohim is neither male nor female, but has characteristics of both. The angels are neither male nor female. We are all sons of Elohim through the sacrifice and resurrection of Yahushua ha Machiach. “For as many as are led by the Spirit of Elohim: they are the sons of Elohim…and, if children, then heirs: of Elohim and join-heirs with Machiach.” (Romans 8:14-17) Men and women are called to the high calling of being the Bride of Machiach. See Revelation 19:7-8. Both men and women are called priests and kings unto Elohim. (Revelation 1:6, and 5:10) Both men and women will reign with Him in the Kingdom, if they, as individuals, are overcomers. We are all servants. The man is called a “doulos” in Greek, which means a “bond-slave”. The women are called “doulemai” — (handmaiden, or female bond-slave). See Deuteronomy 15:16-17. A slave was a slave, whether male or female. We all have equal rewards for service. We will all stand separately before Machiach at the “judgment seat of Machiach”.
The worship of Ba’al, or Satan, was and is symbolized by the male reproductive organs. Today, we see that carried through in the Washington Monument, obelisks, church steeples, etc. Elohim nearly wiped out Israel totally for the worship of Ba’al. See II Kings 18:21. All paganism and religious tradition that is based on paganism is Ba’al. This system puts women in subordinate, subservient positions and exalts the male as Master in a controlling position. Privileges are given to the male that the female does not enjoy. This overflows from the religious system to the work-place, to governments, to commerce to everyday lifestyles. Yet, because Elohim, through Yahushua, restored the position of women to its rightful place, more missionaries and more ministers of the Gospel have been women. In the slaughter of Christians since the 1st century until now at this present moment, there has been no distinction between male and female. The enemy has actually centered in on the destruction of women and children. Women bring forth the “image and likeness” of the Elohim whom Satan hates. That is why “religion”, or a culture, which is under Satan’s domination always either puts women in a position of abuse, or exalts them to a goddess position (both are equally destructive). Because the promise of the Savior was made to Eve, in Genesis 3:15, wherever you see prejudice against women, you see Satan. Muslims are required by their Koran to regularly beat their wives to remind them of their position of submission. In some places in India, brides are burned, to make sure they stay true to their husbands. Also, in some places in India, if the husband dies, she is required to burn herself up on the funeral pyre of the dead body of her husband.
Many times girls, in India, China, and other places are considered less than human…if a family is poor, and a baby girl is born, she is sometimes drowned or murdered in some other way because she is just another mouth to feed. Under the one child law of China, a boy is wanted for the one child usually, so the girl baby is killed. An Egyptian told me that in Egyptian households boys are wanted, not girls. Little girls are captured for sex slaves, sold into prostitution and household servitude in Sudan, and other countries of Muslim rule, for example. The Asian sex market is a huge “industry”. Women and girls, and little girls are captured, drugged, and allured away in shopping malls across American and sold into the world’s sex market. Girls are sacrificed to Satan in satanic rituals… babies are sacrificed. It is a common thing, even in America. The pornography industry in the USA is larger than our music industry and our movie industry combined. Pornography is being pushed into every nation on earth from America, even included in loan-deals to hurting countries as a pre-requisite for accepting our money. It includes women, children and men. It is Satan’s doing…we must remember that, and not get too angry at the males. Women can be, and are, used by Satan, also. Even children are being used, and will be used by Satan in these days and in the near future to destroy lives.
A ministry should be judged, not on body parts, but on who is walking in the Holy Spirit and who is walking in the flesh, who is submitted to Yahushua, and who is walking in pride and selfish ambition. There are male Jezebels too…men who are merciless in expanding their kingdoms using the church as a battering ram and a place to hide behind. The anointing rests on men and women alike. Elohim called me to the Office of the Prophet at age 4, and began the long, tedious, hard training of that Office. I began seeing dreams and vision, hearing His voice, and understanding His Word from that age.
I walk in the gifts of that office, and the anointing of the office. I am as responsible to that office as was Isaiah, Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Daniel, John, etc. etc. I will be judged on how I heard, obeyed and spoke in His Name, just like any male prophet. The rules apply to men and women. If men are teaching heresy in the church, or prophesying falsely, then they should also keep silent in the church!!!
We are called to meekness, to humility, to obedience and submission to Him, our one Master. Men need to dress in a way that glorifies the Master…just like women should do. The rules for discipleship are identical. See, as examples, Luke 9:23-26; Luke 14:25-33; and 18:29-30. The truth is that more women have conformed to these rules than men. Is Father going to throw out the greatest percentage of His work force because their body parts are not male? Ridiculous!!!
In Ephesians we learn of the “5-fold ministry”…the gifts to the church. In I Corinthians 12:4-13, 27-30, and Romans 12:5-8, we learn of ministry gifts. Nowhere does it say that these are only for men. Wouldn’t this information Paul gives be a great place to say that these things are for men only? Paul never says that the ministry gifts are for men only. So, apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors and teachers, administrators, etc. etc can be women?? Of course!! Women prophesy in the church Paul says. The only time Paul singled out women for correction in the church was in 2 places where women were doing destructively wrong things. No-where else does Paul say anything but good about women.
We are created in the image of Elohim…body, soul and spirit. We are eternal creations. Male and female must, together, in the love of their heavenly Father, work together to advance the kingdom of Yahushua ha Machiach in these last days, to win souls to Yahushua, to disciple believers, to encourage, instruct, edify, speak prophetically, move in the miraculous, and say the lost, “repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand”, instead of warring over who is more exalted. We are bond-slaves, purchased by His blood from the kingdom of Satan. We were Satan’s slaves; now we are slaves of a new Master. We are all in training as servants, as Yahushua was, for reigning in the kingdom for 1,000 years. We are all working toward eternal rewards in the new heaven and new earth. We must keep our minds on eternal things.
All this satanic bondage that is put on women, by controlling warlocks in the church and at home, by men masquerading, in some cases, as Pastors and Evangelists, elders and deacons, etc. must stop. But, only our loving heavenly Father can correct it. We must not take up any campaign. It would only waste our time, and our energy, and steal from us the things that are much more important. Our heavenly Bridegroom is returning very soon. We are in a war with the forces of darkness, which are increasing on the earth. All bondage that sets one person up above another for the sake of personal power and control is of Satan. Yahuweh stands for our freedom in proper order, life, love, light, joy, peace, happiness, contentment, security, and prosperity. He wants the best for each one of His children.
I would say to the men: Set your wives free to be all that they can be in Yahushua. Let them fulfill their callings, their dreams, their desires to glorify Yahushua. You are one before Him. To Pastors and church leaders: Set the women of your church free to do the work of the ministry that Elohim has called them to. Don’t be intimidated by an assertive woman. Most women evangelists are as assertive as men…they have to be to carry that anointing.
Elohim promises to perfect that which concerns us…He will do the perfecting. We must stop playing Holy Spirit in our churches, in our families, in our relationships with anyone!!!! The Holy Spirit can change a person from their spirit…from their heart. All we can do is try to program the mind, control, manipulate and brainwash. That doesn’t last. The Holy Spirit’s work is eternal. Ecclesiastes 3:14: “I know that whatsoever Elohim does, it shall be for ever; nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and Elohim does it, that men should fear before Him”. Don’t usurp the authority of the Holy Spirit to do His job in the lives of others!!! Psalm 138:8 says: “Yahuweh will perfect that which concerns me…”
II Corinthians 3:18 says: “…we are changed from glory to glory…even as by the Spirit of the Lord”. He has to do His work His way!!
“Stand fast, therefore, in the liberty, wherewith Machiach has made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage”. Galatians 5:1 Freedom in the Holy Spirit, and inside the safe walls of His Word as taught by Him (not man) brings women into security, love, safety and happiness. A man who allows women to move in obedience to the Holy Spirit and the Word is a man who knows his identity as a male. He doesn’t have to be macho to prove his maleness. He is a man who is secure in himself as to who he is…he doesn’t have to prove anything. A man who is not intimidated by a forceful woman is a Spirit-filled man. Women must also work within the framework of the Word regarding women’s roles.
If men are to treat women as godly saints, then the women must act like godly saints. Paul praised women who worked with him. Can you imagine what it would be like to minister with the Apostle Paul? What kind of a personality would you be required to have in order to work peaceful with him? Think about it. A woman who is submissive to the Word of Elohim and to His Spirit could work well with the Apostle Paul. Regarding the women who ministered to Yahushua: what kind of women were they? Weren’t they women who were submissive to Torah, the Word? Elohim says, “…the just shall live by faith”. Faith in Him makes us on equal ground with all who have faith in Him. Faith in Him brought the healing to many women in Yahushua’s day. Faith in Him is the entrance to receiving all from Him. There are no sex barriers to receiving from Him. He is coming for a Bride who is pure, without spot or wrinkle, but a Bride who is in love with Him. The rules for being part of this Bridal Company are the same for men and women.
So, again, “Rejoice oh daughter of Zion, shout aloud oh daughter of Jerusalem, your King comes unto you…”
Walk in humility with your Elohim…He will exalt you in His timing.
Psalm 68:11 in 3 translations:
1) Amplified Bible: “The Lord gives the word of power; the women who bear and publish (the news) are a great host”
2) NAS: “The Lord gives the word; the women who proclaim the good tidings are a great host”
3) The New American Bible: “The Lord gives the word; women bear the glad tidings….”
What good news are they publishing? The news that the enemy has fled, and they get to divide the spoil that has been won for them. They stayed at home, yet on the battlefield their enemy was defeated. Their male victorious conquerors brought the spoil to them. While we were at home, Yahushua defeated the enemy for us…that is our good news…that we can receive His victory and the spoil—all that He won for us from the enemy. We have good news to publish and proclaim as women. The devil has been defeated by our hero Yahushua—the mighty warrior. We did not have to fight. He did it for us. We are “more than conquerors”, Romans 8 tells us.
Yahushua gave the women the awesome responsibility of carrying the first good news of His resurrection. They were the first evangelists. It was to women that He shared the greatest moment in history. Mary from Magdala was the first to see Him alive…before He went before His Father in heaven in His triumphal entry. He called her by name.
Elohim is raising women up in these last days as a mighty army, filling them with the Holy Sprit and empowering them with signs and wonders. We are a great company, a great army.
Psalm 68:25: “The singers went before, the players on instruments followed after: among them were the damsels playing the tambourines”. It is in context of His sanctuary, His congregation. Women were part of the “tabernacle of David”, for 40 years around the ark of His presence, worshiping and praising Yahuweh openly. Miriam, sister of Moses, took the tambourine and led all Israel in rejoicing over the great victory at the Red Sea crossing.
Mary: Because she had an intimate relationship with Elohim the Father, an obedient heart, through the eternal Holy Spirit, she conceived Yahushua, and gave Him human flesh. Luke 1:26-38 Today men called her “blessed”. If we, too, enter into an intimate relationship with our heavenly Father through the Holy Spirit, we will conceive the eternal Yahushua in our eternal spirit, being born again ourselves, and then bringing Him forth to a lost and dying world. What Mary did in the flesh, we her daughters in faith, accomplish in the Spirit. Yahushua, the grain of wheat that died, has been followed by millions of sons and daughters. We are called to bear fruit, to produce eternal fruit from His life in us. We are blessed. Blessed be the fruit of our spiritual womb, Yahushua. He wants us to bring Him forth to the world by our lives.
One more note that is personal: When I was carrying my 4th child, Father impressed on me the great privilege I had in being a co-creationist with Him. I was bringing forth life into this world, in His likeness and image. I was happy to be cooking good meals for my family, cleaning my house, teaching my children, shopping and saving money, growing my own vegetables and herbs, canning, freezing, baking bread. It was such a joy to be a good mother. It was so fulfilling.
Many women are influenced by other voices than Elohim’s voice…so are not content doing what brings the greatest fulfillment as a woman. Women are encouraged to do other things to find their happiness, by the world, the flesh and the devil. A content, happy woman, who knows Yahushua through prayer, Bible study, intimacy in her own relationship with Him, is a walking, talking publisher of good news wherever she goes. She is full of praise and joy. As she changes the diapers, she is singing praises to Elohim. But, whether a woman is a mother or not, He wants a woman to be joyfully fulfilled, secure and peaceful in Him.
My children are all grown, with families of their own now. I am following Yahushua full time all over the world. When I come home, I am happy to hear voices of “hi, grandma”. I am a blessed woman in all areas of my life!!! As you realize who you are, and what you can be in Yahushua, and by following His loving teachings in the Word, you have to find joy…now and eternally!!!
In the love of Elohim, our Father, and our Master and Bridegroom Yahushua ha Machiach, in the fellowship of the Ruach Yahuweh, blessings, joy, love and peace to you in Him,
Sister in Yahuweh
Revised: November 29, 2003
February 27, 2008 (5:39pm).
Father, Abba my Father You are my shield and my exceedingly great reward. I will not fret. What can man do unto me?

February 28, 2008 (2:14am)12/20/6007.
Abba, my Father O Ruach Yahuweh, I beseech You, create in me a clean heart and help me to renew my mind, inscribe in my spirit Your Living Word, Your Torah
Draw me away from myself and set my aim on Yahushua, on His heart and what matters to Him.
Though You slay me, I shall yet praise and exalt Your set apart Name I worship You HalleluYah
O Ruach Yahuweh, I beseech You, write the following words in the depth of my being and empower me not only to think but to actually experience and do them.
Show me favor O my Abba and let me rejoice and demonstrate the joy of my salvation that others may see it and glorify Your set apart Name
Let not gloom and misery be any part of me for in You there is joy and rejoicing forevermore
Let me not act in burst of excitement and glee caused by elated emotions from false imaginations of my fleshly nature. Let me genuine not thinking of myself more highly than I ought.
Bless my persecutor of yesterday. Bless him with the truth of Your sacred Word. Deliver him from teaching heresies and open his eyes to see his error.
Indeed Write Your Living Word in the depth of our beings and empower us to live it and comfort to it on the daily basis. Teach me how to address Your people with kindness and the authority of Your love and mercy.
Rom 12:1-21 The Scriptures 1998+
(1) I call upon you, therefore, brothers, through the compassion of Elohim, to present your bodies a living offering – set-apart, well-pleasing to Elohim – your reasonable worship.
(2) And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you prove what is that good and well-pleasing and perfect desire of Elohim.
(3) For I say, through the favour which has been given to me, to everyone who is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he should think, but to think soberly, as Elohim has given to each a measure of belief.
(4) For as we have many members in one body, but all members do not have the same function,
(5) so we, the many, are one body in Messiah, and members each one of one another.
(6) Now having different gifts, according to the favour which was given to us, let us use them accordingly: if prophecy, according to the proportion of belief;
(7) if serving, in the serving; or he who is teaching, in the teaching;
(8) or he who encourages, in the encouragement; or he who is sharing, in sincerity; he who is leading, in diligence; he who shows compassion, joyously.
(9) Let love be without hypocrisy. Shrink from what is wicked, cling to what is good.
(10) In brotherly love, tenderly loving towards one another, in appreciation, giving preference to each other;
(11) not idle in duty, ardent in spirit, serving the Master;
(12) rejoicing in the expectancy, enduring under pressure, continuing steadfastly in prayer;
(13) imparting to the needs of the set-apart ones, pursuing kindness towards strangers.
(14) Bless those who persecute you – bless and do not curse.
(15) Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep.
(16) Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not be proud in mind, but go along with the lowly. Do not be wise in your own estimation.
(17) Repay no one evil for evil. Respect what is right in the sight of all men.
(18) If possible, on your part, be at peace with all men.
(19) Beloved, do not revenge yourselves, but give place to the wrath, for it has been written, “Vengeance is Mine, I shall repay,” says Yahuweh.
(20) “Instead, if your enemy hungers, feed him; if he thirsts, give him a drink, for in so doing you shall heap coals of fire on his head.”
(21) Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

February 29, 2008 (3:25am)12/21/6007.
Abba, my Father, You know me, I come to You with thanksgiving in my heart to worship You
I have obeyed Your instructions and given my testimony out, it is not received by some of Your people, but Your Remnant is encouraged by it.
Glorify Your name my Father not mine Give me the strength to stand firm in Your Word and hold on to the witness which I hold.
You have given me that witness, You have saved me from all the rampart deceptions of the day.
And yes, You are giving me the strength to stand firm from now until the end Because of Your faithfulness to stand by me, I will not coward. You are my strength, in You I have taken refuge I need not to fear man
Rev 6:9 The Scriptures 1998+
(9) And when He opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the beings of those having been slain for the Word of Elohim and for the witness which they held,
You told me a long time ago, way at the beginning of my call from You, You told me not to look at their faces. Now I understand what You meant
I will continue to obey You writing my testimony for all. I will not look at their faces, their reactions to my testimony whether favorable or unfavorable.
He who has ears let him hear what You are saying with my testimony. And he who refuses to hear let him refuse. For it is written,
Rev 22:11-14 The Scriptures 1998+
(11) “He who does wrong, let him do more wrong; he who is filthy, let him be more filthy; he who is righteous, let him be more righteous; he who is set-apart, let him be more set-apart.
(12) “And see, I am coming speedily, and My reward is with Me, to give to each according to his work.1 Footnote: 1See Mt. 16:27, John 5:29.
(13) “I am the ‘Aleph’ and the ‘Taw’, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last.
(14) “Blessed are those1 doing His commands,2 so that the authority shall be theirs unto the tree of life, and to enter through the gates into the city. Footnotes: 1See Mt. 19:17. 2Long before the books were compiled to form “The New Testament,” Rev. 22:14 was quoted, as it is here given, by Tertullian (CE 208), and by Cyprian (CE 251) – see the well-known Antenicene Fathers.
I fix my gaze towards You and expect my supplies from You. Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight.
I am Your handmaiden and I am ready to hear and obey Your command. I will not look to the right or to the left to consider man’s doctrines.
As I reflect on what has transpired in the last couple of days while sharing my testimony, I remember the many incidents in the Scriptures similar to what is going on right now.
And You are showing me how Yahushua dealt with such incidents to prepare me to handle these situations in like manner.
Yahushua gave His testimony against all opposition. Some times He answered them and sometimes He kept silence. Likewise, I am to do even on the face of death. It is written,
Joh 8:12-59 The Scriptures 1998+
(12) Therefore Yahushua spoke to them again, saying, “I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall by no means walk in darkness, but possess the light of life.”1 Footnote: 1 See 11:9-10.
(13) The Pharisees, therefore, said to Him, “You bear witness about Yourself, Your witness is not true.”
(14) Yahushua answered and said to them, “Even if I witness concerning Myself, My witness is true, for I know where I came from and where I am going. But you do not know from where I come, or where I go.
(15) “You judge according to the flesh, I judge no one.
(16) “But even if I do judge, My judgment is true, because I am not alone in it, but I and the Father who sent Me.
(17) “And in your Torah also, it has been written that the witness of two men is true.
(18) “I am One who witnesses concerning Myself, and the Father who sent Me witnesses concerning Me.”
(19) Therefore they said to Him, “Where is Your Father?” Yahushua answered, “You know neither Me nor My Father. If you knew Me, you would have known My Father also.”
(20) These words Yahushua spoke in the treasury, teaching in the Set-apart Place. And no one laid hands on Him, because His hour had not yet come.
(21) Therefore Yahushua said to them again, “I am going away, and you shall seek Me, and you shall die in your sin. Where I go you are unable to come.”
(22) Then the Yehudim said, “Shall He kill Himself, because He says, ‘Where I go you are unable to come’?”
(23) And He said to them, “You are from below, I am from above. You are of this world, I am not of this world.
(24) “Therefore I said to you that you shall die in your sins. For if you do not believe that I am He, you shall die in your sins.”
(25) Then they said to Him, “Who are You?” And Yahushua said to them, “Altogether that which I even say to you
(26) “I have much to say and to judge concerning you. But He who sent Me is true, and what I heard from Him, these Words I speak to the world.”
(27) They did not know that He spoke to them of the Father.
(28) So Yahushua said to them, “When you lift up the Son of Adam, then you shall know that I am He, and that I do none at all of Myself, but as My Father taught Me, these words I speak.
(29) “And He who sent Me is with Me. The Father has not left Me alone, for I always do what pleases Him.”
(30) As He was speaking these words, many believed in Him.
(31) So Yahushua said to those Yehudim who believed Him, “If you stay in My Word, you are truly My taught ones,
(32) and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”
(33) They answered Him, “We are the seed of Abraham, and have been servants to no one at any time. How do you say, ‘You shall become free’?”
(34) Yahushua answered them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, everyone doing sin is a servant of sin.
(35) “And the servant does not stay in the house forever – a son stays forever.
(36) “If, then, the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed.
(37) “I know that you are the seed of Abraham, but you seek to kill Me, because My word has no place in you.
(38) “I speak what I have seen with My Father, and you do what you have heard from your father.”
(39) They answered and said to Him, “Abraham is our father.”1 Yahushua said to them, “If you were Abraham’s children, you would do the works of Abraham. Footnote: 1See Mt. 3:9, Rom. 9:8.
(40) “But now you seek to kill Me, a Man who has spoken to you the truth which I heard from Elohim. Abraham did not do this.
(41) “You do the works of your father.” Then they said to Him, “We were not born of whoring, we have one Father: Elohim.”
(42) Yahushua said to them, “If Elohim were your Father, you would love Me, for I came forth from Elohim, and am here. For I have not come of Myself, but He sent Me.
(43) “Why do you not know what I say? Because you are unable to hear My Word.
(44) “You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you wish to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and has not stood in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks the lie, he speaks of his own, for he is a liar and the father of it.
(45) “And because I speak the truth, you do not believe Me.
(46) “Who of you proves Me wrong concerning sin? And if I speak the truth, why do you not believe Me?
(47) “He who is of Elohim hears the Words of Elohim, therefore you do not hear because you are not of Elohim.”
(48) The Yehudim answered and said to Him, “Do we not say well that You are a Shomeronite and have a demon?”
(49) Yahushua answered, “I do not have a demon, but I value My Father, and you do not value Me.
(50) “And I do not seek My own esteem, there is One who is seeking and is judging.
(51) “Truly, truly, I say to you, if anyone guards My Word he shall never see death at all.”
(52) The Yehudim said to Him, “Now we know that You have a demon Abraham died, and the prophets. And You say, ‘If anyone guards My Word he shall never taste death at all.’
(53) “Are You greater than our father Abraham, who died? And the prophets died. Whom do You make Yourself?”
(54) Yahushua answered, “If I esteem Myself, My esteem is none at all. It is My Father who esteems Me, of whom you say that He is your Elohim.
(55) “And you have not known Him, but I know Him. And if I say, ‘I do not know Him,’ I shall be like